1This is a one-shot for MKA's writing contest. I hope you like it.

-Moonlight's Shadow Warrior :D

Disclaimer: I don't own Pokémon.

Talking to Myself

"Hi Paul. It's me, Dawn. I wanted to see you again. I know you probably don't care, but I'm pregnant. Triplets, and you're the father. I don't know if I'll be able to support them on my own, I might ask my mom for some help. She'd understand.

"Why Paul? Why did we get into that argument? Why did you run out of the house? Why? If only we hadn't started arguing. If only I'd stop you from running, maybe you'd still be by my side." I wiped a tear out of my eye.

"Why did you have to be hit by that car? Why did you have to leave me? If only I had stopped you. If only you hadn't died I wouldn't have to have cancelled the wedding, our children would have a father and I wouldn't be alone, grieving.

"They say it isn't my fault," I said referring to Reggie and Maylene who had gotten married a couple years back and had one child named Renji, "they tell me it's all right, but I know it is not. Even if they don't admit it I know they blame me.

"If only I was stronger I could have stopped you from leaving. I would do anything to bring you back. If only you hadn't been killed I wouldn't be standing here, talking to myself." With that I looked around me at the cemetery, the dreary skies, the tombstones. I looked back in front of me, Paul's tombstone.

"I wish you were here, so I wouldn't be talking to myself." The tears started cascading down my face and wouldn't stop no matter how much I willed them to. My world had collapsed, and with that in mind I collapsed too, the tears still streaking down my cheeks.

I hope you liked it. I noticed whenever I have a sad one-shot in mind it always comes out as Ikarishipping. I hope you enjoyed my story even though it wasn't very good, I'm trying my best if that's worth anything. Anyway, goodbye for now.

-Moonlight's Shadow Warrior :D

R&R