If anyone noticed that this was gone for a while, it got deleted because of something my brother did. I have disabled the anonymous reviews so it won't happen again, but if you could please add your previous reviews to this, that would be very much apreciated.
Disclaimer: FOP belongs to Butch Hartman. Never A Mistake (Monday scene) belongs to peachy author (or at least it used to). Solemn Aura (Tuesday scene) belongs to gothrockfairy.
I have to do this. It won't be so hard to say goodbye. It's not like anyone cares.
This all started on Monday. After another day at school of Crocker failing me, Trixie rejecting me, and Francis beating me up, I went home only to find my parents getting ready for a special evening-without me. They left me with my evil babysitter, Vicky. As usual, she made me do all the chores while she just watches TV. After I finished my chores and most of my homework, I started playing on my V-cube. I barely started the first level of my game when Vicky called for me.
"TWERP!" she yelled from downstairs. I knew she was just going to torture me, and since I thought I had suffered enough already, I decided to ignore her. She's bound to get tired and give up eventually, I thought. Boy was I ever wrong. About 5 minutes later, Vicky came charging upstairs. She kicked my door open so hard, it broke off its hinges.
"When I call for you, you come right away! Got that?" she screamed.
That's when I snapped. "You can't tell me what to do. This is a free country, so I can ignore you all I want." I yelled at her.
"When your parents are out, I'm in charge of you, and you are going to do my homework!" she told me, and she dropped all of her books on me.
"And if I don't?" I asked, since I didn't care if she blackmailed me, I wasn't going to take her torture anymore.
"If you don't, then I'll make you wish you were dead, you unwanted mistake!" Vicky yelled at me. When I realized what she just said, I felt as if something had stabbed right through my heart.
"Wh-what did you just call me?" I asked, trying to fight back tears. I wondered if I had heard Vicky right. Unfortunately, I was.
Vicky obviously saw that I was upset, so she replied, "I called you an unwanted mistake! And that's exactly what you are! Now get to work, twerp!" And with that being said, she calmly walked out of the room with a smug grin on her face.
I felt like I was going to cry, but I held them back. Crying wouldn't solve anything. My fairies were gone in Fairyworld for some special training or something. They would be gone for a whole week, leaving me to fend for myself.
For the rest of the night, I did all the work Vicky told me to do without saying anything. When my parents came home, I didn't bother to greet them. I just climbed the stairs to my room and went to bed. I cried myself to sleep.
And that was only the beginning.
The next day at school was the same as before. The constant F's, the constant bullying, and being ignored by the girl I loved once again. The words Vicky said to me last night were still ringing in my head.
At lunchtime, I just felt numb, and too depressed to eat anything.
"Hey Timmy, you gonna eat that?" my friend, Chester, asked me pointing to my lunch. I shook my head. "Sweet!" Chester dove right in on eating my food. I guess since he wasn't able to afford his own food, he ate whatever he could, even garbage like that.
"At least chew with your mouth closed," my other friend, AJ, said to Chester in disgust. "Doesn't that bother you, Timmy?"
I shook my head again, trying to make my face seem as emotionless as possible. Maybe if I showed no emotions, they would stop trying to get me to talk.
"You can at least talk to us, dude," Chester said, his mouth full.
I didn't say a word. Chester and AJ exchanged glances.
"Geez Timmy, you're such a freak. Come on, Chester." AJ and Chester left the table, leaving me all alone. I heard them laughing and taunting me as they went. "I can't believe we never knew what a freak he was before. I mean, he wears pink! And don't forget those big buck teeth he has!"
I slammed my head down on the table, hard. I just felt so angry and betrayed. My best friends, who were with me ever since kindergarten, had just called me a freak. I felt tears build up in my eyes, but I wiped them away.
Well, I told myself, maybe tomorrow will be better.
But it wasn't, and things just got worse.
When I got to school, I saw a huge stretch limo drive through. There is only one person I know who has a limo that long.
I tried to ignore it and just focused on getting to class on time. When I stepped inside, there wasn't just one-but TWO boys that were my age that I hoped I would never see again.
One boy had blonde hair and was wearing a white tux with a red bowtie and black pants. The other kid had black hair and was wearing a red coat with a white shirt underneath, and blue pants. He was also wearing sunglasses to make himself look cool, but he also had buckteeth like mine. I was about to ask what they were doing here when Crocker announced, "Class, please welcome our new students; Gary and Remy Buxaplenty.
I could not believe it. Remy was actually out of the F.U.N. academy. But did he have Juandissimo back? And how did he meet Gary? My head was spinning with questions as I got over to my desk and sat down.
