"Here I Go Again"

I don't know where I'm going

But, I sure know where I've been

Hanging on the promises

In songs of yesterday

An' I've made up my mind,

I ain't wasting no more time

But, here I go again

Here I go again

Tho' I keep searching for an answer,

I never seem to find what I'm looking for

Oh Lord, I pray

You give me strength to carry on,

'Cos I know what it means

To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known,

Like a hobo I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind

I ain't wasting no more time

I'm just another heart in need of rescue,

Waiting on love's sweet charity

An' I'm gonna hold on

For the rest of my days,

'Cos I know what it means

To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known,

Like a hobo I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind

I ain't wasting no more time

But, here I go again,

Here I go again,

Here I go again,

Here I go...

An' I've made up my mind,

I ain't wasting no more time

An' here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known,

Like a hobo I was born to walk alone

'Cos I know what it means

To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known,

Like a hobo I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind

I ain't wasting no more time...

But, here I go again,

Here I go again,

Here I go again,

Here I go,

Here I go again...

Chapter 1

"Hi!"The happy voice of Vanessa Copeland was complimented with a happy face. She brushed hair out of her eyes and smiled at the camera. "I figured I'd catch everyone up on what's been going on, ya know, in our personal lives. So thus I'm making this video. Don't worry though, I got permission to tell the stories I'm about to tell you."She said, with a little smile. "Anyways, let's see...Oh, Melina is no longer part of our group. Not that we kicked her out or anything. She got fired right? Well, she wanted Maryse and I to go to TNA with her, and quit WWE. Maryse told her off in French and I simply said that the Copeland name was staying in WWE. She didn't like that too much."She shrugged. "I mean, sure I miss Melina, but if she was gonna be like that, then fuck that."Vanessa said.

"Let's see what else...Shawn has his own show now! MacMillian River Adventures! I suggest you watch it!"She smiled. "Now, something big has happened! Besides Jeff and I getting engaged, that is. Shannon and Jewels got a divorce."Vanessa frowned a little. "It was a pretty nasty one too. They went in it cool and calm, then by the end they hated each other. Julie moved away, and that was the last I ever heard from her, even though she's still a seamstress for WWE. That's not where Shannon's news ends though. He got offered a contract with WWE, and he jumped ship. Then ON TOP of Shannon coming back to WWE, this new girl shows up. Rue Youngblood is one fiesty chick, that's all I can say about her. Her talent? Amazing. She demands to be called a woman wrestler and she'll punch anyone in the face who calls her a diva. To be perfectly honest? I fucking love her. One, she's so unlike any other woman I've ever met. She's just like me and Amy, only she wears a lot more black. She likes the same bands as us, and pretty much the same everything. Why am I telling you about Rue? Well, she and one of my best friends are now dating. That's right. Shannon and Rue are dating. Not that I didn't like Julie, but I really love Rue."

"She has told me I'm the only diva in the locker room that she could have a decent match with. She fights hardcore too. Like me, she doesn't do the fake shit. She totally freaked out when I introduced her to Mark, as he's her hero. The way she is with Mark is the way I am with Shawn. Anyway, the absolute best thing about Rue? She hates Reby just as much as me. It's awesome. You see, Matt and I made up about a month ago. I promised I wouldn't hit his girlfriend unless she hit me first, and he apologized for being an ass. Let me tell you an awesome story of how I met Rue..."

Matt Hardy's house May 4th(3rd Person POV)

"Jeff, seriously? Matt's house when Reby's there? Are you asking to get me in trouble?"Vanessa complained. Jeff just rolled his eyes. "Shannon said he wanted to introduce someone to us. We're going."He said, authority clear in his tone. Vanessa's brows disappeared into her bangs. "Well look who's being all demanding. You're lucky I think it's cute or else I would've smacked the taste outta your mouth."She said, allowing him to drag her to Matt's. The couple just walked in Matt's house when they got there. "Don't you ever knock Vanessa? Jesus you're so rude."The obnoxious Reby said as soon as they walked in. Once it'd been established the women didn't like each other, they quit pretending to be nice. "Reby you're such a whore, don't you ever think about closing your legs?"The insult did not come from Vanessa. It came from a very small female that stood at Shannon's side. She was thin, with jet black hair, and really really blue eyes. Vanessa grinned at her. "Whoever you are, I love you."She said. Rue smirked at her. "Pixy, Jeff, this is Rue Youngblood. My new girlfriend."Shannon said. Vanessa smiled at Rue, walked over and extended a hand to her.

