So I had a little problem. I only got a few people that voted and all of those people picked a different song so I incorporated the top two songs in the chapter. One he sings and another he quotes.

I had one review that said "i dont think u shoould have dimitri sing to rose cuz i find that alittle weird cuz just picture him in your mind a guy with huge muscles singing "

I would have loved to reply in a message but you weren't logged in so I decided to here. I 100% appreciate your review and after I read it I thought about what you said, but I decided that I think it makes even more of an impact because he is a big masculine man. To me it seems more sincere and meaningful because a lot of people at some point in their lives are at a loss for words and that's where music comes in to say the exact right thing no matter how some one looks.

Thank you to everyone who reviewed as always and a huge thank you to everyone who put an imput into the song, there were a few I didn't get a reply back on and I'm sorry for that but I felt I couldn't keep waiting.

As always R&R and if you feel like it check out my other story call "the summer that changed me."

"I think you and I need to have a chat Posie."Said Jo grabbing my elbow and pulling me out to the dance floor. Some slow song had came on so I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head in his chest letting the tears slowly fall as he held on to my waist and we started swaying to the music.

"I love you Posie, you know that so don't get mad at me for what I'm about to say." He said softly but seriously. "I understand why you're scared to let him in but I think you should give him a chance. I know you're scared he's going to hurt you but I honestly believe he loves you. I can see it in his eyes every time he looks at you and you didn't see him when you fainted. When you fainted he refused to leave your side. I know you were holding on to him but I believe that even if you weren't he wouldn't have left." I looked up at him.

"He might love me now but what about later? I can't handle it if he leaves again. You've seen how I was the first time."

"I know Hun. You know the night of your concert we had a little chat where I threatened him, and you know what he said? He told me that leaving you was the biggest mistake of his life and he will live with that guilt eating at him for the rest of his life and I actually believed every word he said."

"But…" I started but he cut me off.

"Rosemarie Mazur. Are you really going to live the rest of your life in fear? You and I both know that's not who you are and we both know you are going to eventually forgive him, especially when we get to Russia and you're surrounded by him and his family."

"I know, I'm just scared. I know Rose Hathaway-Mazur is hardly ever scared but even if I forgive him what about Victor? I can't handle it if I lose him because of that bastard."

"You know as well as I do that he's not going to leave your side while Victors' threatening you whether you forgive him or not."

"I know, I just wish that wasn't true. I also don't know if I can quite forgive him yet and get over this fear. It's gonna take time."

"I understand, just think about what I said." About then we realized we had stopped moving so we started again while I put my heads back on his chest.

"What are we gonna do Teddy? We can't run forever."

"No but we can until we figure something out. I love you and I will not let him get you again. But you have to promise me that you won't do anything foolish. I know you and you will do whatever he says in order to protect the people you love but please don't get yourself killed."

"I can't promise that but I can promise that I will try my hardest to stay alive no matter what happens but I will do anything in order to protect you and the others. I wish I could say I won't but that's just not who I am. But no matter what happens in the future, if I don't remember to say it more often, I love you and you're the best not real big brother a girl could ask for Teddy."

"You too not real little sis." About then we were interrupted by someone on stage. I looked over and saw Dimitri up there looking awkward. I almost wanted to laugh because of how cute it was but I restrained myself.

"I know I'm not that good of a singer but I decided to risk my masculinity by coming up here. Roza, I know that I hurt you and everything I say comes out wrong and at the risk of losing all of my masculinity by what I'm about to say but, I am going to steal a line from a singer that pretty much fits exactly. This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry and wish I would have realized what I had when you were mine," I almost laughed again at the thought of Dimitri quoting Taylor Swift but I was in too much shock to even smile. "I know that anything I say is pointless so I decided to sing you this song instead."

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes


Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

By the end of the song he had one lone tear leaking from his eye but he didn't even attempt to hide it. He had looked at me the whole song and continued now as he walked to me.

Beside me I heard Jo mutter "You ready yet?" Referring to our conversation we had and I just elbowed him and wiped the tears that had started falling listening to Dimitri singing. I couldn't believe that this insanely masculine man that refused to show his emotions to anyone had just really gone up there and bared his soul for everyone to see all for me. By this point he had reached me.

"Roza, I know that I made the biggest mistake in the world by leaving you and I know that words won't really help but I promise if you give me a chance I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you, please forgive me?"

I couldn't answer because I was so stunned, so I just stood there for a second before I finally regained the ability to speak again.

"I will give you a chance but if you hurt me again, you will regret it," I told him but because his smile that had just appeared made my voice get a little weaker, my threat wasn't very intimidating.

"Never going to happen." He said grinning before he leaned down and kissed me softly.