Alright, here it goes. My first songfic :D

Disclaimer: I do not own the twins or Haruhi. The song is Everyboy Hurts by Avril Lavigne. I do own Shinomi :)

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Don't know, Don't know if I can do this on my own

Why do you have to leave me

I stared out the window of what was once mine and Hikaru's bedroom, now only mine. I watched as Hikaru and Haruhi pulled away in the limo, on their way to the movies. For the third time this month. I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me

Hold on, onto me

"Hey Kaoru, do you mind if I cancel our plans? Haruhi invited me to a commoner's fair!"

"S-sure Hikaru, no problem. I completely forgot about our plans anyway" He didn't notice as my voice trembled slightly as I stared down at the popcorn and movies I had set out in prepartion for our weekly movie night.

"Thanks. I got to go, bye!"

"Bye..." But he had already hung up.

Now I see, Now I see

I glanced up as he heard light sobbing. A girl was sitting on the sidewalk outside the gates of the mansion.
"What's wrong?" I asked

"O-oh. I'm sorry...I just had my heart broken..." And she began lightly sobbing once more.
"Yeah, me too" I murmured, sliding down next to her.
And together we cried.

Everybody hurts some days

It's okay to be afraid

Everybody hurts, Everybody screams, Everybody feels this way

Hikaru laughed at something Haruhi said. A deep kind of laugh only used to come about when we were alone.

I smiled sadly, but did nothing to interfere with his happiness.

And it's okay

La di da di da It's okay

'I knew his day would come eventually. I should be glad he found some one else to love..' Those were my thoughts as I watched Hikaru casully grabbed Haruhi's hand and walked her home.

It feels like nothing really matters anymore

When you're gone I can't breathe

And I know

You never meant to make me feel this way

I lay curled up on Hikaru's bed, clutching his pillow to my chest as silent tears streaed down my face. Why is it so hard to be happy for him?

This can't be happening

My heart broke a little more everytime I saw them together.

Now I see (now I see) Now I see

I saw that girl again. When I asked her about her broken heart, she just gave me bittersweet smile.

Everybody hurts some days

It's okay to be afraid

Everybody hurts, Everybody screams, Everybody feels this way

"I guess I realized that it just wasn't meant to be"

And it's okay

La di da di da It's okay

La la la la la

I thought about that everytime Hikaru was away. I wanted so desperately to believe it. But...

So many questions, so much on my mind

So many answers I can't find

I wish I could turn back the time

I wonder why...

Why did this happen? When did Hikaru first fall in love, what was the breaking point? When did we become seperate beings?

Everybody hurts some days (some days)
Everybody hurts some days (some days)

Everybody hurts some days (some days)

Every day I told myself 'There's always some one who's worse off than I am'.

It's okay to be afraid (afraid)
Everybody hurts, Everybody screams, Everybody feels this way

Every day I believed it a little more

And it's okay La di da di da

It's okay La la la la la

It's okay

I got upset a little less whenever I saw them together. I guess I just learned how to smile again. I saw that girl around the city more often. She didn't go to Ouran, but we soon became fast friends. Her name was Shinomi.

Everybody hurts somedays

It's okay to be afraid

Everybody hurts some day (yeah we all feel pain)
Everybody feels this way but it'll be okay

Can someone take me away to a better place

I think...I'm starting to fall in love with Shinomi. She's been my best friend for about a month. But what about Hikaru? I can't leave him...not like he left me.

Everybody feels this way

It's okay

"Hikaru..can I speak to you?" I asked quietly as I stood in the doorway to his room.
"Sure Koa, what's up?" I winced as he used my old nickname.
"I think I'm in love" I murmured so quietly I was worried I may have to repeat myself.
"With that girl you always hang out with? Shinomi?"

I nodded. "Yeah...I'm sorry"

"Kaoru, that's great! Don't ever apologize for loving some one"

All I could do was cry as he held me for the first time in months.

La di da di da

It's okay

La la la la la It's okay

La di da di da It's okay

It may have taken 6 months, but I finally understood.
I understood that despite Hikaru and I loving different people, and having friends, we would always have our bond.

Sure it became strained, but it was something that would never break or fade. I may have taken the long way around, but I finally got where I was headed.

La la la la la It's okay

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Sorry it was so short in some parts. Thanks to MustachesMakeEverythingFunner for supporting me and being my best Fanfiction friend ;D

DFTBA

-wishIwereanime