So this story was actually inspired by one of my stripper friends who recently had an encounter with a friend she had not seen in a long time and how odd it was for both of them. I'm not sure why this pair came to mind , but it did so I wrote it out to get it out of my head .

This story IS AU and IS OOC

Hope you all enjoy it for what it is

We all want to live, we all wanna learn

How to love without getting burned

We want to be loved, are we good enough ?

Yeah , Yeah

All my stripper friends

All my X-boy friends

We all want the same things.

Rukia walked out of the club in her favorite pair of grey oversized sweat pants and form fitting cotton black long sleeved sixty nine shirt. Her face had been stripped of all the make-up she had been wearing and she had pulled her hair up into a messy pony tail due to all of the hair spray that she had doused her hair in to keep it in place.

The cold air felt good on her face after she had been in the hot sticky club all night. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath of fresh clean air as she pressed the button to the cross walk . The signal dinged for her to go as the little green man flashed . Looking around to make sure the cross walk was clear she jogged to the other side of the street.

On nights like this she didn't mind that she chose to park so far away from the club it was clear and bright outside so it made it an easy walk back into the business district where she parked her car. She could very easily park in the back of the club she just didn't want to have to deal with some freak finding out what she drove and meet her by her car after her shift. She had the happen to her when she first started working there and had to call the cops on the orange haired freak and get a restraining order. She involuntarily shivered as she walked into the parking lot she parked her car besides her car didn't stand out that much in the parking lot of this building.

Narrowing her eyes she frowned normally at this time of night the parking lot was empty no sane person was at work at two am , but sitting in front of the building was a black Porche 911 Carrera GTS Cabriolet and a silver Mercedes AMG SLK55. Pushing her back pack up on her shoulder a little more she scanned the lot for the owners of the car , perhaps they were people just like her looking for an inconspicuous place to park there nice cars so they wouldn't get messed with. Picking up her pace she jogged up clicking the button that started and unlocked her car. Taking one last look around her eyes passed by the glass doors and paused for the briefest of moments as she saw two extremely attractive men in expensive suits blatantly staring at her. And why shouldn't they it always caused people to stair when they saw a twenty something in sweats stepping into a Lamborghini Gallardo.

Pausing as she opened the door she turned back to the two men giving them a sly wink she blew them a kiss. Laughing she closed the door put the car in gear letting it purr. She loved that noise it made her feel like her undesirable work paid off , then sped off.

Sheiba Kaien's jaw dropped as he watched the tiny sweat clad girl whink and blow them a kiss before speeding off in a Lambo.

Looking back over to his college Kuchiki Byakuya he smirked with a little snort.

"Is she one of yours Kuchiki."

Byakuya snorted at the girls boldness and shook his head. " Do you think I would buy one of mine one of those."

The teal eyed man shrugged nonchalantly. "I don't know you bought the last one a pretty diamond."

The grey eyed man chuckled darkly . " It was only because she gave a great blow job and that was a two thousand dollar diamond not a hundred thousand dollar car."

Kaien arched his eyebrow with some amusement. " I didn't know you were that giving."

They both watched as the Lamborghini speed through a red light before turning out of sight..

"It was my paralegal I couldn't leave her high and dry she does do my grunt work I had to repay her somehow or she could fuck with our cases ."

Kaien Ahhed now in understanding " I don't know how you do it man. I did that once and had to fire my secretary after a two months because she got to be a pain in the ass with her insesive needy whining, and I even took her out a few times afterwards."

Kaien watched Byakuya give him a board look. " it's because your too nice."

He hmmed and shrugged again. " One of us has to or we would have no clients."

" I'm extremely charming." Byakuya said in his defense

" Charming yes, Nice no." Kaien laughed. "You could convince someone the air in their water bottle was blessed by the pope, but you couldn't be truly nice if it killed you. I don't think I have seen you be remotely nice since University."

" I was nice by not firing my paralegal."

Kaien tucked his thumbs in his back pockets. "No you just didn't want to get sued for sexual harassment."

Byakuya opened his mouth to try to refute his partners logic but he couldn't.

"Let's face Kuchiki nether one of us are what people would consider nice but we get the job done." He let out a yaw " But morning comes early ."

The grey eyed man nodded "Night Sheiba."