"Vanessa Copeland, nice to meet someone else who hates Reby."She said.

"Rue Youngblood. I heard a lot about you on the way here. Shannon wouldn't shut up."Rue said, shaking her hand.

"Rue here, is gonna start wrestling next week!"Shannon said.

"Oh? Who are you going against?"Vanessa asked Rue, who shrugged. "I don't know. They didn't tell me yet. I hope to God it's not that skank Kelly Kelly."Rue looked at Vanessa with a slightly disgusted look. "I can't believe you were friends with that."She said. Vanessa grimaced. "Not one of my finest moments..."She said. Rue shrugged. "It's fine. I've seen what you can do. You're like the only diva that seems to have talent."She said in a slightly bored tone. Vanessa grinned. "Well thank you. I think we should have a match sometime."She said. "Oh wonderful. One more barbarian for me to hide from."Reby said from the couch. Both Rue and Vanessa glared at her, shutting her up instantly. Vanessa turned back to Rue. "So, tell me Miss Rue. Who're some of your favorites?"

"My idol, is The Undertaker. I love that man. I like Shawn too, not nearly as much as you though. A more current guy would definitely be Edge! I love him."Rue answered.

"One, The Undertaker, aka Mark, is like my father. I can introduce you if you want. Two, Edge is my brother! I can totally introduce you!"

"What! You could do that! I would die if I met Taker!"

"I can make it happen! I'll tell him to be at Raw, kay? Then I'll introduce him to you!"

"That'd be amazing!"

"So changing the subject, how did you and Shan meet?"

Rue looked up at Shannon, who gestured for her to explain. Rue sighed and looked back to Vanessa. "We met a couple weeks ago when I was being interviewed. He was backstage, one thing lead to another and blah blah, now here we are."She explained. Vanessa nodded. "Mkay, Jeff, Shannon, go do something. Imma have a talk with Rue."Vanessa said, grabbing Rue's arm. Rue instantly tensed up. "Bro, cool yourself. I ain't gonna do anything to you."Vanessa told her. "She's just anti-social."Shannon said. Vanessa shrugged. "I don't care if she's anti-social or not. I like her, therefore I'm gonna have a conversation with her."Vanessa said, and started to drag Rue(only because Rue allowed it) to the porch so they could talk. After a long conversation, the two decided they liked each other. It could only mean trouble for Reby though.

"So you see? I love that woman almost as much as I love Amy."Vanessa's eyes widened. "Speaking of Amy! You guys wanna see how big she's gotten? Hang on, I'll go get her!"Vanessa put the camera on the ground and ran off. A few seconds later she returned with a familiar red headed woman with a rather large belly. Vanessa grabbed the camera and pointed it at them. "Lookie! My babies are getting sooo big. They're due in August! I can't wait!"The blonde said excitedly. Amy laughed. "I think she's more excited than Adam."She commented. Vanessa just smiled and leaned down to kiss her best friend's belly. "I probably am. Adam sucks!"Vanessa said. Amy rolled her eyes. "Mhmm. Anyway, I'm leaving. I'm gonna tell Jeff you're Youtubing in his house."Amy said, standing up. "You know how he feels about that."She said before leaving. Vanessa rolled her eyes.

