I Don't Believe In Fairytales

*AU. Magic, royalty, romance, friendship etc. Back to Quinn's POV :)

I felt numb. Cold. Broken. Just like that night…

As soon as I saw him, I felt like bursting into tears. But I simply walked up to Sam and asked if I could leave, softly kissing his cheek as I thanked him. I saw Finn glare at me as I walked out. At least I had a guy that would protect me from him.

It felt like years until I actually got far enough away from that room. Tears streamed down my face as I walked back to my room. I shut the door and collapsed on the bed. I buried my head in my pillow and wept. Why did he have to show up here?

After a while, the others came back. Rachel sat beside me and rubbed my back. I let out a sob.

"I'm so sorry, Quinn. He's a jerk"

"What's going on?"

"Finn's her ex-boyfriend. He broke her heart"

He did more than break my heart…

I sobbed for what felt like hours, but in reality it was only 10 minutes.

There was a knock on the door and someone (I don't recall who) said "Come in". I turned my head to look at the door. I saw Sam and continued to cry.

"Quinn, what happened?" I was hoping Rachel would answer

"F-Finn's her ex" Rachel stuttered. She had never liked Finn. She found him creepy and scary. I don't blame her…

I saw everything click in Sam's mind. As I looked up at him with sad eyes, I knew he got it.

"Quinn, could I talk to you?"

I nodded and I stood up. He led me out into the hallway and a little ways away from the door.

He said nothing at first. He simply wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back and cried.

"Was Finn the one who raped you?"I let out another sob and clung to him. I was hoping he would know what I meant. "Quinn, it's okay. I won't let him touch you"

I heard footsteps. I didn't look up though. I was too comfortable in Sam's arms. But a split second later, I was shoved behind Sam.

"Leave her alone" Sam growled. I sniffed and looked up. Finn was standing there with a smug look on his face.

"What are you talking about?"

"I know what you did to Quinn" Sam hissed and stood directly in front of me.

Finn's eyes darkened and his head snapped to me. I felt myself shaking. "You told him?"

"I-I" I stuttered

"You weren't supposed to tell anybody!" He barked

"I'm sorry" I whimpered, backing away from Sam and Finn.

"You're such a bitch!" Sam growled at this and clenched his fists.

"You better stop now, Hudson"

"What are you going to do?"

Before I knew it, Finn was on the floor. Sam was seething. I can't believe Sam just punched him!

"I can't believe you just punched me! Quinn's not even worth it"

Sam punched him again. I grabbed his arm. "Sam, stop. Please, he's not worth it" I whisper softly. The anger disappears from his eyes and he sighs.

"You're right" We started walking away. I grabbed his hand and he smiled softly. He's adorable.

"You know Quinn. I'm glad you found someone, someone who would accept a slut like you!" I stopped and spun around, ripping my hand away from Sam.

"How dare you? I gave you everything!" Angry tears fell from my eyes "I trusted you and you took my purity! I hate you Finn Hudson! I hope you're alone for the rest of your life!" And then, without even thinking about it I slapped him.

Must've slapped him hard because second after my hand collided with his face, there was a red handprint on his face. He gasped and shoved me back. Luckily, Sam was there to catch me.

"What the hell is wrong with you? You don't shove women!" Sam exclaimed

"She's not a woman. She's a whore"

"Finn, do you honestly think that calling me names is the smartest idea! I know a lot more about you than you think"

"Like what?"

"That I'm not the only girl you've raped. I think you also put someone in a coma"

"How'd you know?"

"Rachel never really liked you so she did a little backround check" I smirked

"You bitch!" He took a swing at me, but I simply moved to the side

"Don't you see, you can't hurt me again? I won't let you in. I won't let you tear me apart. I've learnt my lesson and I'm not coming back" I smiled sweetly "Have fun in Hell!"

I turned and grabbed Sam's hand, pulling him back to the room.

"That was really brave. I'm so proud of you"

"Why thank you" I smiled and I opened the door and found everyone close to the door, well, Rachel and that one guy, I think his name was Puck, were further back, grinning at each other. Watch them become a couple!

"What the hell was that about?" Rachel exclaimed. You know Rachel meant business when she said a bad word. Sure it was only hell, but it's a big accomplishment for her.

I smiled at her "Aww you cursed! One second, I want to remember this moment"

Rachel rolled her eyes and walked over to me. "Seriously what happened? We heard…a lot"

"Why would Finn call you a bitch?" Santana asked

"Why would he shove you?" Britt asked

"I want to know why he called her a slut. Q's never had intercourse in her life" Rachel said and crossed her arms over her chest.

I felt guilty. I had hid the most important secret from all my friends. I drew in a shaky breath. What was I going to do?

"Quinn, maybe you should…" Sam said softly so no one else could hear.

I nodded. But I honestly wasn't sure. How was I supposed to tell some of my best friends that I had gotten raped and I just never mentioned it to them?

"Rach, I've haven't been completely honest with you"

"W-what do you mean?" She looked shocked if anything.

"Something happened between when I finally took Finn back and when I broke up with him"

I knew she got it. It was starting to click "You gave it to him? Quinn how could you! You're a Christian! You're mom would be so upset with you" Rachel exclaimed

My mom is probably upset with me. I should've told someone. Then maybe everything would be a little better. "I didn't give it to him. He took it" I said softly as I put my head down. I felt tears come to my eyes Why did she go and bring up my mother?

I felt Sam wrap his arm around my waist and he pulled me closer to him. I bit my lip, trying to stop the flow of tears. I see Rachel's hand fly to her mouth as she gasps. "He-he r-raped you?" I nodded as I choked back tears. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I thought you'd be mad at me. Plus he threatened me! I couldn't tell anyone!" I looked at her and saw her with her own tears in her eyes.

"I wouldn't be mad at you. You couldn't have done anything to stop him" She looked really hurt "Did you really not know me? You know I wouldn't have told if you told me not to!"

"Rach-"

Rachel turned away from me and walked toward the bathroom. "Rachel! Please, let me explain!" I cried. I expected her to at least say no. But she didn't even look back at me. I look over at Santana and she shakes her head at me.

"Did you not trust anybody?" She asked "I know that the rest of us are hurt, but Rachel was your friend for a long time, and you didn't say a word to her"

"Santana-"

"Quinn, maybe you should stay in Sam's room tonight. I think it would be best" Tina said softly

"What do you mean?"

"We don't really want to speak to you right now" Brittany said. Okay, even Brittany's mad! She's never mad at anybody.

"Come on; think of this in my perspective! I didn't know what he was going to do if he found I told someone! He probably would've killed me!"

"None of us would've told anybody" Brittany replies.

"I think Tina's right" Mercedes says from her bed. "I don't really want to see you. You know what; you don't even have to help with breakfast tomorrow"

"How long will you be mad at me?"

Nobody said anything. I turned to Sam and I tried not to cry. He motioned for me to come over to him and I did so. He grabbed my hand and I felt the tears start to fall. We start to walk out of the room, but then I turn back toward the others. "I'm sorry. I was just so afraid of what could've happened to you guys if I told you. He probably would've hurt you too"

Then, I spun back around to face Sam and we walked out of the room.