Kaien flicked his wrist in a wave and headed off the his Proche

Byakuya set his cruise control at 90 miles per hour as he got on the freeway and leaned back in his seat. The girl in the Lamborghini had caught his attention, she wasn't normal that was for sure how could a girl that looked like that afford a car like that. It wasn't even looks it was her age it was her everything. Honestly she looked to nice to own a car like that.

After she blew them the kiss Byakuya could see right through her it was a big act . He had seen the girl cross the street he had seen the peaceful expression on her face with a tinge of nervousness . People that nervous didn't boldly blow kiss's to strange men.

Clicking the opener on the gate to his house he pulled his car up into the drive way and frowned as he heard the beep the car made as he locked it. It reminded him of the beeping noise the girls car made and made him realize he had been thinking about her his entire thirty minute drive home.

For some reason curiosity was really getting the better of him and he had to know who she was .

Walking into his house Byakuya yawned and knew he would pay for this later on this morning when he trudged into work at six am , but she looked so much like Hisanna it was uncanny and more than slightly disturbing. Walking blindly through his house he made his way to his office and sat himself down at his computer. Luck for him he had access to all of the security camera's that where posted throughout the building and the quickest way to find someone was through the license plate number. So typing in the time he saw the car at first he found the gorgeous pearl car in the lot and zoomed in on the plate number. Switching data bases he typed her number into the DMV records and came up with the name Yamamoto , Rukia.

Leaning back in his chair he stared at the screen in disbelieve she could not be Genryusai Shigekuni Yamamoto's daughter. He was the most powerful lawyer in all of Japan and he happened to know the man's only daughter in the biblical sense, he only had one daughter Byakuya was sure of this one. Besides she looked nothing like Matsumoto there was absolutely no way this little thing could possibly be Matsumoto's sister. Leaning back over the desk he switched data bases yet again and typed in Rukia's name again and her entire history came up. On her birth certificate it stated she was the daughter of Shizuka , Hio. That was not Yamamoto's wife , his wife of thirty years was named Yuki and he knew that for another fact than because he had gone to private school with Matsumoto since preschool and Matsumoto was older than this girl he had seen.

He looked at his computer screen and burst out laughing the old bastard had , had an affair and no one knew about it ,well he thought to himself at least he gave the girl his name. Reading further about the girl she had grown up in the middle lower class with her single mother in Tokyo having gone to public schools almost all of her life. Wow the bastard only gave her his name and nothing else that was slightly fucked up even to Byakuya's standards. Reading more he skip through the inconsequential things what he really wanted to know was how she came to own that damn car since her father was not supporting her and he had not heard of her in any of the big business arena's.

She had , had a number of jobs : a waitress , a flower shop employee, a sales clerk, a secretary at her father's firm that one made Byakuya arch his eyebrow again. However none of this could possibly let her afford a Lamborghini. Finally he found what he was looking for she currently worked at Lux the ultra exclusive gentleman's club, job title dancer.

His eyes just about popped out of his head there was no way she could be a dancer , she was cute that was for sure but with the way she was dressed she did not fit the profile. The only reason why he knew this was because he had dated dancers and even in there off time they were decked out in name brands and jewelry that would make most women jealous. But she must be good at what she did or she would never have been able to afford that car. He would have to see this one if he were really going to believe it which was going to be odd because he had not been to a gentleman's club since University. Doing more research he wanted to make one hundred percent sure she was not related to Hisanna in any way shape or form before he even began to pursue this because he could not drag himself through her hell again. To his extreme relief she was not related to Hanazawa Hisanna , Hisanna and grown up in northern Japan to completely different parents and had a pedigree that dated back to the edo period and was almost as old as his.

Taking a deep breath he looked out his window and the sun was starting to come up and honestly it didn't matter much to Byakuya he was more than used to late nights or not sleeping at all he had been like this since he was a young man and Hisanna would drive him up a wall and he could not get any sleep because she had kicked him out of bed for some stupid reason or another. As he tightened his tie to a new suit his heart couldn't help but constrict . The divorce had been an ugly one in the end he it had come down to the fact she had never really loved him . They had loved each other like crazy when they got out of school , but somehow they grew apart he still loved her like crazy but she couldn't stand him in the end. She had become bitter and jaded and tried to take him for everything he had and he didn't want to put up a fight so he paid off everything and gave it to her. Slipping back into his Mercedes he really did hope she had found what she was looking for and was happy. A wave of pain when through him that he did not have the luxury of having , shaking his head he pulled into his spot at work straightened his coat and prepared for his day.

