1Unwanted Love
This is my first fanfic so be nice. Well it's more like a poem about Rains feeling towards Domon.
I never wanted to go through this pain and heartache.
But in the end I don't regret it because I love you.
I could never tell if you felt the same way
You were a cold man and treated me meanly
You pushed me away every time I tried to get near and when I tried to comfort you.
At times I thought you hated me and considered me a burden.
You had me so confused and sometimes I couldn't help but feel angry at myself
Oh Domon you where cold and cruel but warm and nice at times
I couldn't help but fall even more for you
I watched as you struggled with your emotion
And decided to stay by your side no matter what even if we only remained as friends
It hurt me so much I felt my heart would shatter when I saw you with her
Yes I was jealous of Allenby you two had so much in common and hanged out a lot
I thought you had fallen in love with her especially when you yelled at me when I lost her
Your harsh words slashed my hearts into pieces you can't imagine the pain they caused me
I decided to leave you then I was sure you would be better off without me
Schwarz made me an offer and I took it I never knew the dangers it would cause you
When you battled him I was sure you would lose but you managed to pull though and win
I want you to know I stilled cheered for you with my heart during that battle
Before you left for the battle royal I wanted to tell you something but I didn't
You left and I went to check on Schwarz/Kyoji that's when I learned that horrible truth
My own father was the cause of your suffering I couldn't bear it
I knew it would be better if I left and we never saw each other again
But before I decided to leave you I knew I had to help you
So I took Rising Gundam and battled Allenby for you
It was a though battle but my desire to help and save her cause me to give it my all
When the battle was over I took her to the hospital to get cured
I decided to leave with my father and to not wait for you like you had asked me to
Even though it broke my heart it needed to be done
Then I called to you when I was in danger I don't know if you heard me calling your name
And asking to for your help
But it didn't matter anymore when I became trapped inside the devil gundam
All the feelings I had for you I decided to lock away and just let myself be consumed
But then I heard your voice telling me that you would save me
I tried my best to push you away and keep you from coming any closer
I thought I had won when I saw you give up but then you spoke again
You asked me to listen to you so I stopped and paid attention to what you had to say
A tear slipped when you reviled that my father was now dead
My heart started to beat slowly when you said that you didn't blame for anything
When you yelled that you loved me that cause my heart to beat rapidly
Making me break free from the devil gundam
As you wrapped your cape around we both told each other that we belonged together forever then we defeated the devil gundam together with our love
Then we headed towards earth while bidding farewell to our friends
It was in Earth that we began our long journey as one filling each day with love and happiness
Even though we had a rough time from the start the pain and heartache was worth it
Because who knows maybe if we hadn't gone through that we wouldn't be together
Like we are now and maybe life wouldn't be as happy as it is now
Spending each and every day with you
Oh Domon I love you today, tomorrow, and always.
Yeah I'm finish please read and review and no FLAMES! I would appreciate helpful criticism. DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW!