Most of you won't click on this, let alone read it. Honestly though? I can't say I blame you. You know what's coming.

When I started posting my first fic here, I think I was in middle or high school, and compared to now that may as well have been entirely different world. Consequently that was a different me, and no amount of skimming sparse notes and watching old AMVs can get me back into that headspace.

In the past I tried rewriting, some published others not, trying to work within the parameters my past self wrote and was never satisfied with my efforts. It became less of written wish fulfillment and more of an obligation. The fact that I have lost all desire to continue, my muse long gone, was the final nail in the coffin, and one I didn't want to acknowledge for a long time.

Procrastination is an alluring beast. I told myself that someday I would get back to my past works. I would write all the chapters, post them at once, and surprise everyone. But I could never get past that first step, and when I finally stopped bullshitting myself I realized I didn't want to. I wanted to move on and this is me doing that. So! Some housekeeping, or the tldr: part.

1. All fics, save for Going in Blind, are abandoned. I may still come back to that one as it is my most recent. I'll update it here and eventually post it on AO3.

2. All fics save for the exception, are up for grabs. Message me if you're interested in adopting any of them. Just say where you adopted it from if and when you post your story.

3. All fics will remain up, for those that want to re-read them, until such a time it becomes inconvenient to do so. If I ever elect to take them down, I will post a notice ahead of my chosen day so people have time to save them if they want.

For now, I think that's it...but I should say two more things: first and foremost-

Thank you.

Thank you so much for giving my stories a chance, for taking the time to read them and giving feedback. That means more to me than you could ever know, and on my bad days, I often re-read them. I carry them with me, even now, as I take on new projects. And finally-

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to the people, if any, that wanted these stories finished, and that I can't give you the narrative closure you may have wanted. Oh yeah, and I'm REALLY sorry about all the unnecessary and often overwhelming description I gave. The hell was I thinking? I haven't stopped writing of course, but I'm not posting it here, if anyone is wondering. Anyway, if you've read this far, I really appreciate it. Thank you. May the moon or the sun shine brightly wherever you may sit under the sky.