"Since when do I listen to Jeff?"She asked herself, laughing. "Well since you know where I'm at now, I'll show you around I guess. This is the painting room. Jeff and I are creative people, so therefore we have a room for it!"She said. "I'll show you the paintings. As you'll see Jeff is more creative than I. He has characters and shit. I just paint my friends and other things."She giggled. "Vanessa, you know how Jeff feels about Youtubing in his house."A voice said. Vanessa spun around, as did the camera's view. Rue stood in the doorway, smirking.
"Pssh. Since when do I need to listen to him?"Vanessa asked her. Rue opened her mouth to reply, but was interupted. "Make yourself useful and hold this for me."Vanessa said, thrusting the camera in her hands.

"fine."Rue said unhappily.

As Vanessa opened her mouth to speak, she was cut off. "VANESSA COPELAND!"Jeff's voice yelled. "Rue quick! Turn the camera off!"She ordered, and the video ended.

I grabbed my camera from Rue and shoved it in my pocket just as Jeff walked in. "So you're making videos in my house?"He asked. I shook my head. "Nope!"I said, smiling. "I was just showing Rue the painting I started of her."I covered. "Right Rue?"I looked over to my smirking friend. "Nope. She was Youtubing Jeff."Rue stated. I glared at her. "What the fuck dude?"I yelled at her, making her laugh. "Have fun you two."She said, walkign out of the room.

"C'mere Nessa."Jeff said, a mischievious glint in his eyes.

"No way! You got that look in your eye!"I replied.

"What look?"

"The 'I'm gonna torture Vanessa' look!"

"I do not. Just come here."

"You do!"

"Do not!"

"Do!"

"Vanessa! Just come here."He said, and tried to grab me. I dodged past him and ran out of the room. I ran towards the stairs, and met Rue on the way. I smacked her upside the head as I passed her too. "What the fuck dude?"She complained. "That's what you get bro!"I yelled back. I booked it down the stairs. I took a breather at the bottom, knowing I was safe for a few seconds. "Vanessaaaaaa."Came Jeff's voice. He was taunting me. I looked at my friends. "Protect me!"I pleaded. Mikey and Shannon smirked and put me behind them. "Best friend duties."They said. i just grinned and let them act all macho. A few seconds later though, Jeff and Rue were downstairs.

"Move aside guys."Jeff said. They shook their heads. Rue looked at Shannon. "Shannon. Move. Now."She told him. He sighed, and my eyes widened. He wasn't gonna listen was he? "Sorry Pixy, she could kick my ass."He said, and walked over to Rue. My jaw dropped. "Don't worry Pearl, I got your back."He told me. I smiled at him. "Mikey! Only male best friend!"I announced. "WHAT?"Shannon asked, outraged. "You ditched me!"I said. "Damn it..."He replied. "Maryse? A little help?"Jeff asked. Maryse nodded and smiled at Mikey. She motioned for him to come close to her with a certain sexyness only Maryse could have. I was shocked when he stood his ground.

"Oh Mike..."Maryse said in her thick french accent, and began walked slowly over to us. I sighed and plopped on the floor. "Just go to her. I give."I said. In a flash, he was by her side. I sighed again as Rue walked up. "Revenge time!"She said, grinning. I shook my head at her. "Not for you."

"You gave!"

"To Jeff!"

Jeff just smirked and pulled me up by my hand. "Come on..."He stated, and started leading me away. I hit Rue upside the head again, but this time she retaliated. She jumped on my back, causing both of us to fall onto the carpet. "Rue...get the fuck off."I said, my face muffled by carpet. "Nahh. I'm comfy."She replied. She was sitting on my lower back. I lifted my face up to look at her. "I hate you."I told her. She smiled. "Noooo. You loooveeee me."She replied.

"No. Other Canadians suck."I said.

"HEY!"Said Chris, Maryse and Adam. I just ignored them. "But Loch Nessie. I love you."She said. I said, and laid my face back onto the carpet. "If I say I love you too, will you get the fuck off of me?"I asked. "Mhmm."She said. "Fine. I love you."I said. Rue grinned. "Good."

Okay okay I know this isn't the original! But I made a mistake, and the original got deleted and I freaked the fuck out guys. I remembered what mostly happened, so I re-created it. Please please don't be angry? Anyway, this is the beginning...hope the new readers like it and aren't concerned by my panicking!