Ascending from the elevator to the twelfth floor he ran smack into his partner who gave him a knowing a smirk.

"You couldn't help it could you Kuchiki."

Byakuya gave him a dead pan look.

"couldn't help what Kaien?"

The other man laughed and steadied his coffee so it wouldn't slosh all over the place .

"You looked up that girl from this morning."

Brushing passed Kaien cooly he started to walk back to his office.

" I don't know what your talking about."

The other man quickend his pace to catch up to Byakuya . "She looked to much like Hisanna for you not to , besides your wearing white socks and black pants."

Byakuya looked down at his pants and cursed.

"You know her life story don't you ."

Byakuya opened the door to his office and let Kaien follow him in. " I know she is not related to Hisanna."

Kaien smirked behind Byakuya . " So where does she work.

"Lux." Byakuya could say before he realized what he was say because he was so engrossed in the file on his desk.

The other man let out a whistle. " She is a stripper.

Turning around to the other man Byakuya lean on his desk and crossed his legs at the ankle. "it didn't specify."

Kaien leaned against the door jam giving Byakuya a compassionate look. " Hisanna isn't coming back Byakuya. You could have given her the world and it wouldn't have been enough in the end.

"Kaien we have had this discussion more times than I can count."

A cell phone buzzed and both men quickly looked down at there's to see who's it was . Shaking his head his friend hit the ignore button and slipped it back into his pocket. Turning his attention back to Byakuya "and we would stop if you would move on. You can't hold on to her memories forever we both know she was amazing in University and we both know at heart she is truly a good person

"I've had enough of this conversation." He said coolly returning to his work to make the clear point he did not want to talk about Hisanna or his passed with her.

"Well buddy if you want to go and see this girl at least take me with you for moral support." Kaien winked conspiratorially. "Besides it's been a while since I have been there for moral support for my good friend."

Byakuya looked up at his friend more than annoyed "Get out of my office."

His friend chuckled as he walked out the door . "You're a good man Byakuya." He said as the door quietly clicked shut.

Rukia woke up and stretched out in huge plush king sized bed , she really didn't need a bed this big but it was nice to be able to stretch out and move around because she was fare from a stationary sleeper. Looking over at the alarm clock she had on her bedside table it read 3pm . Groaning she rolled over and pulled her pillow over head. It wasn't like she wasn't used to sleeping in this late . Between noon and three were her usual after a long night. But last night was an extremely long night because she didn't to bed when she got home as a matter of fact she didn't even go directly home after she pulled out of the parking lot she drove around for a good hour before she went home . She couldn't believe her actions before she got into her car she actually blew the two men kiss's she never did that especially to men of that caliber. She had a good idea of who they were but she really hoped to god that they weren't who they were because she would have looked like a complete fool seeing as they had women falling all over them on a daily basis.

Dragging herself up out of bed she slipped into her fuzzy bunny slippers and made her way to the coffee pot clicking it on waiting to smell the fresh brew of what seemed to be her life force in the mornings .At the sound of the first few drips hitting the bottom of the pot she sleepily shuffled over to her laptop to turn it on she really wanted to make sure these men were not who she thought they were.

Cuddling into her over stuffed couch she leaned back into the cushions and closed her eyes , she really meant to do it last night , but she knew if she were right she would never get any sleep and would wake up looking like a crack head if she even slept at all and that would make for an interesting night of loading up on energy drinks and feeling like she was vibrating .

She waited for the computer to finally boot up then clicked on her internet explorer. Taking in a deep shaky breath she type in Google the punched in the Kuchiki Byakuya and hit enter. She closed her eyes tightly as she knew the computer was pulling up everything it could find about that name. She did not want to see him, he was one of them men her half sister played with during university and would brag constantly about ,then throw it un Rukia's face that she would never be able to land a man like that. Even though Rukia and Rangiku were seven years apart the perfect blond never let Rukia forget what a freak she was for being accepted into university at her age and how she would easily be a freak for the rest of her life because she would always be the youngest and most invisible no matter what she did from here on out.

Biting her lip she opened her eyes slowly looking down at the screen her worst fears were confirmed one of the two men that was standing at the entrance of the building was indeed the one and only Kuchiki Byakuya . Standing in another picture with him was the other man that was there that night his name was Sheiba Kaien.

