4AN: SO SO SORRY for not updating it's just that I'm failing Math and its hard to get it back up because it is Pre-Calc…not fun but on with the story.
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BPOV
It's been a week since I have seen Jasper and he is all I have on my mind. That blonde hair that looks perfect but yet effortless, those icy-yet blue eyes that are so calm yet inviting. When I watched Tanya and him in the Coffee shop, his arms wrapped around her broke my heart into so many tiny pieces.
Why should I be thinking of him while I'm driving it's not a good idea I would rather not swerve of the rode. I am currently on my way to the local grocery store as I need to get some ice cream and a whole lot of chocolate to help my heart break. Now perfect timing finished my rant just as I pull up get a situated and head into the store. I pick up a basket rather than a cart because I should only be here 15 minutes top and I'm not here to get much. When I am finished picking up the basket I head straight to where the ice cream is. I see 4 different flavours and decide on chocolate and vanilla/chocolate/strawberry twirl. I can just pick up the chocolate at the checkout lane but I just remembered I need bananas, oranges and apples. I head to the produce aisle and I am just about to reach for as bag for my fruit when I feel someone push me to the ground, what is this tackle football.
"I'm deeply sorry miss for runni- BELLA!?" Is that who I think it is I look up into the familiar blue eyes of Jasper. Oh lord why does everything bad happen to me.
"Uh…Heyyyyy Jasper." Can you tell that I'm nervous? Hope not. After a week I just have to see him when I look this bad,like come on. I have no makeup on, sweats, oversized hoodie and my old ratty converse and did I mention my hair looks like I'm frankenstiens wife.
"Look I'm sorry about the other day. I didn't know Tanya was going to show up."
"Look it's okay, I guess, but you should've told me you had a GIRLFRIEND before you start hitting on me. You led me on how could you." I replied a little bit upset.
"Bella I'm so sorry I was going to break up with her that day, but then I saw her beautiful face and her long strawberry blonde hair and I knew I couldn't do it, I thi-." He said dreamily.
"I hope you didn't come over here to make me feel jealous, I knew it was to good to be true just leave me alone." Wait don't leave me alone I still really like him, but I knew I couldn't be with him he loves Tanya not me, Tanya not me.
"Okay what ever you say, I just want you to know how sorry I am I really am Bella. I like you a lot but I don't have the guts to break up with Tanya I still like her."
"Well I gotta go bye." I don't want to go but I need to go cry myself to sleep.
As I head to the 15 items are less line I can't help but think this wont be the last time I see him this week. I head home after I get my items checked out. As I am driving I remembered he actually has a girl friend, He will never love me and it breaks my heart to even think that. If you think about it Tanya is gorgeous and I'm a plain Jane as some people may say.
Well I learned a lesson today people are not as they seem no matter how gorgeous they are.
Please review I am sorry of how short it is I tried.