12I just had a lot of emotions when I read the letter to Quinn on Tumblr, it wasn't my idea. I just wanted to put it in here because it's just so sad…
It's the first day of Quinn's senior year in Mckinley high. A lot of things had happened last year: She lost Prom queen to a boy, her "Lucy Caboosey" secret was out, She's no more a cheerio and Finn chose Rachel over her, but those weren't the worst. The thing that hurt her the most was: Sam. He's the one that had loved her with all his heart, the one that gave her the promise ring, saying that he cared about her and wanted to be with her, the one that got his heart broken because of her. How could she be so stupid? How could she let him go? Their relationship was so perfect but she just blew it away by cheated on him with a guy that didn't even love her. She hadn't been sleeping since they day he broke up with her. She remembered about their old memories and crying to herself every night. She watched him secretly when he walked down the school hall, when they were babysitting his siblings together and wishing that he was hers, wishing that she could change everything she did.
This year, Quinn promised herself that she would win him back. She couldn't take it anymore. He was everything.
She walked into Glee club. She was so glad to see her friends after a long summer, but it wasn't like what she had expected. Everyone was sitting still in their seats, no one was smiling.
"What…happened?" She asked but no one answered. Mr. Schue looked at them then he walked to her, she knew that there's something wrong. Mr. Schue put one hand on her shoulder "Quinn…Sam's gone. He moved away."
She couldn't believe in what she just heard. Sam's gone? Where did he go and why didn't he tell her? Quinn opened her mouth to say but there's no word.
"Maybe you should sit down" Mr Schue said to her and she went to her seat next to Brittany. The silence took over the room. Mr Schue took out a piece of paper from his bag and said "Before Sam left he gave me this letter and he wanted me to read it for you guys"
The whole room paid their attentions on the teacher. opened the letter and gave the kids one last look before he read it out loud
Dear Glee clubbers,
How are you guys? I'm so sorry that I left without telling anyone about it. My parents couldn't find a new job so we have to move back to Tennessee. I miss you guys so much. I miss every one of you.
Starting with Mr. Schue, thank you for being a great teacher and a great friend to me. You taught me a lot of great things like, how to tie my shoes laces. You are amazing. Thank you.
Puck, Finn, Mike and Artie, you guys are awesome! I'm very sad that I can't play football with you guys anymore but I won't forget about you. Good luck and win every game ok!
Mercedes and Rachel, you two are both amazing divas and I hope you'd shine. No, I know you will shine!
Santana, Brittany, Tina you guys are amazing too. Without you there's no Glee club.
And Kurt, don't care about what other people say about you. You are amazing. Nobody's perfect. Just love yourself for who you are ok! You rock! ;)
So that's all I wanted to say. I don't have time to write a longer letter so maybe another time :) I hope you guys would bring back the Nationals trophy this year! Good luck to all of you!
Love,
Sam
"This is so sweet" Rachel said as Mr. Schue finished the letter "He mentioned all of us!"
"Not…all of us…" Mercedes said and everyone turned to Quinn. She felt her heart dropped. He didn't mention her.
She stormed out of the room before Mr. Schue or any of her friends could say something. For the first time in her life, she let her emotions took over. She just couldn't help the tears that kept running down her face.
She reached to her locker and stopped. The promise ring was still on her finger. She wiped her tears and slowly pulled it off. It just brought her those sad memories about him and she didn't want to remember. Quinn opened the locker and about to put the ring away but then she saw a white envelope. She quickly grabbed it and read the note on the front. It was a letter! From Sam!
Quinn was about to opened it but she stopped. Before she was so desperate because he didn't mention her in the letter to the Glee clubbers but when she knew that he sent her a letter, she was afraid to read it. What did he write to her? Why didn't he mention her in the other letter but sent her another one?
Finally, she took a deep breath and slowly pulled the letter out of the envelope. She heard Sam's voice in her head, like he was reading it to her.
Dear Quinn,
How are you? You looked gorgeous today :) haha, I bet you're about to say "You didn't even see me today, Sam." But you look gorgeous every day. So I know. Anyway, I'm writing you this letter because there are a lot of things I want to tell you about. The reason you didn't see me is because I moved back to Tennessee with my family, I didn't want to tell you to your face because I hate to see you upset. I miss you already Q. I wish I could see your face one more time. You must be pissed at me for not telling you, I know it, you're mad. In my defense I didn't have a lot of time, but truthfully I didn't want to cry in front of you. I don't want you to remember me like that. You can remember me as a studly blonde football player that rocked your world, ok? I will never forget you and what a great friend and girlfriend you were to me. Don't forget about me either.
Love,
Sam.
A single tear dropped on the letter as Quinn felt her heart broke into pieces. All she wanted to say was "I love you, Sam and I'm so sorry for what I did" but it was too late. Sam's gone and he's not coming back. He would never come back.
What do you think? Review to give me your idea about what would happen on the next chapter! I still got nothing :P