The Pieces of Me

Rating: T

Summary: I know that there is a part of you that regrets everything. I know that you once meant every word that you said. I want to believe that you know this too. I'm broke, Sasuke, but I am not broken.

Every story has a light and dark side. Just like anything in life, I suppose. I want to believe that there is something good in my life, but I know that there is only pieces left. I used to be whole and completely intact. Now I am lost and shrouded in a dark cloak of misery. I used to smile genuine, now I smile with plastic console.

My days are spent wondering, where the hell you are? Why you left, me alone. What did I do wrong, was I not enough? I wanted to be near you, but I suppose I was suffocating you. It has been about two weeks. A long, uneventful, and gray two weeks. You were my life, and now you are gone, and I am lonely.

Sasuke, I know that there is a part of you that regrets everything. You want us to be once more, I can feel it. You want to feel me again, I know it is true, so why aren't you calling? I know you once meant every word you said. Every breathe was drawn with the intent to whisper sweet words to me. Every 'Naruto' meant 'I want you, I love you' and now I hear neither. I think you feel this way, or is that my imagination. I want to believe that you know this too.

I wish you would at least call me, or at least text me once. Just to try to repair our broken hearts. Or is this aching feeling only residing in my chest? I hate you, words that were whispered, but never meant. Sasuke, don't you want to fix the mistake you made.

Do you not know that I am the only person that can make you feel the way I did. I am the only one that can make your heart beat a thousand times faster than normal. You, Sasuke, are my drug, my fuel. I wish to inject you into my blood stream. I want to feel the high again. I want to absorb you, no matter the side effect. Even if the ultimate outcome is death. I will ride your high until I draw my last breathe. Can't you feel that way too.

Sasuke, you might not know it, but I am moving on, at least I am trying. I have been putting it all together in my mind. You did this all to test me, right? My strength, to see if I could withstand the heartbreak and disappointment. I did. I am. And I can. I do not wish to be with out you, but it appears that this is how it is meant to be. I know that you are somewhere out there having a good time. More than likely you are getting drunk, and being a bastard. I miss that about you the most, I am not sure why that is though. I have passed your test, have you passed mine? I'm broke, Sasuke, but I am not broken.

A little thing on heartbreak and all the things that follow the broken pieces. I could maybe turn it into a serial, but I am really not sure where it would go, maybe explain what happened, but I am lazy...I apologize.

TBC?