10Hi everyone! This is my 1st fanfic in DRRR! Fandom… well, not literally… because I've been working on another project, which I want to finish creating all the plot first (mainly because it'll have multiple endings)
...sorry if I babbled too much. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this. Written on Izaya's POV
Also, I really appreciate it if you review, thank you
REFRAIN Fandom : Durarara!/DRRR! Pairing : ShizuoxIzaya Warning : Deathfic, shounen ai, grammatical errors, words in italic are Shizuo's dialogues in Izaya's memory Summary : Izaya reflecting on what Shizuo've said on the day he died. Shizaya. warning: character dead Disclaimer : Narita Ryougo & Yasuda Suzuhito …I just keep remembering that day… "No matter what people think about you, stay the way you are now" Of course I will. Why should I change just because they don't like the way I am? "No matter what they say about you, live your life with your own way" Of course I will. Besides, it's what I've been doing until now "No matter what they demand you to, just do what you believe in" Yes, I will. Why should I oblige to all of their expectations if I don't want to? "No matter what they do to you, don't ever lose your track" I promise, I'll keep my track "No matter what they feel about you, you have to keep on loving them" Ok, I'm going to do just that "No matter what happens, you have to keep smiling" I don't know if I can "You have to keep going on without me" I hardly believe I can "…I'm sorry" For what? "I'm really sorry" No, you shouldn't be "I need to apologize…" No, you needn't to. I should… "…for all I've said to you…" …for all I've done to you… "…for being violent to you…" …for making your life miserable… "…even though I hated to do it" …even though I didn't meant it that way "I just wanted you to be honest" I just couldn't be honest "And trust me…" How can I not trust you? "I'm glad that I met you, I really do" It's me who feel grateful! I'm really glad that I met you… "…I'm sorry" …Why are you apologizing? "I'm sorry… That I can't 'play tag' with you anymore" Who cares about that? As long as you're here with me... "…I think it's time for me to go" No, stay! "Thank you, Izaya… For everything" Even though despair is the only thing I've offered? "I love you" …and with that, you never woke up… ever again… "Izaya" So I just imagine… Your voice, your face, everything… "Izaya" I imagine you calling my name "Izaya" Was our meeting wrong? "Izaya" Are we still connected? "Izaya" Shizu-chan… "Izaya" Shizu-chan…! "Izaya" If only I can meet you again… "Izaya" …even just once… "Izaya" …if I can meet you again… "Izaya" …I want to start over… "Izaya" …so I can honestly say… "I love you"