This is my first Twilight Fanfic so please just read it and if you don't like it, I'm sorry. I tried my best to write this with everything I've got, so please just be patient and read. After you have read this, please leave a comment or even a flame. I don't care. I'm not going to delete this because I know one day I'll have someone who likes it and will want to know what happens, so go ahead and flame for all I care. Well that's it, thanks for visiting my story and hope you like it. Please comment/view after you are done reading, remember first fanfic for Twilight. Merry Meet, Merry Meet Apart, Merry Meet Again.

Fly On,

Selene Hudor Midnight

P.S. I don't own any of the Twilight Characters except the ones I made up myself, which I'll list on the next chapter. Thanks.

Twilight Saga-Fate Hates Me

Chapter 1, I've Changed

By: Selene Hudor Midnight

I really think God hates me; the world hates me. I don't know what I did to deserve this sad, unhappy, lonely, torture of a life. I seriously think fate is out to get me. I know I haven't done anything wrong. I helped Charlie, my dad, around the house. I made dinner for him, did the laundry and much more. I always looked out for Renee, my mother, when I lived with her and Phil, her new husband; my step-dad, so she wouldn't get into trouble or do something that she wasn't suppose to. I was a good girl who followed the rules...okay, maybe not all the time. That's STILL doesn't give anybody or anything the right to punish me and I think that's exactly what God is doing too, punishing me for no apparent reason at all.

I went to school, did my homework, and even helped my classmates with school work. So why did everything bad have to happen to me. First I had to move to Forks, Washington to where my dad lived. Forks was and still is a place with barely any sun shine. The summers are like the winters, cold and wet. Yuck! So wouldn't be the place I would pick to live, but hey, you never know; I could change my mind any second. Then I ran into some...well, vampires. I know you probably don't believe me, but even if you don't, it's true. And one of those vampires, I was deeply in love with; I didn't just love him, I was in love with him.

There's a big difference if you ask me. Loving someone is just loving someone. You could love your parents, your pets, your siblings, or even your friends, but to be in love is a whole nother thing. They say love is the most powerful thing in the world and I do say, that's very true. If we didn't have love we wouldn't be here today. Just think, you and I wouldn't even be on this earth if it wasn't for love. Your parents had to love each other somewhat to make you...uh...well, we'll not go into that. Anyways, what I'm trying to say, love can be good but it can be bad. Never underestimate the power of love.

His name was Edward Cullen. His sisters and brothers were Jasper Hale, Emmett Cullen, Rosalie Hale, and Alice Cullen. His "parents" were Esme and Charlisle Cullen.

Edward was a mind reader.

Jasper was a empath, which is a person who can feel emotions of someone(s) else.

Alice Cullen who was a phsyic (sorry if I spelt that wrong), which is a person who can see the future. But she has to know that person pretty well to know who she's having the vision of; sometimes she would have random visions of people she doesn't even know. Like with Jasper. She didn't even know him, but after she had her vision, she knew they were meant to be with each other.

Rosalie Hale was beyond beautiful. She was like a goddess with all her golden hair, perfect skin (of course, she IS a vampire), and her model like curves. Every girl probably envied her, just as I did when I met her.

Emmett Cullen was super strong and I mean that. He was REALLY buff, even for a vampire and his "coven", the Cullen Coven or family, how they like to put it, think that was his "gift" or talent you could say.

Esme was just a loving caring vampire mother, who always worried about her "children" twenty-four-seven.

Charlisle Cullen or Doctor Cullen was a dad of any other. He worked at Forks Hospital. He was caring and loving, but he was always interested in the littlest things. Like how when I was human, Edward couldn't read my mind.

So as you may of noticed I said that the Cullens consider themselves a family and they really do. Even though Charlisle and Esme say they're adopted children. One big happy family...

Then of course one good thing, that turned into a bad thing was Edward fell in love with least that's what I thought until he said to me that he didn't love me and didn't want me and just left; upped and left. So that's when the world really started hating me.

After he left I got changed into a vampire. Of course when he was with me and holding me and telling me how much he truely loved me, I wanted to become a vampire, but when he left, my world fell apart before the seems. My heart shattered and every little piece got washed away with my tears. I was a mess for days after that goodbye by the forest by my house. But the one person who almost mended my heart was Jacob Black, my best friend from La Push. But as soon as I knew I was becoming a vampire and never could see him again, my heart shattered completely. This time, no one could mend it. No one and that day I knew I didn't want to become a vampire anymore if it meant for me to be lonely for all eternity; never to be loved again, never to love again.

Though, I'm not going to tell you who or how I got changed, maybe later. It's just too painful right now to even think that. That faithful day, I became the new Bella, but of course, why would I keep my human name. It's so plain and broken. Now I'm Melody Simmons or Mel, or El. I'm a whole different person. I'm not the fragile, clumsy human Isabella Swan anymore. I'm the new and improved sexy, sassy, hard-core Melody Simmons. But don't start thinking I'm always like a stone or a rock, I can be gentle, soft, and caring when I want to.

So as you can see, I've changed. No more clumsy me. And if Edward could see me now and know who I am, he would be in utter shock and I would be laughing hysterically. I could just picture it now; him with his eyes wide open starring at me in total shock while I'm on the floor clutching my stomach laughing hysterically. I grin at the image. Never would of thought I would be like this now right? Well you better get use to it because Bella Swan is dead and Mel Simmons is in her place and never ever leaving.

I hope you liked it. I wrote this in about maybe half an hour to an hour. Pretty good right? Well I hope it is. Please review or Message me at my name. Thanks. I'll be posting the next chapter, VERY soon. Maybe even today. Thanks again. Have an awesome day/night. Merry Meet, Merry Meet Apart, Merry Meet Again.

Peace Out,

Selene Hudor Midnight