Chapter 5! Nymphetamine

OH BABY! ANGST! If you like angst you'll love this…

I'm currently having a (I have no cig moment so I'm writing this chapter to destract myself xD)

Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And though Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

"ITACHI!" His fanther screamed from downstairs. (yes Itachi lives with his father) Itachi got up and was careful not to rouse Sasuke from his slumber and went downstairs. "Yes..Father." His father frowned and crossed his arms. "It's 12:30! What are you doing sleeping?" Itachi sighed, " I had a long night last night, my friend got kicked out of his house and I had to go get him…he'll be staying here for a while if you don't mine father…"

"Well can I meet this friend of yours Itachi?" Itachi only nodded. "Sasuke!" His father froze at the name Itachi had said…could it be? If it was…the kid would have a death wish. His father hated Sasuke, thought he was worthless the day he was born. To see him in his house…he would surely flip.

Sasuke came walking downstairs and there it hit his father. It was him and he was getting out of the house. "Y-you! GET OUT NOW!" Sasuke looked surprised and frightened. How had this man looked familiar? "What is your deal old man…?" His father raised a hand and slapped Sasuke across the face. Itachi was in shock. "FATHER STOP!" Sasuke whipped his mouth with his sleve and glared at the man. "Touch me again and you'll regret it…" It was then his father reached over and pulled Sasuke's lip ring out. (OUCH)

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain...
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Sasuke cried out and clutched his bleeding lip and feel to his knees. There father went up and kicked him in the ribs and in the face. Itachi ran over to Sasuke and put his head on his lap trying to get him to face him. "Father! Stop! What did he ever do to you?" His father backed away from the angry ITachi.

"He's nothing Itachi, let him go. I want him out now…" Itachi shot daggers at his father. "WHAT HAS HE EVER DONE TO YOU? LOOK AT HIM!" Sasuke moaned in pain as Itachi turned him over and hugged him to his chest.

"Shh Sasuke it's okay, calm down and don't cry" Itach said softly whipping Sasuke's lip with a cold wet rag until it would stop bleeding. "W-why did he do that?" Sasuke spat out briefly.

Itachi frowned and cradled his brother. "I don't know. I'm sorry Sasuke…" Sasuke drifted off into a slumber in his brothers arms

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key...

Itachi laid his brother down on the couch and went to approach his father about his behavior. "why did you do that?" His father sighed. "Itachi….that kid…do you remember when your mother left?" Itachi shook his head. "barely…" "Well she had a small child with her…that was Sasuke Itachi….i wasn't going to tell you, I didn't think you two would ever meet. "So he's my brother and that gives you the right to beat the shit out of him?" "ITACHI! HE'S A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT." Itachi shouted back. "HE IS NOT! HE'S MY EVERYTHING AND YOU WONT BE TAKING THAT AWAY FROM ME!" with that itachi went back to his sleeping Sasuke.

Sasuke woke up with the chills not knowing where Itachi was. He felt incomplete and empty which meant he needed some kind of high. He went to the bathroom and took out a bag of cook. He emptied it onto the counter and began to chop it up and then started to snort it.

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission
None better

Sasuke began to think about all the drama that had gone on that day. Why does everybody hate him? He was then starting to snort more feeling he did not get his fill. Was enough ever enough anymore. It seemed as if this was all he could do to feel better. He knew that his life was over so he just kept snorting.

He began to caough and his throat felt numb and he couldn't breath. His nose then began to bleed uncontrollably. Oh shit…..i did exactly what I told itachi I wouldn't do…

He felt so good. He leaned his head against the wall and let the drug kick in. this is who he was and he knew he was never going to stop. This was the end. Itachi would find him and he would be dead.

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric away
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

He tried to stand but obediently fell to his knees and hit his head against the wall. Itachi heard this and ran to the bathroom and when he opened the door he was in shock and ran to sasuke with a rag for his nose.

"SASUKE NO!" Sasuke glanced at the older Uchiha with sadness in his eyes. "I-Itachi…sor-" with that his head flopped to the side and he was out.


Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the bind of your holiness
I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

"A-am I dead?" Sasuke thought opening his eyes only to be blinded by the light. He saw itachi sitting right next to him. "I-itachi…" Itachi glance at Sasuke, his eyes glistering with happiness. "Sasuke you're awake!" With that he hugged him close.

Itachi looked into Sasukes eyes. "I need to tell you something Sasuke." "what is it?" Sasuke spoke back. "Do you remember when your mom left?" Sasuke only shook his head. His voice was a little harass. (They are in a hospital) Sasuke began to look around and began to shake. "C-can we leave…." Itachi shook his head. "Anyways, Sasuke….we are…brothers my dad told me last night.." Sasuke went wide eyed. "That doesn't change anything does it?" Itachi shook his head. "No, I love you just the same." Sasuke smiled lightly and tried to sit up and hug his new found brother but itachi pushed him back down. "You need rest otouto." Sasuke looked around and and started shaking. "I don't want to be here….can we please leave Aniki…"

Itachi frowned. "Sasuke you overdosed….you remember our agreement don't you….?" Sasuke went into a state of panic. "Aniki please no, give me one more chance! Don't make me go I fucking hate hospitals!"

"I'm sorry….i already have you set up somewhere for a month….otouto.." Sasuke trembled and sat up and glared at his brother. "Your going to betray me?" Itachi gasped. "NO OTOUTO! I'm helping you! You just don't see that as help because your frightened."

Sasuke had never given Itachi that look before, it frightened him. "IM. NOT. GOING." Itachi put his hand on Sasukes check. "Yes, you are otouto. I want to see you better." With that itachi got up and began to walk out the door.

"Where are you going Aniki!" Sasuke pulled the IV's out of his arm and ran after his brother after he got no answer. Two nurses came up and grabbed him by the arms and got out a needle as Sasuke started to struggle.

"ANIKI!" Itachi stopped and went about three feet from his brother and just looked at him. Sasuke was trembling and struggling from the nurses.

"Uchiha Itachi, do we have your permission to sedate him?"

Sasuke went wide eyed. Would his brothe really let them put him out? That would be hurting him. Itachi promise he would never let anybody hurt him. That's why he was so shocked when a tear floated down itachi's face as he nodded and turned and walked away.

Sasuke struggled even harder but the nurses got him in the arm with the needle and Sasuke slowly began to stumble. "I-I..hate you aniki…" And with that Sasuke was out and sent to rehab.


Song Nymphetamine by cradle of filth.