183FIRST FAN FIC SO BE GENTLE. LOL another dinitri leaves rose pregnant not knowing but it's a good one :D
RPOV
It's been 4 heavenly, amazing weeks since me and dimitri did it in the cabin. That night had to be the best and worst night of my life. When I went back into get dimitri I thought I was going to lose him. After saving him I stood in the hospital every second of everyday for 3 days until he woke up. thank fully none of the doctors or nurses thought anything of me and dimitri just a dedicated student near her mentor. After he was all good and clear from the doctor I took him back to his place to rest and get better. He has been on active duty again for about 2 weeks now. When ever he's not working and I don't have class I we spend all our time together.
I'm here sitting on his bed waiting for him to come back from his shift which for some strange reason ended an hour ago yet he's not here yet. Right before I began to panick and go look for him his key wiggled in the door. When he came in and closed the door I jumped on him and gave me a quick kiss " hey comrade, came by for a booty call" I said winking at him.
"not funny rose" he said with his serious guardian look on him yet still holding me trying to put me down.
"what's wrong" I said with a worried look as I slid down yet kept my hand on his cheek. We've been so happy these past 3weeks enjoying each other's "company" () everyday I would count mark off one more day on my mental calander to the day we can publicly come out with our relationship. No one has noticed anything about us yet. Which is surprising seeing as our daily pratices end up make out sessions of me tackling dimitri to the ground kissing on his neck and shoulders till he gives in and it turns out to full blown make out sessions and sometimes a trip to his dorm where it gets crazy.
He lead me to the bed and sat us both down me directly across from each other my hands in his. Before answering my question his lips touched mine and he kissed me with such force and passion my legs went a little weak. When he broke away he spoke in a husky voice while his breathing tried to become stable again " you know I love you, I will always love you no mtter what comes between us" he said sadness creeping over his face.
"what are you getting at dimitri " I said starting to get nervous.
" I want you to know before I say anything that I love you with all my heart and soul, I will never love anyone but you" he said bringing my hands still tangled with his to his face.
" I love you too, but spit it out already" I said very tense.
" I had a meeting with kirova and alberta today, they know about us" hearing my gasp he stopped for a moment yet continued, " apparently some person saw us in the gym and reported us, the guardian agreed to keep quiet but kirova she said, she said " he paused choking back his words in fear of my face which was a mix between sadness and anger " she said that I have two choices, either go quietly with a job she has lined up for me if I accept which will take me traveling for about 3 years or refuse the job and you get expelled and me fired and much worse things". Stunned it took me a minute to respond I let my hands out of his grasp and stood up.
" and what did you say?" I asked anger taking over me.
" I took the job rose, I will not let your life your career which I know you work so hard for be ruined by me. you will be a great guardian, and and when I come back we can still be together please" he kept babbleing on how we can make it threw this and how he can't do this to me.
"so you decided like that your leaving me just like that?" I choked out.
"not out of choice, I love you you have to know that" he said grabbing my frozen face in his hands " im dong this for us when I get back we can get together please"
" your leaving me" I said tears coming down my face.
" please don't do this " he said wiping a tear form my cheek"
I took a step back and asked " when are you leaving"
He took the step with me and said " tommorw morning please rose don't so this"
I couldn't believe what he was saying the only words I could get out were " your leaving me just like this, you said you loved me, that we would be together and look I shoul've know love between two dhampirs couldn't exist I was soo stupid" I said mostly to myself " you don't love me do you?" I asked not so much as a question.
"rose I don't…" he stopped not knowing what to say which said enough words for me. he didn't want me as much as he thought he did and when he got an out he took it.
DPOV
"you don't love me do you?" she asked. I knew that what ever I way I said it she wouldn't believe that I loved her. I mean looking from a third person's point of view it looks like every other dhamphirs ruined relationship.
