15A/N: my thoughts about one of the main themes of the TWS by Stephenie Meyer. The lines are suppose to be indented in step wise manner, but I can't get that to work here. No copyright infringement is intended against original story and characters by Stephenie Meyer.
Changes
By abbyweyr, May 2011
Inspired by Twilight Saga novels by Stephenie Meyer and fan fiction stories
A few things are
stable and permanent
unchanging.
Most things change
some for good some for bad
some just different.
Some changes are
slow and gradual
others quick
needed
wanted
welcomed
needed
not so welcomed
happen anyway.
Some are physical
some are attitudes and behaviours
or thoughts and actions.
Some once started can be stopped
reversed
others proceed.
People change
growing older mature
maybe even wiser
Even stones change
air water time
smooths.
She wants a change
He refuses
He leaves
Change happened anyway
not way wanted, not welcome
just necessary for survival.
Now both are stuck
If feel anything it is pain
otherwise just nothing, numbness.
Alternate between pain and numbness
that is her life now
that is his existence now.
They remember once that there was more to
life and existence
but that was long ago.
Remembering hurts
back to pain from numbness
trapped in a box.
Where is the key
Who has the key
to let them out?
Three become trapped from his refusal
two at same time but separetly
one at different time and all alone.
Same key
different key holder
to release all three.
There are the surrounding victims
they watch
they wait
They try to help
they support
they try to be a key
They are
family
friends.
They don't know what
to do
to say
To end the pain
to end the numbness
to speed healing.
They love
and know that love
is not felt for now
They stand ready
to welcome each
to love each
When the right key
is used for each
to release each
From their trap
to find love again
to feel more than pain and numbness
To grow and change
in light
surrounded by love.
The two separated
find each other
and are healed.
The one alone
is now trapped
waiting for his key.
The two together
make a key
for the one alone.
All three passed through
their personal hell
individually
More aware of their
own strength
and their strength together
Surrounded by love