22Don't kill me! I meant to update a couple months ago but life got in the way. DAMN YOU LIFE! But I'm back with a new chapter. So enjoy :D I hope you guys enjoy the chapter. If you wanna see anything in the story, just let me know and I'll add it in somewhere.
Disclaimer- I don't own Twilight blah blah blah.
Well I was right. It was a long day. I won't get into any boring details but you should know that I broke my right hand punching Jake too hard. Now you're probably wondering 'Why the fuck did you punch Jake?' He brought up Bella fucking Swan in the middle of our conversation. He kept saying how beautiful she is and I snapped. So now I have a nice blue cast on for a couple weeks.
"Paul!" I shouted from outside the bathroom. I have to pee and whatever he's doing in there is taking too long. I kicked the door as hard as I could.
"What?" He yelled annoyed. I don't give a fuck if he's annoyed. My bladder is overflowing.
"I have to pee! Get out!" I waited impatiently as he unlocked the door. I ran in and pushed him out.
"Hey!" He shouted as I shut the door in his face. I smirked and relieved myself. It was the best feeling of my life. I washed my hand and cursed the cast. I walked to the living room but stopped seeing not only the pack but a fucking leech lover. She looked at me and smiled. I glared and walked to the kitchen straight over to Jake.
"Are you fucking kidding me Jacob?" I glared at him. He looked at me then looked back down at his food.
"I promised her I would hang out with her. I'm gonna take every chance I can get Jess." He told me calmly. I screamed and walked outside and sat in the street. Why? Because I fucking can. I looked up when someone sat next to me.
"He doesn't deserve you." He told me. I scoffed and kept drawing shapes in the dirt.
"Yeah but my heart wants him Paul." I shook my head. I hated it.
"You know what you should do?" He smirked. I looked at him.
"What? Punch Bella and hope for the best?" He laughed. I thought it was a good idea.
"No. Make him jealous. Date someone you would never get with." I looked at him like he had four head.
"That's so stupid. But it might work." I started thinking about who would do it. Embry? Nah he's too innocent. Quil is Quil so he's out of the question.
"I'll help you do it." Paul told me. I looked at him shocked. I've seen his type and once again, I'm far from being his type.
"Are you serious?" I couldn't wrap my head around this idea. He nodded looking proud of himself.
"Yeah. I like you and I want to piss Jacob off. It's a win-win situation for me." He looked pleased with himself. I laughed and nodded.
"I'll do it." I stood up and dusted myself off. He smirked and stood as well. He grabbed my hand and we walked inside. Jared looked over and spit his soda out. I looked at him grossed out.
"What the hell Paul? You and Jess?" He shouted. Everyone turned to look at us and I hid my face in Paul's chest. I felt his chest move as he laughed.
"Yeah. I like her and she likes me. We just decided to make it… official." He sounded so sure about this. I looked at everyone's face. Sam, Emily, Embry, and Quil all looked suspicious. Jared just looked confused. Leah was smirking and Seth looked excited. I looked back at Jacob and saw how pissed off he was. I dragged Paul to the couch and made him sit next to me.
"I can't believe you two." Jacob said. I shrugged.
"It just happened Jake. Besides I got tired of waiting. Did you think I would always be there?" I told him knowing that's exactly what he thought.
"As a matter of fact, I did." He told me. I glared at him.
"Are you serious? So while you were running around with the stupid leech lover over here, you were expecting me to just stay at home alone?" I yelled.
"Hey! Don't insult the Cullens like that!" Bella shouted. I turned and looked at her.
"I don't believe you were even in this conversation! SO SHUT THE FUCK UP!" She sat down immediately. I looked back at Jake.
"Don't talk to Bella like that!" He yelled in my face. I pushed him back. I would've body checked him but I don't think it would've done any damage.
"She shouldn't even be here! Face it Jake, I'm gone and you fucking hate it! You know that once she becomes I leech, I might not be there and it scares you! Too damn bad! You only have yourself to blame! I love you but this shit is done!" I stood there breathing heavily while he looked hurt. I started feeling guilty about my words but I'm not gonna apologize for it.
"You love me?" He asked. I nodded.
"If you loved me you wouldn't be doing this to me!" I glared. I walked back to Paul. When I sat, he put his arm around my waist.
"Sorry Jake but maybe you should've showed you care. But it's ok now. I have Paul and you don't need to worry about the imprint. As long as you're gonna fight it then so am I." I looked back at the TV; put my head in the crook of Paul's neck and ignored Jake and Bella leaving.
"Are you ok Jess?" I heard Paul whisper. I looked up at him and smiled sadly.
"I'll be fine." I told him but in my own mind I could only wish I'd be fine.