"rose I don't….." I stopped relizeign that by her thinking I didn't love her would help her threw these next 3 years and it will help me think of how to get her back when I came back. With that she walked out the door as I stumbled to my bed and broke down and sobbed. Something that I have never done before. Not when ivan died, not when I killed for the first time which will leave people shocked, not ever I could never remember when I ever cried but I know I cried now.
3 weeks later
RPOV
Its been threek weeks since he left me I haven't left the my room much except for class and at that I just still there lifeless. As I lay on my bed waiting for the hour and an half I have till my first class starts I feel a wave of nausea come over me. as I finished puking the Chinese food I had for dinner, i hear lissa open the bathroom door and rush to hold my hair back.
"oh my god rose what's wrong" she asked with the worried looked she has had on her face since I told her everything the day after dimitri left. She was shocked and even sad that I found love and lost it the way I did.
"nothing,nothing I just been getting nausea for a couple of days" I said wiping it off as nothing.
" its not nothing what do you think is wrong with you" she asked feeling my forehead and handing me a washcloth so I could clean my face.
" I've been eating a lot of everything and anything lately so I guess my stomachs not used that's my different food all at one time" i said as in walked back to my room changing into sweats and a tank top to walk to class.
" nope that's not it, I know you've been depressed lately, and I'm scared. Please for me just go see a doctor" she said with her puppy dog look that she normally used on me when she wanted to go shopping.
Walking out the door I looked back and replied " ughh. Anything to make you stop".
When we got to the infirmary the dr. taydor a new doctor took a few blood work and some other tests due to me beign shadow kissed and all supposably. Which I know meant that thery were checking to see If I was going crazy.
After a few minutes of rushed tests she came back and gestured me and lissa towards her office. As we sat down she spoke " well, crazy miss Hathaway your not, but you certainly are pregnant." She said with a smile.
"hahaha Dr. lady very funny did Adrian put you up to this " I said not wanting to believe its true.
"jokeing no and as to this Adrian person I don't know who that is but you miss hathawy are indeed pregnant, 7 weeks pregnant to be exact" she said showing me the results.
" that sounds about right but one little problem person who has a medical degree, I only had sex with a dhampir" I said in my sarcastic rose tone.
" well, it says you are shadow kissed and you did come back to life, why can't you have a baby" she said obviously using sacrcasm a little as well.
"so I'm really having a baby" I said more to my self than both the Dr. and lissa who's mouth was open so wide I was afraid her jaw would come off.
"yes you are my dear now since you are shadow kissed I would like you to come for a check up every 2 weeks now I know you will be continuing on to court as will I so I will be with you threw it all if you want me" she said with sympathy.
" thank you, and yes I would love for you to be my doctor anyone who can throw sarcasm like me can deliver my baby" I said with a faint smile still trying to wrap my head around the words 'my baby'.
"great. So he's all the paper work you need stuff on pregnancy and all you need to know I'll see you next week for your first ultrasound" she said as she walked us out.
" kay see ya doc" I said a dragged lissa's still shocked figure all the way to my dorm.
As I sat her on the bed next to me she finally closed her mouth and began to speak " oh my god…..baby…shadowkissed…dimitri….ooooo we can get cute little dresses?" she just kept on saying small words that didn't go together I stopped her when she picked up the phone to dial dimitri's number.
"ohh no, he left me, he may be the father but he left he doesn't need to know until I tell him" I said taking the phone fromher putting face.
"but why, don't you think that's kind of messed up I mean he is the father" she said
" yes he is, but whats messed up is saying he loved me then sayng he's leaving and leaves a few hours later, when and if I ever see himagian I'll tell him but this is my baby. My baby liss….i wont let anything happen to it" I said looking down at my still flat stomach but imagining my little baby half me half dimitri in there.
At that moment I relized I was going to be a mom and that's when I started freaking out and speaking in small words lie liss.
Hey guys hoped you like it yess its like other stories but this one's gonna be diffrentr in my kinda way and I mean come on I love all the other 20 stories I have under favorites in my account and I'm always looking for a new one :D I will make sure this story is good don''t worry. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW !
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