This is my first song fic! It's a letter from Lily to Scorpius that was never sent! Tell me what you think about it! please! even if you hate it!

Disclaimer: Insert funny disclaimer for the words to almost lover and Harry Potter.

ALMOST LOVER

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

You used to brush your fingers across mine with the trees swaying behind you. Your babysitter was half Spanish and would sing you traditional Spanish lullabies to help you sleep. You would sing them to me, your beautiful voice capturing me in the magic! I loved you.

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

Then you broke up with me, I didn't know why. You were always unhappy before you met me. I thought I made you happy, just like you made me. But no. I was just a substitute until something better came along. And the better thing was her! It was always her wasn't it?

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me in the shade

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never ever forget these images no

We were walking along one of the busy streets of Hogmeade. It was almost Christmas! There was snow all around us, carolers singing when you took my hand and started to dance. For a few minutes it was blissful. It was like we were the only two in the world. Until your friends called you and you kissed my lips. It was sweet and tender. But loving and caring. You promised you would never you did, the very next day!

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

If I go to the ocean I cry. If I fly at night I remember. Every time I wake up I only see your slap in the face. How could you? I hate you! I do I do.

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

So farewell Scorpius Hyperion Malfoy have fun with Rose marry her even! I don't care anymore. Except I do. I know I shouldn't but I do. You hold the key to my heart.

I'll always love you.

Love you always, your Lily flower.