A/N: Ok it is best to listen to "Open up your eyes" by Daughtry when you read this chapter.

Alexis POV:

I sit in the bathroom stall as I got sick to my stomach. Uh I hated this. There was so much I wanted to say and I just ran like it was nothing. I stand up as I go to the sink, turning it on as I splashed water on my face and take a sip before spitting out the vile taste I had in it. I turn off the water and look at myself in the mirror. I hated what I was looking at. Of course he wouldn't want me..I was nothing. Just another plain jane compaired to the girl he was with in class. I sigh as I leave the bathroom and walk back to class. Figure to get this over with now than later.

I slowly walk back in and back to my seat as I sit next to Heather. The Professor clears his voice.

Prof- Nice for you to join us again.

Alexis- Sorry about that sir.

The Professor turns to go back to his lesson as I look around expecting to see Edward but he wasn't there. The only one there was the girl who came in with him. I sigh as I try to concentrate the rest of the class.

A week went by and there was still no Edward but the girl, who I later found out was named Bella, or as our professor called us by our last name..Mrs. Cullen. This only lead me to feel worse as I tried to keep to myself. Bella looked Sad though..but why..she won. She was with Edward. She was happy and all I am to her and Edward is a pathatic human. The bell rings as we get out of class, I put my book in my bookbag before taking out my IPOD. I put the earphones in my ears as I go looking for the song I want, "Open up Your Eyes" by Daughtry as I walk out of the building and to my car as I see Edward standing next to it.

Open Up Your Eyes by Daughtry

A single rose left to remember
As a single tear falls from her eye
Another cold day in December
A year from the day she said goodbye

Seems it's only been a moment
Since the angels took him from her arms
And she was left there holding on to their tomorrow
But as they laid him in the ground
Her heart would sing without a sound

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes

A single lifetime lays behind her
As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand she softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side, no more tears to cry

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Edward- Alexis...we need to talk

I look at Edward as the pain was just to much to bare. What does he want? Hasn't he tried to hurt me enough already? I finally turn as I try to walk away before he reaches out and grabs my arm.

Edward- No...we need to talk

Alexis- Why? You made your feeling obviously clear

I turn around not having much of a choice as he has ahold of my arm. He can obviously hear my fustration cause he let's go of my arm.

Edward- I was a week away from leaving and coming back to you, when Alice said she didn't see your future. We thought you were dead. Bella walked into my life...Her blood was like nothing I had ever known...

Alexis- Ok thanks for making that clear..glad we had the talk

Edward- I left her too...after Jasper nearly killed her.

Alexis- Well obviously that didn't last

Edward- Well she went on an adrenaline junkie phase after. At one point I went to Volturi to have myself killed cause I thought she had died!

Alexis- Great..so you went to the Volteri when you thought she died but what did you do when you thought I died? Did you wait a week, a month..or did you go that same night and meet her.

I sigh as I have to watch what I said or the tears would start to flow again and I wasted enough on my tears on him or any of the Cullens for that matter.

Alexis- What do you want from me? Did you know what you did to me after you left?

Edward- I know I hurt you, but it was for the best. Look you turned out just fine with me in your life..

Alexis- I cried every night for 6 monthes. You took everything away from me. All of them. Are any of them here?

Edward- No, just me and Bella...and...

The pause..what was with the pause..

Alexis- And?

Edward- Our daughter

I look down as I bite my lip as tears fill my eyes. He truely had everything he wanted. A wife that loved him, one who was a vampire at that, a daughter, what more could he ask for.

Edward- I am truely sorry Alexis!

I turn just walking away again feeling the world fall out from under me. He said I turned out fine but I was nothing but fine. I was broken and nothing can be the same again.