Author's notes: More Jeckerness from me! Please read and review! Taylor Swift!

Lost your balance on a tightrope… Lost your mind trying to get it back

Superman - H

Jess stared at Becker from across the room. Her eyes immediately darting to the screens in front of her when he looked over to her. She knew he could tell, but she would just play dumb and act like everything was fine and that he didn't know, because she knew that she had to be patient.

Tall dark and superman, he puts papers in his briefcase and drives away
To save the world or go to work- it's the same thing to me

Whether he's on a mission or finishing papers from that mission, he's always going to be her hero.

He's got his mother's eyes, his father's ambition
I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him

But he's that gorgeous soldier, with a horrible past and he's so perfect. Sometimes she wishes he wasn't. That she didn't love. That she didn't miss he when he was only in the next room! But that wasn't possible because of how incredibly amazing he was. DAMN HIM!

I hang on every word you say, and you smile and say how are you?
And I'll say just fine.
I always forget to tell you I love you. I'll love you forever

I watched Superman fly away
You got a busy day today
Go save the world
I'll be around
And I watched superman fly away
Come back I'll be with you some day
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Tall, dark and beautiful, he's complicated, he's irrational
But I hope someday he'll take me away and save the day, yeh

Then there's the days when he's annoying and doesn't listen and put other people before him. Other peoples lives before his. And she is still completely dazzled when she hears him voice.

Something in his deep brown eyes has me saying,
He's not all bad like his reputation

And he's frustrating because he never lets anyone in. He has a bad past, that doesn't mean his is bad. Reputations aren't important.

And I can't hear one single word they say.
You'll leave, got places to be and I'll be OK
I always forget to tell you I love you
I loved you from the very first day

I watched Superman fly away
you got a busy day today
Go save the world, I'll be around
and I watched Superman fly away
Come back, I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

He just does what he likes. Flies off and doesn't listen to orders, unless, of course, if he's the one giving them.

And I watch you fly around the world
And I hope you don't take some other girl
Don't forget, don't forget about me
I'm far away but I never let you go
I'm love struck and looking out the window
Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be
Right here wishing the flowers were from you,
Wishing the card was from you wishing the call was from you
'Cause I've loved you from the very first day

And because of all this, he's obviously not single! That gorgeous, damaged, over protective, sweet, strong soldier. How could he not have a girlfriend?

I watched Superman fly away
You got a busy day today
Go save the world, I'll be around
Forever and ever
And I watched Superman fly away
I swear I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

So, Jess keeps it in. All that emotion is held in, because she knows that she could never be good enough. She's just another wide-eyed girl… and he's superman.

Author's closing notes: Next song: Mean. The next chapters won't be just Jess thinking, there's going to be loads more drama, I just wanted to get it started with our current Jecker situation. Reviews please!