"Better late than never" I agreed, ignoring the conscience-stricken thoughts in the back of my mind.

"So.. What now" He asked, and frankly I had no idea. How was I supposed to explain to Edward, with out him getting mad and leaving. How could I make him stay still long enough to listen to what I had to say? A sudden thought struck me. But, that might not work, how could I even make him understand. It was worth a try though...

"Jacob?"

"Hmm..?" He asked leaning back to lay on the tent floor and putting his arms behind his head.

"I- I need to explain something to you.. And, I know your going to be mad, but I need you to listen. Understand. Please, please, Please, don't walk away until I'm finished. I pleaded. "I really want you to understand."

He looked at me confused for a second, with worry written on his face, before saying, "Yeah, go ahead."

No," I needed a better answer than that, "You have to promise you won't leave, okay? Please?"

"I promise, Bella. Now what is it?"

I took a deep breathe. "Okay... Jacob, I love you. Wait, wait, wait" I said before he could interrupt me, "I know I've said that before, but I need to say it again. I love you Jacob Black, more than anything in the whole entire world... except Edward... Wait, don't go! You promised to listen to the whole thing! Jacob please!"

Jacob, it seemed, didn't care about promises, because he was, at this minute, headed straight for the tent door.

"Jacob, you promised!" My voice cracked as I yelled out to him.

I could see his muscles tense up, before he slowly turned around.

"Fine!" He growled, and I couldn't help the smile that crept up on my face as he dropped back down on the floor. "I'll listen, but I'm positive I already know what your going to say."

Well I'm pretty sure you don't, I thought to myself as I crawled over and onto his lap. He was warm, and already I was getting goosebumps from the cold.

"Jacob," I started, "I love you, so much, but I love Edward too. And I'm so confused, and I know I'm hurting the both of you with my actions. But, I just can't help it. I love you both so, so much. And I don't want to choose between the both of you, but I know I'm going to have to. I don't know who I'm going to choose. And I'm afraid that one of you are going to leave before I do. And I just feel so, so.. Overwhelmed! You both are pushing me to choose, and I just can't! I want you both so bad! You both are so wonderful, and beautiful, and perfect. I can't even begin to find a reason either of you would even want to be with me, let alone both of you! And I just.."

Suddenly my chin was lifted, a fraction of a second before Jacob's lips came crashing down on mine. Kissing Jacob the complete opposite of kissing Edward. Edwards lips were icy cold, and hard, they were passionate, yet always annoyingly hesitant. Where-as Jacobs were warm, inviting, sensual, and he never, ever held back.

All too soon, he broke away. I tried to reach up and kiss him again, but he just chuckled and tucked me against his chest and rested his chin on the top of my head. "Bella," I could feel the vibrations in his chest from him talking, "Don't ever thing like that, okay?" You are too good for either of us. You are kind, and caring, and-"

"Jake," I cut him off, "How can you say that." "How can you say I'm kind and caring, when, if I were kind, I would just choose one of you guys, and stop all this confusion. And if I were caring, I would wouldn't be causing you both this hurt.."

"Bella" Jacob explained, "your not causing us hurt," Liar. "But I guess it is a little confusing, when your telling the both of us that you love us, and then the other." "But Bella, if you don't want to choose between us, then don't. I don't want to force anything on you, and I'm sorry if you felt that way. I'll be here for as long as you'll have me. Though, I don't know if I can say that I'm too thrilled about having to share you. But, If that's what you want, I'll do it. I'm not sure I can say the same about your Bloodsucker though.

That reminded me. "Jacob! You have to help me find him! Please." I begged.

He gave me a cynical look before agreeing.

"Jacob, we have to go now. How will we even know where to look?"

"Oh, I have a pretty good idea where he is"

"How?" I asked skeptically.

"I have my ways." Was all he said before grabbing my arm, throwing me onto his back, unzipping the tent door and jogging out into the night.


AN: Thanks for the first review, LuvnmyEdward :) And to answer you questions:

1)Yes, this will be threesome, so no, it's not going to be more Jacob than Edward, they get equal time ;) So to answer you second question, yes, it will the the three of them figuring things out.

2) When it come to Bella's first, when it gets to around the time, I will post a poll on my page for people to vote for who they want to be first. And..

3) Something between Jacob and Edward... Well, I guess you'll just have to wait and see, huh? :P

Thank everyone for reading this story. I have so much traffic from this story, it's not even funny, but I do appreciate reviews, so if you could maybe send one my way? That would make my day. Thanks,

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