104Hi! What up Peoples!
This is my first Fanfic. so constructive criticism is greatly appreciated !
Disclaimer: If I owned the Mortal Instruments, no one would know about them...
Fear
I am scared and confused…
I know that, coming from a Shadowhunter, this sounds stupid. After all, we are trained to fight the hideous creatures that lurk in the darkness. Every Shadowhunter has killed at least one demon by the time they are thirteen.
Well…every Shadowhunter but me.
I'm a seventeen-year-old Shadowhunter who has never killed a demon.
Pathetic. I'm surprised no one has treated me as a disappointment yet…
There is nothing special about me at all. I'm not pretty, or talented, or smart, or funny…
So, how can anyone give a damn?
How can my mother care about me when I ignore her? How can my father be proud of me when I haven't killed anything, be it a demon or a rogue vampire? How can Max look up to me when I'm a terrible role model? How can Jace think of me as a paratoboi, when I am not brave? How can Izzy respect me…
…when she knows?
I keep all of my deepest darkest secrets to myself…
…but sometimes they get out anyway…
DUN DUN DDDDUUUNN!
How's that for a Cliffhanger?
Don't worry I am writing as fast as possible!
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