3I will disappear one day...
You may think that's some emo-blathering shit but I know it's true. One day, I will just...vanish. There's no more use for me in the world, now that Italy is unified - Feli could take care of it all on his own; no matter what anyone says otherwise, myself included, he is not useless. He's an idiot, yeah, but that doesn't make him useless: he just likes to be oblivious to the world. He likes to be safe, and I can't blame him - we've both seen enough of war, wars I didn't even want him to go through. But he went through them, and the last one, the last really big one, was with that potato bastard. I don't see what he sees in him, but I'm glad Ludwig's around him now...it'll mean he has at least one person to go to.
No one's going to care when I disappear. I mean, yeah, maybe they'll cry for me and be sad for Feli for a little while but, in the end, I doubt anyone'll really mind. Even Spain, that bastard, won't mind - he hasn't checked up on me in forever and even if he would, it'd only be to talk about my little brother. He's talked more and more about him lately...not that I care. Spain was just a care-taker to me, annd that's all he'll ever be. He was a big brother who just doesn't care anymore. And I don't blame him. I don't mind. Because I don't really care for him, either. The best part of our relationship lately is tomato sharing, and that's just...because we have to. It doesn't matter. And I guess I'm happy.
I wonder if disappearing is going to hurt me. Will it be like what happened to the Holy Roman Empire? Will I just vanish one day, no sight, no sound? Is it already happening? I've been less vibrant lately, haven't been myself. Am I already disappearing?
I just don't know...
BB: I think it's sad that one day, Romano might just disappear. There's no more need for a South Italy, so...he's there for no reason. So he might vanish one day. Yeah...
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