Letter from an Amazed Heart

DISCLAIMER: I don't own the amazing Gallagher Girl books – Ally Carter does

Cammie,

You want me? You actually want me? Even when I walked away from you and you from me, you still wanted me? And want me? I burst into your room, intent on making you plead for mercy, and you tell me you want me? I know I've said it about a trillion times, but I can't quite believe it. My resolve to make you pay just went straight out the window. You gave me a bone-crunching hug, and your head went under my chin. My reaction was automatic: whatever I wanted to feel, I couldn't, and I kissed the top of your head gently. I tried to be angry at you, I tried to hate you, but suddenly I couldn't. I wanted to love you, to care for you, to protect you (yes I know you're a spy, and could probably protect me better than I could protect you, but it's the thought that counts, right?). The thing is – do you want me to? Or would you just break my heart again the moment we resumed play? You tell me you want me, but do you? Would your mom find out if we started seeing each other again? 'Cos she's quite scary. Nice, but scary. Wow. I still can't get over the fact that you want me, little me. Insignificant, boring, tiny me. Wow.

Yours for ever and a day,

Josh x

Hello readers! Hope you enjoyed this, the next chapter will probably be the last in this version, but in the meantime, don't forget to read the actual one (From Roseville with Love) that you guys voted for!

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-wolfergirl

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