That smile. Those eyes. He's everywhere. My head throbs and a searing hot pain cascades throughout my body. My breathing becomes ragged and my eyes almost glued together.

"Minho! I can see you!" Innocent laughing.

"Taemin! Don't go too far, you might get lost." A light caress on the cheek.

I choke up, my own voice surprising me. Tears come down like waterfalls harder than ever. My face scrunches up and my hands shake my head violently while the rain continues to pummel and the floor.

The dark alley on the corner of the street no one went to, not even him. God, may I scream at you? My heart...grated up into shreds and put together crudely with children's glue. I want to take revenge so bad... I want to run away, I want to go somewhere without him.

But I always come back without him coming for me. I'm hopeless. So pathetic...

Next I find myself with him in my arms at his apartment room.

In my ear, I hear his devilish laughter.

In a flash we're on the bed, rolling and kissing each other, sucking and exchanging spit.

"Ahh...Minho!" His back arches and grinds against me.

"Fuck, Taemin..." I head towards his pants and practically rip off the thin material covering his treasure and engulf his member.

Why do I do this every night? I promise myself I'd stop.

I hear him scream. I stop and actually start to smile as my hands roam his lower body until I find a certain hole. I've never gone this far before. It was always just fellatio and nothing else.

I feel him push his hands against my shoulders in an attempt to shove me away but to no avail. If this is what he wanted, for me to break, he had it. And I'm going to break him back even worse.

Taemin...I love you.

Jasmin: Guess what?

Akima: Her stories are probably gong to be deleted!

Jasmin: Yay! Yeah, I'm back and better now and basically i read over my older work and basically had a heart attack.

Akima: And she got into kpop and is now going to fangirl about it non-stop.

Jasmin: yay! BTW, i love 2min, joonmir, dooseob, elvin(UKISS), I just love any story about Nichkhun being funny, and more!

Akima: Shes telling you this in case you want to write her a story.

Jasmin: ...Maybe...