Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. He's property of Masashi Kishimoto. But I DO own this fic.

Sweet pain

Life was beautiful when between us stood no lies. When I accepted the facts and the pain. When I knew you held someone else's hands, when you kissed someone else's lips, when someone else's body belonged to you. Yes! It was hard. I do not deny that it hurt me too, but then I knew… Remember, instead of leaving, I decided to stay and be your support. I was used to the bitterness of your tears … To that hopeless loneliness. Now everything is hidden. Our life is a secret, which we must protect. I'm nothing compared to the others, I'm not loved in front of the others; I'm nobody to you, in front of the others… Yes! The others …the people. For them we're only friends, right?

Now all your lies come between us, building invisible barriers. And I know them, love. I know all of them! And yet I stay quiet. You don't want to loose me? Hah… I'm silently helping you destroy my heart. And yet I stay by your side and make no effort in stopping you. It's so easy for you. You have me, when you please. You're oblivious. You always were. When you see me, you can't see the sadness, but that doesn't mean it's not there.

I became fake to others. I'm fake to you, so, my love, you may not see my pain, so, my love, you may not hear the sound of my tears.

Now I know everything… To the last lie… I don't want to lose you, so I keep silent. And you never realized that I had dreams, dreams you set up and destroyed. You never opened your eyes for the loneliness in my soul. You never realized that I only wish for your love. Today I share you… and being "yours forever" was just a beautiful lie… and the hands that I touch, others had held before…and you – the person I love, became cold to the world.

And yet I stay by your side. For all your secrets I know, I stay silent. Silly, isn't it. If you were in my shoes, you would have left, you would have abandoned me, and never would you have forgiven me. I'm still ready to fight for my happiness … in pain and in tears. The only thing that I'm afraid of is you. You and your cold heart… I have to admit I like it… The pain that is… It's bitterly sweet. Maybe I'm crazy for loving you, but I'm grateful. I'm grateful that you hurt and I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry for being a monster.

A\N : So yeah.. I wrote this in my literature class :D Sorry if it's ruff. I though of Hinata's feelings and how oblivious Naruto can be. It's kind of sad actually, but I like it. I really hope you do too. Also I would be grateful if you leave a comment so I could know if I did good