At lunch, I sat at a different table, all alone. Elmer and Sanjay sat with Chester and AJ, since they also think I'm a freak, or something like that.
I was just starting to eat my lunch when I saw Remy and Gary approaching.
"Hello Turner," they said in unison.
I groaned and turned to face them. "Hello Remy. Hello Gary. What are you doing here?" I asked, trying not to sound like I was annoyed.
"Ah, so you do remember us," Gary said with a smirk. "You should probably know why we're here. But then again, you're as dumb as Cosmo."
"Anyway," Remy said, "The reason we're here is to make your life as miserable as possible. And, so we can see who will win the hand of the lovely Miss Tang."
As if on cue, Trixie walked over to us. "Hey boys, do you want to sit with us instead of that pink-hatted buck-toothed loser?" she asked. By "loser," she meant me obviously, so she was only asking Gary and Remy.
"Why, of course, Miss Tang. We would be delighted." Remy answered, formally.
"You know it, Trixie." Gary pointed over to me. "Pink-hat loser boy: not cool."
They all walked over to the popular kids' table, leaving me all alone once again.
I clawed at the table, leaving scratch marks on it. Two of my arch rivals came back in my life just to make me miserable. Starting with taking the girl I love. No, once loved.
I thought about it and I realized that she wasn't worth it. No one was. I'd do anything I could to make Trixie love me, and she just throws me away like garbage. I even risked my life to save my parents, my fairies, Vicky, Trixie, Chester, and AJ, and for what? So Jorgen Von Airhead could wipe their memories so this could happen? My parents continue to ignore me, Crocker & Vicky still torture me, Remy and Gary came back to take Trixie for themselves, and my best friends-no, former best friends- called me a freak.
That's it, I decided, I'm not going to take this any longer.
But first, there's something else I need to do.
Today's Thursday, the last day of my life.
Instead of listening to Mr. Crocker's lesson, I was writing a suicide note. It read:
Dear Everybody or Anybody Who Cares,
I should've known it was only a matter of time. This world was never meant for me. You've all caused me so much pain and misery. No matter what I do to make things right, no one cares.
Mom & Dad: You've always ignored me or called me Tommy (or even Becky). You constantly reminded me of how much you wished I was Chip Skylark, or a girl.
Chester & AJ: How could you betray me like that? We've been best friends since Kindergarten, and now you call me a freak?
Gary & Remy: My life was miserable enough before you two came back. You can have Trixie if you want, I don't care about her anymore.
Trixie: I did everything I could to make you mine. I even sacrificed myself, but you STILL threw my away like garbage.
Tootie: I'm sorry I hurt you like this. I won't ever forget about you, but should stay strong.
Vicky: You were right. I AM an unwanted mistake. I will erase myself form your life forever.
Cosmo, Wanda, and Poof: You never really cared for me. You just pretended to because it was your job.
I'm sick of all these lies I've been fed. My life ends today. And to make sure I'm erased from your memories, I will reveal to you my deepest secret. I have fairy god parents.
Goodbye Forever, Timmy Turner
Once the bell rang for lunch, I stuffed my note in my pocket, grabbed my backpack, and rushed to the cafeteria to look for Tootie.
It wasn't too hard to find her. She had pictures of me splattered all over the table, which kind of creeped me out. I walked over to her, trying to stay strong.
"Hey Tootie," I said calmly.
Tootie looked up and spun around when she heard my voice. She almost looked surprised to see me that close to her. "TIM-" she shrieked, but I shut her up with a kiss. On the lips.
The way I felt was way better than when I kissed Trixie before the Darkness swallowed me up. If only I could stay with her, but I can't bear this pain any longer.
I slowly let go, and handed her the note. "I'm sorry," I whispered, and I ran off to the bathroom before I started bawling.
I looked inside to check if anyone was in there, since I don't want people to think I was murdered. When it looked all clear, I walked in. I locked myself in one of the stalls, and pulled the gun out of my backpack. I raised it to my head and was about to pull the trigger, when I hesitated. I was having second thoughts about if I should really be doing this or not. But then I remembered what happened over the week.
I called you an unwanted mistake! And that's exactly what you are!
I can't believe we never knew what a freak he was before. I mean, he wears pink! And don't forget those big buck teeth he has!
The reason we're here is to make your life as miserable as possible.
Hot tears forming in my eyes, I pulled the trigger. I felt a bit woozy, and then everything blacked out.
I will continue this as soon as I find time. I'm already working on the second chapter. Please Read and Review.