poorasdirt: Yea, I wrote this to help motivate me to start writing another chapter in Hyper Nova. It sort of just popped up and it might seem a bit confusing but I like it. It's really raw, I didn't even really read through it again before posting it. Ah well, I don't own anything mention, well except for Ray but yea. I don't even know when this happens just another one of those little blurbs with no real point.

ENJOY!


Looking around the beautiful meadow warm brown eyes took in one of the few places she found peace. The soft wind blew at her brown locks and she took a minute to take a deep breath of fresh wild flowers. She closed her eyes for a minute enjoying the peace before opening them once more. That's when she saw the sunlight catch something sparkling in the middle of the meadow. Inching closer she realized that it was the form of her boyfriends Edward Cullen. She was surprised to see him there, in the sunlight, and seemingly asleep. A happy smile graced her lips as she took in the scene before she remembered that Edward didn't need to sleep.

Her brown eyes widened as she took in the dark liquid staining the flowers around his pale body. Rushing over she got a closer look at her vampiric lover. There in the middle of his black silk covered chest was a large hole going straight through his body. She also noticed that his jaw was at an odd angle like it had been smashed. There were also cracks and deep scratches along his pale skin. It looked like he was attacked and beaten into submission by a powerful savage animal.

"Edward!" She gasped as she fell to her knees and reached out to her love. She had to fight back the tears as a soft sob escaped her lips.

The sound of a sharp bark like laugh made her look up. Her warm brown eyes clashed with the sharp gold eyes of a coyote across the meadow from her. Fear welled up in her chest as the sleek beautiful yet deceptively deadly animal started towards her in a smooth slow gait. Awe soon followed the fear as her brown eyes watched the coyote start to transform before her vary eyes. Suddenly it wasn't an animal walking towards her, but a strong confident young woman with long wild brown hair and sharp gold eyes. The woman looked so much like her but so different at the same time. She didn't have this woman's smooth sensual swagger or confident dominating presence. She also doubted she would ever wear so much leather.

The woman grinned showing off delicate fangs, as she made her way over to her and Edward's still form. In a single smooth move the woman suddenly was kneeling on the other side of the vampire still staring her in the eyes. "Hello little one."

"W-Who are you?" She had to ask nearly cringing at her own stutter.

"Well Bella, I'm you, in a way I suppose." The woman said with a mysterious grin.

"Me? But, I…" Bella trailed off looking over the woman once more. She really wished she could fight down the flush that appeared on her cheeks as she took in the way the woman was dressed. It didn't help that even the woman's laugh had a sensual ring to it in a dark husky sort of way.

"Don't be so negative my little submissive. Think of me as your inner strength, what you have the potential to be." The woman said with a grin.

"I could be like you?" Bella asked in surprise feeling a little intimidated by the sharp cool gold eyes staring at her. Even though they were eye-level with each other she still felt as if she was being stared down.

"Of course, you can be anything you want." The woman said sounding slightly bemused and sarcastic. "The problem is you are being foolish."

"I am not! How am I being foolish?" Bella snapped feeling some irritation at the accusation from the woman before her.

"You're rather intelligent yet you are forgetting something important." The woman said with a smirk.

"Oh and what is that?" Bella nearly snapped glaring at the mysterious woman.

"It's simple really; you're forgetting he can hurt you." The woman said motioning down to the vampire lying severally injured between them. "And I don't mean physically."

"Edward would never hurt me, he loves me." Bella said confidently not believing the accusation this woman was telling her.

"Are you so sure? Are you sure he hasn't gotten close to you just for his own selfish reasons? Can you say without a doubt he would never do something to hurt you intentionally or not?" The woman challenged making Bella glare at her.

"I don't care what you are or who you are, but I know in my heart Edward would never hurt me." Bella said with a strong conviction making the woman smile.

"If that's what you believe so be it." The woman conceded making Bella smile.

Suddenly warm strong lips were pressed against hers making Bella gasp. A firm hand snaked its way into her hair and to the back of her head holding her there. Warm brown eyes widened as Bella sat there in shock from the woman's actions. Before she could figure out how to respond, the woman pulled away.

"Be careful with your heart child, it can lead you astray if you follow it blindly." The woman said before smirking one last time.

Gold eyes watched from the shadows as the young woman shot up out of bed and looked around. Those eyes gleamed in amusement as they watched the woman relax finding herself in her own bed. A glanced at the calendar showed that it was only a week before the girl in the bed would be eighteen. Those gold eyes took the panting form of the shaken young woman once more before fading from sight.

"Bella!" Ray called once more making gold eyes snap open.

"Sorry Ray, I must have dozed off. Something I can help you with?" Bella asked looking at her green haired friend.

"Oh! No, Dolph wanted to know if you wouldn't mind if we all go out to eat. Apparently he's tired of cooking for once and none of the others either wants to or is allowed near the stove." Ray said with a roll of her eyes.

"I don't mind. Do you guys already have a place in mind?" Bella asked stretching from her sitting position on her bed and standing up.

"Olive Garden won the votes." Ray said with a warm smile.

"I take it that one was your choice." Bella said with a snort.

"It was." Ray answered unashamed. "So what were you doing?"

"Meditating, funny thing was I think I had a dream while doing it." Bella said with a confused frown.

"Well there is some mystical research that states meditation can in fact help you go places outside of your body. Kind of like an out of body experience or some research goes so far as saying it helps in astral projection." Ray explained to Bella as the two women made their way towards the front door.

"Huh, or I simply dozed off." Bella said with a shrug. "Either way, it was refreshing."

"And that's all that counts." Ray said with a warm smile.

Turning to other matters, Bella only idly wondered about the younger version of herself she had seen. She couldn't help but wonder if she really did have an out of body experience and was there. Did she just accidently send a version of herself in some other time line or world off onto the path she had taken? She really hoped not, one mutant Bella living her life on the thin edge of the blade called revenge was enough.


YAY! It has served its purpose, I have insperation to continue writing my other story. All in all I think this has potential in some way, eh I'll explore it a bit later if I feel like it and have the time. Anyway time to go back to my other story. Hope you enjoyed it.

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