They were powerful lawyers and would undoubtedly know her bastard of a father if you would call him that . Oh well . She leaned over and set her computer on the coffee table if she were going to make herself look like an ass she couldn't have done it in front of a better person. Getting up she walked back over to the coffee pot and pored the first of more than likely many cups of coffee that day. Unfortunately curiosity was getting the better seeing as he was such a public figure now she would be able to see what he had been up to after he told her sister off in a very unique and rude way that made Rangiku question herself for many months.

Looking around the browser she of all things wikipediaed him and found out that he had finished top of his class . She was really not surprised. Had gotten married . that she was surprised about . she clicked on the name of the woman he married her name was Hisanna as her picture popped up Rukia gasped this woman looked almost exactly like her same small features , same purple eyes the only thing that was different was that this woman's smile was much tighter than Rukia's and even though at that age she was young perhaps twenty she looked a few years older than she really was ,

"Oh my god." She whispered to herself.

Still a bit shaken she clicked back to the main link and read more about the man . it turned out he was divorced the marriage hadn't lasted that long. Quickly scanning through the rest she found out he had various accolades , blah, blah, blah everything she would expect from him. Wow her sister really missed out.

As Rukia stepped into the shower never in her wildest dreams did she ever think that she would ever run into Byakuya Kuchiki again. They were world apart always had been always will be , but the odds where very small that she would ever actually talk to him.

Byakuya got nothing accomplished all day at work , he couldn't concentrate on one document if it killed him and if he were litigating today the client may have. In a sick way all he could do was think about that little woman in the Lamborghini .She looked so much like Hisanna, but so much softer her lips weren't so pursed and her body was a little rounder . He found himself picking out all of her imperfections from what he saw in the dark . he also found her was picking her apart as a person even though he had no idea who she really was , but what type of woman would become a stripper . Certainly no reputable one with any brains, and what else did she do to get a car like she had to be doing something shady.

But she looked like such a sweet girl standing there with a fresh face and a saucy smile it finally connected that , that smile was like one her sister would give only this girl didn't have the bravado that he older sister had.

Putting his head in his hands he let out a sad sigh because she looked just like Hisanna she looked just like the girl he knew in University.

Picking up the cell he typed in Kaien's number



This wasn't a great idea he knew this wasn't a great idea . tapping his fingers on the table her frowned deeply but the damage was already done.

Kaien heard his cell phone vibrate across his desk and quietly watched it until it stopped he knew who it was already and he knew what he had to do even if it was something he wished his friend would not do to himself.

Pressing the read now button he read Byakuya's text and shook his head and responded


Looking out the window of his hard earned corner office he took a sip of the water he had poured for himself because he was not a loud the hard stuff until most of the staff had left.

"Byakuya." He said into the nothingness.

"She is not who you think she is."

He wrote a then wrote a note to his secretary to send a dozen red roses to the Lux night club to be delivered at 8 pm to this Rukia girl as an apology to this poor girl for his friends soon to be fuck up.

He shook his head he had never known his friend had the capacity to ever be emotionally driven . Emotion was not something he had ever really seen Byakuya do . The closest thing Kaien had seen to true emotion was when the man's grandfather had died , but Byakuya had left before and one could bear witness to anything real.

Kaien didn't like this one bit the cold bastard he could deal with this was something completely different something unpredictable.

Snorting he shook his head this could be one truly amusing night to say the very least.

Rukia was a mess, she couldn't figure out what to wear that night , she could figure out what songs she wanted played while she was out on stage. All she could think of was seeing Byakuya Kuchiki after so many years it was almost sir real . He didn't look like the amused relaxed young man she had known when he was younger; he looked hard and cold much harder than a man of thirty should. Looking at her reflection in the mirror she silently wondered what had happened to harden him that much. Then again they were years apart he was seven years older than she was so he had been at this game of life much longer than she had.

Despite her age she had graduated high school well school in general early and unfortunately shared a dorm room with her half sister for a year in University . Matsumoto. Rukia sat back in her hard barely padded chair and stared at herself closely under the harsh florescent lights as she thought of her sister. At the time Rangiku was young beautiful and knew how to make Rukia's life a living hell. She made Rukia feel as invisible as humanly possible for so long because of what that woman said Rukia felt like an ugly little freak of a nothing.

