Part 3

I stood by my window, my pale hand pressed to the glass. I was almost touching the sun's rays with my own fingertips. It was a wonderfully calming experience.

I allowed my mind to drift back into the past. Was Matt happy at the orphanage with all those other children? A sudden thought conjures in my head.

What if he was happier then than he is now?

"Matt…"

"Yes, B?"

"Tell me… Are you happy?" I could hear him arise from my bed and stalk over to me like a terrier.

"Why wouldn't I be?" He sounded almost frustrated.

"I'm not exactly I nice person to be around…" I was not stupid. I knew my own mind and how quickly it could snap like a twig. I could be capricious, selfish, self-centred, emotional and murderous. One would have to be stupid or very brave to even want to breathe the same air as me.

"Beyond, I am very happy with you. I know your antics and I'm not afraid. In a way…" he turned my face to his. "…it's kind of cool" I looked at him with complete consternation.

"It's not cool…" I mumbled. "It's bad… It's very bad…"

"No. It isn't. You're not dangerous."

"Prove it" I could almost hear his smirk.

"As you wish" I let out a gasp as he pushed me onto my bed and started ravishing my neck with his tongue. A small moan escaped my cavern. I tried to get up and show him some dominance, but he pinned me down. I felt him suck on my hotspot and my body began to warm.

"Aaaaaah…" I moaned, his tongue beginning to trail down my collarbone. In a flash, my shirt was off and his hands were roaming all over my chest. I could feel his fingers brushing over my nipples and I realised that I was clinging to him. My body was like a fire as his mouth closed around one of the nubs. The sudden movement afterwards caused my back to jolt upwards in an arc of pleasure. I heard him chuckle and he began to kiss down my body. He pulled off my jeans and boxers, exposing me to the cold air.

"I'm guessing that you're a virgin, B" He pulled a smirk which turned me on even more. Heat of embarrassment rushed to my cheeks and I could only nod. "Oh, did you save yourself for me?" He laughed as the heat in my cheeks increased. My mind was mulling over the question when I felt a sensation on my lower area. I gasped as I saw he was licking me. My breathing began to shake, moans tumbling from my mouth. He licked more and more, my actions getting more desperate and erratic by the second.

"M-Matt...!" I mewled, my fingers entwining in his red locks. My stomach was churning, the pit full of pressure. I was pulling at his hair and screaming in ecstasy as he deep-throated me. It wasn't long after that that I released into his mouth, panting. I watched as he pulled away and held me close to his chest. I curled up in his arms.

But what did that prove?

"See, Beyond? You're not dangerous… You accept love and all forms of affection. It's proof that you're not dangerous."

I could only nod as I settled into his warm embrace.