Hello people! I'm soooo so so sorry for the wait! My computer wasn't right for a while and I went to camp for a week but I'm back now so let's get this chapter on!
"OH WHAT THE FUCK IS This? That's it I am fucking out of here I can't believe this! We're through!" I said I can't believe how stupid I was.
I turned to leave the room but lynz got up and wrapped her arms around my waist trying to stop me from leaving.
"NO! Gerard wait baby no please I love you please! It'll never happen again! We can start over, I can change this time! Please!" She cried clinging onto my waist and balling her fists into my shirt.
I pulled her fists out of my shirt and backed away from her.
"Lynz this is never gonna work and you know it! How can I ever trust you again after this crap? I mean I come home after a long tour of like 6 months and you can't even keep your hands to yourself! I loved you and not once during tour did I even LOOK at another woman! Because I knew I had a wife and kid at home waiting for me that loved me. But I guess you just didn't love me like I loved you." I said glaring at her and turned my head. I couldn't even look at her.
"Gerard I do love you! Gee baby please don't do this to me!" She said tears still streaming down her face and trying to walk towards me.
I backed up more. "You did this not me."
I then looked at Bert who had thrown his clothes on and was looking shamefully at the ground.
"And you! How could you do this to me bert we're supposed to be friends! We may not be close anymore but this is my motherfucking wife!" I yelled at him and punched him in the eye.
Bert flew into the wall and sank down a bit before getting up and leaving the house.
"And don't worry I won't forget to tell Alison everything." I yelled after him.
Sadness and grief flashed in his eyes before he got in his car, and left.
I walked away from lynz and left to go pick up baby bandit from daycare since it was already 2:59 pm.
As I drove I couldn't stop thinking about what happened. I wanted to do a combination of screaming and crying. I loved lynz more than anything how could she do this to me? What had made her run to another anyway? Was she tired of waiting for me?
I felt like I would crumble right there but I knew I couldn't. I had to at least stay strong for bandit. She needs me and I can't be moping around when I have to watch out for her now.
I pulled up at primrose preschool and went through the doors to pick up bandit. She ran to me and I picked her up and swung her around. Looking her sweet little face (that looks a lot like me) almost made everything better almost.
"Hi munchkin Are you ready to go home?" I said as I held her on my hip.
"Yeah!" She said excitingly bouncing.
I put her in the car seat and drove back to the house.
I picked her up out of her car seat and we went into the house.
I put bandit down and she went to go play her grow-with-me-kitchen that she got the other day. Swear she adores that thing.
I went into the kitchen to make myself some coffee to keep myself from looking upset in front of bandit, after all it would only be a matter of time before she came to me with some sort of play pastry in her hand.
I walked through the swinging door to see lynz.
Cliffhanger! I know it was mean but the next one won't take so much time I promise! And hopefully how long this chapter is will make up for my absence. Also it was sort of selfish for me to want 5 reviews quick as a blink so im gonna throw that outta the window!