Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise
" I'm sorry Ziva" Tony says to her almost in a whisper.
"No, it is I whom am sorry" she smiles weakly at her friend. Caresses his cheek and then gives a gentle kiss on his cheek.
But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot
"Think they bought it?" Ziva asked laying on top of him in the bed.
"I did." Tony Grins at Ziva looking at her. Taking in the color of her skin, the smell of her perfume.
"That's fairly obvious." Ziva agreed trying to keep focus. She was trying so badly not to let her heart get in the way of her work, even now when they are under cover.
" For your information that's my knee." Tony points out
"Whatever. You can get off me now." Ziva tells him, hoping she was done with his idea.
" It's only been ten minutes. I have a reputation to protect." He grins at her trying to convince her to stay where she was... he was enjoying being so close to her, even if it wasn't real he knew he wouldn't have this chance again.
" We're not even sure if we're under surveillance yet Tony." She doubted him. It was a silly idea. Pretending to have sex so they think they are a real couple.
" You can't be too careful when you're undercover. Let's give it another forty minutes just to be realistic." Tony told her. He didn't want it to end, not yet so that was his excuse to keep the most beautiful women he knew close to him.
These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
"I can see down your shirt right now" Tony tries to distract Ziva from disarming the bomb.
" I don't think your new girlfriend would like that." She points out trying to concentrate on the wire in front of her.
" What are you talking about? I don't know what you're talking about." Tony tells her confused.
"I'm talking about you and the fact that you no longer stare at every woman when they pass you by." She explains as she's figuring out which one to pull.
"Well, I'm looking down your shirt right now." He admits to her grinning.
" See anything good?" She jokes with him.
"Yeah. Real good, but I'm not entirely sure it's worth dying..."
(Ziva clips the wire)
And I'm not coming back around again
"Hey, listen; if this thing goes off, I just want you to know... "
"This is not your fault, Tony. "
" Uh, no, I was going to say your life would have had more meaning if you would have slept with me."
"If you had anything else on your mind, perhaps I would have."
I remember when
It was together 'til the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
"I know what you're doing. You're hiding behind all these jokes. And I know what you're hiding from."
" Yeah? What's that?" Tony asked looking at Ziva.
" What everyone afraid to love hides from, being hurt."
" It's not just me that I'm worrying about hurting, Ziva."
" That's because you're a good person."
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
"You ever lied to someone you love?" Tony asks Ziva seriously.
Ziva pauses "yes."
" Did they ever forgive you?"
"They never found out"
But I'm not lost
I'm not gone I haven't forgot
" Why are you here?"
" Could'nt Live Without You, I Can't"
Fade to Black