Rukia shivered she could almost hear her half sisters voice ringing through her ears even to this day. "You're so young no one in the business world will ever take you seriously. . . . . You know you will never be able to attract a man." She could practically hear her sisters cruel laughter in her ears. "You shouldn't even try Rukia your body looks like a little boy do you honestly thing you could even attract a little boy." The words stung because she watched her sister bring in boys like , Byakuya there was a beautiful boy named Renji that her sister brought home that made Rukia's heart pound still just thinking about him . There were others but Byakuya was by far the beautiful man he sister had brought home. In his own queer way he was kind, he would indulge her sister when she was being a bitch buy her pretty things. However now that Rukia was older she didn't know if that was because he was kind or just wanted a piece of ass.

Regardless seeing him last night made her feel like she was a teenager all over again, and she didn't like it all that much . She had worked hard to get where she was at she had her own business granted she was marketing the thing she knew best which was herself. But she did model granted it was mostly for men's magazines ,but she had her own web site that people men and women alike would log onto just to see what she was doing. She did private parties' where people would pay obscene amounts of money just for her to show up and of cores what she was most known for . . . . Being a stripper. It had been that out let that got her where she was at. Dancing for one powerful man and that was all it took . He called around dropped her name and that was that.

Running her hands through her hair she closed her eyes she was lucky . Lucky or smart she didn't know but she had never let herself get into nude men's magazines and never prostituted herself out. Granted most conservative women's groups would say what she did was just as bad if not worse, but whatever they could go to hell.

"Wake up Rukia." She could feel her good friend Ise arms get thrown around her in a big hug that made Rukia smile and hug the other woman back.

"What's up sweetie?"Ise said as she adjusted her boobs in the mirror over her shoulder.

Rukia shook her head lightly still looking a little melancholy " Nothing." She smiled and picked up her curling iron to start to do her hair.

"Your beautiful." Ise kissed her on the check. "You should stop listening to what that old hag had said."

She stopped in mid curl. " How did you know I was thinking of Matsumoto?" she wrinkled her nose and looked back and up at Ise.

The taller woman smiled kindly. "Because you always get the unsure look on your face when you think of that bitch that , and we have known each other for far too long." Resting her hands on her should she looked Rukia over closely. " You know what , I think tonight is a dark green night for you. Dark green , black and tons of glitter."

This made Rukia laugh "Thank you."

Her friend quickly kissed her on top of the head where she had not attacked it with hair spray and walked away.

Finally standing Rukia looked herself over in the mirror and what she saw looked nothing like her , standing in the mirror was a confidant beautiful woman , not the unsure young woman she really was.

Leaning over she put one last thick layer of lip gloss on to make her dark red lips pop, tossing the tube on the counter she turned and quickly walked out onto the floor .

Time to make money she thought happily as she put on her Cheshire cat smile.

Sashaying out onto the floor she took in the bright lights and dark atmosphere for a long moment she watched her friends snaked through the sea of men smiling , flirting , winking , laughing doing whatever they could to make a buck so to speak.

"Hey beautiful" Rui slapped her ass playfully. He was one of the only men in existence that could get away with that and not get bitch slapped across the room.

"What's my damage tonight Rui?" She looked up at the man who scanned the crowd for a long moment.

"You my dear have been bought out for a business party for the night."

She huffed and dropped her shoulders in disappointment. " Seriously Rui" she said rather annoyed she hated being bought out when she wasn't managing herself because that meant Rui got a cut.

"It was twice our usual rate sweet cheeks." He said flatly.

This peaked Rukia's interest. " Oh , how much is this for me." She tried to sound nonchalant.

"Thirty thousand for you hunny" He looked unamused now. "They specified that only ten grand went to the house."

Rukia just choked as she looked out at the smoky room.

"You my dear tonight just made more than most people do in an entire year." He said still scanning the room.

"Thank god for capitalism." She said with a snort.

"They are over there" Rui pointed to a large private booth off to the corner of the room.

Scanning the men she really couldn't complain there was a large older man with long dark curly hair that currently had Ise in his lap. A very attractive older man with long white hair and a gentle smile , Rukia had a feeling she would like him. There was a short spiky haired boy that took Rukia off guard making her turn to Rui. " Is the short one even old enough to be here."

