Slowy her face got closer. Her teeth peirced my skin causing me to scream out in pain.

All of a sudden the presure on my kneck eased but the pain never seemed to weaken, if anythoing it got worst. I forced my eyes open to see 3 giant wolfs tearing victoria apart. The pain got worst and worst, I tried to not scream out to let the wolfs know I was alive and concious. The burn traveled up my arms and legs, my vision started to turn black but the pain never eased. All i could feel was the burning, nothing else. I dont know how long it had been but finaly the pain started to ease from my finger tips and toes but the burn got worst where my heart should be. Also my throat started to burn. The fire started to drain from my arms and legs but it all seemed to travel to my chest, i screamed in pain as the only place than burned-my heart-started to flame up. My heart started to race untill it slowed, then finaly stop.I slowly opened my eyes, it was all so clear. i could see the dust floating about, every vain in the leaves, every dent in the tree... I tried to get to my feet. It surprised me that i got up so quickly not even to stumble. i looked at my hand and saw how pale it was, maybe Edward would love me now.. No, i was still plain. What should i do? i didnt want to live forever without him. i rembered a concosation with him before my stupid birthday."Well, I wasn't going to live without you." he would and is."But I

wasn't sure how to do it—I knew Emmett and Jasper would never help… so I was thinking maybe I

would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

"Anyway, you don't irritate the Volturi, Not unless you want

to die—or whatever it is we do."

Thats what i would do, go to volturi to ask to die, whatever happens it would be more peaceful that this-musnt it?

I had heard the newborn storys off of the cullens *wince* and knew i couldnt be around humans... never get tired so why dont i just swim and run.