Her manager shrugged. " They paid enough that I don't care."

She mentally shook her head Rui's business ethics were sometimes skewed , but whatever. Looking back there were other rather self important looking men sitting around . Then Rukia saw him and it felt like someone had slammed their fist into her gut there sat a man with same grey eyes same dark silky hair same hard jaw . She couldn't do this her mind screamed.

"Okay kiddo." Rui pushed her out into the room. " Work your magic."

Byakuya shifted uncomfortably it had been years since he had been an establishment such as this it wasn't that he was opposed to mostly naked woman it was the exact opposite he quite enjoyed beautiful women, but it was this one woman he was waiting for , for some reason he hopped he hadn't already seen her and just didn't recognize her.

"Relax." His friend Kaien yelled over the music . " Just enjoy it, it was actually a rather good idea to get all the partners together ."

Byakuya looked around and smirked and nodded his head his friend Shunsui looked to enjoying himself immensely with a blue eyes woman who would laugh in annoyance every time he would reach for something inappropriate in fact it looked to look like a game they had started to play.

He could see each man unwind even his uptight little accountant was eyeing a small girl with her hair done up in a cute little bun, go Toshiro he smirked to himself

Byakuya leaned back into the stiff designer cough and figure four crossed his legs looking everywhere but the stage he really didn't want to see her dance in front of everyone. He did not want to think of Hisanna doing this because he knew what was going through every man's minds when they watched the girls on stage.

"Hello handsome."

He heard a female voice next to him and felt like someone had punched him and knocked the wind out of him. There she was sitting in Kaiens lap looking nothing like a fresh faced girl he watched jog across the street the night before. There sat a vixen an X rated party favor glitter and all . She was wearing almost nothing bra , g string. Thigh highs and heals and he couldn't tear his eyes away from her

He watched his friend grin stupidly as she crossed her legs giving him a cheeky smile.

"Would you like your drink filled handsome." All she had to do was smile and Kaien nodded his head like a bobble head . Uncrossing her legs she turned and straddled the man with her back to him . Kaiens eyes were glued to her ass and was rubbing his fingers trying not to touch her. She easily filled his glass twisted her body handing him back his champagne glass .

All he could do was sit there and watch the interaction coolly until her head turned to face him with a full knowing smile.

"What about you stranger you look like you could use a drink yourself."

He watched her flicker her eyes to the glass seriously then back to him "Scotch?" her words came out seriously and he merely nodded. Without any prompting she slithered off Kaiens lap bent over grabbed the glass and walked out of ear shot to the bar.

Kaien started laugh "That girl could give Hisanna a run for her money."

Byakuya glared. " It's an act don't be stupid enough to fall into it."

The other man shrugged. "We are all performing monkeys and have to do tricks. Enjoy her tonight." He grinned slyly " Or I will."

That's it Byakuya thought to himself , this truly was a bad idea . Taking a deep breath he stood to leave only to be almost nose to nose with Rukia. He watched the girl arch her eyebrow then look down at the drink in hand and back up at him.

" I wasn't fast enough?" She smirked and swirled the ice around in the glass looking into it.

"No." He heard his friend laugh good naturedly. " I think her just wanted a dance."

Byakuya could have killed his friend at that point all he wanted to do was get out of there but before he could move he felt her little hand slither into his.

"Well then." She wiggled her hips with a smile. " I think I can arrange that."

He could feel the small girls hesitation and discomfort she knew who he was he could tell as she lead him into a private room .

Gently she pushed him down on a plush bench seat , but then again he could have been knocked down with a feather.

He watched her kneel down and look up at him with a small smile as she parted his legs sliding herself up him inch my excruciating inch up him grinding her hips into his never taking her eyes away from his . Without realizing it he picked her up by the hips and set her in his lap with a still serious look. Causing her to still and look back at him with equally serious eyes.

"We know who the other is." She said coolly before she looked around then back into his eyes . "This is all make believe. You want the illusion I'm her and I want the money." Her words came out blunt and

He watched pain pass behind her cold eyes before she rolled her hips over his lap causing him exquisite pain.

There it is , I hope it was at least enjoyable . I know it was a bit long but I didn't know if I wanted to break it up into two parts and make a story out of it .

I think I will leave that one up to the reviews and readers if I should go on or not

And who please R&R