74PAIRING: KLAROLINE
NOTES:
Changing the name of the story to "DEAR DIARY" because I don't like "sod off". "Fuck off" was better but FFNet won't let me use it so... bad for me.
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DEAR DIARY
chapter 7
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part 2
Klaus had to admit that disappointment ran in his veins.
Why didn't she feel anything?
Was remorse the only thing he could made her feel?
Lord, where does this girl come from?
IT was silly.
Even he felt things.
EVEN HIM!
And she just stood there without saying a word.
He knew life was unfair, but this was crossing limits. He fancies a girl in centuries and she isn't just spoken for but she doesn't like him as a 'human being' (ignoring he is a hybrid). Life was being a bitch. Then it came. The monster of jealousy. It was green like gums and big as an average person. Its skin was sweaty and had an awful smell.
Of course it was a metaphor but the monster was still there, hanging from Klaus's shoulders. He despised the mutt before, but in the later days he did it even more. And that was possible. He has a huge capacity to hate. You could always ask Katerina about that.
Caroline was being so brave standing there in front of him without blinking more than the necessary and keeping her eyes to his.
So brave.
Klaus smirked.
"Yes, I've hurt you. Deeply. But the fact that I didn't want to hurt you doesn't matter for someone as good as you. All you see it someone who is not able to feel mercy for anyone. I'll admit I don't care for the human race as much as you do, that doesn't mean I'm the worse in the planet"
It was Caroline the one that usually gave speeches about things. It was a new thing for her to listen someone do it. She definitely hated the listen to speeches. And he wasn't right.
"But you are!"
"Again?" he whispered.
She didn't answer.
He got closer to her.
How is even possible? Wondered Caroline.
Their bodies were almost touching.
But not their faces.
Klaus wanted to see Caroline's face, she was pretty good lying, the best way to get to know the truth hidden in her mind was to pay a very careful attention. His arm was stroking her skin. She didn't seem to show anything but he knew better. Then his other hand flew to her neck, behind her throat and blue veins. The part hidden with her golden hair. Christ, where did she got that goldish hair?
Caroline wasn't expecting to end up like that. She was supposed to control the whole situation. Not him. Not the man she came to make fun off. Not the man she had to slap for reading and writing on her diary.
"Why did you read my diary?"
"Oh, that" he mocked.
"Yes! That" her eyes was colder.
"I was just trying to get to know you"
Caroline couldn't believe it. Getting to know her? Did he think she was stupid? "Really? Getting to know me. Well, forgive me if I don't believe that. Is it some of your kinky ways to have fun? Because it's sick. I write personal things there and you provably know them all from heart, don't you?" she didn't let him answer. "I hope you had fun readying. I can't wait for the review on the New Times. I'm sure you've got someone there working for you"
"You don't let me in, so I had to be original about it. And by the way, I have no one working for me there, but it's a good idea. Thank you"
"Bloody original you were" she was laughing about his accent at his face. Not even trying to hide it. "You read my diary. My diary! How is that even possible"
"Very simple, love. I get into your room. I want to torture you. But I find your diary, which wasn't well protected, I must say. In told diary you say that you feel sad for me. It says you feel for me. It saves your life. It lats me hear you. That's it"
Caroline was stunned.
What?
Did he just say that?
She tried to understand.
"You wanted to torture me?" She was not even trying to hide her fear. He had admitted just some seconds ago that his plans were to torture her. "Were you that upset with me that you would even torture me, hurt me?"
Klaus didn't regret that he told her. It could be stupid for his part to do that. He even wrote in there. If he had lied when he finally got into her skin she could feel even more hurt. But he had to admit something, it was really stupid how he told her how he wanted to torture her.
His hands caressing her solf checks, it was a pathetic try to calm her dawn.
He wondered if it was working.
But Caroline was emotionless in face.
He hurt her.
Klaus felt like an idiot.
"I wasn't nice. I know about the Klaus-free life celebration you had at Elena's house after I got desiccated. You were so happy to get rid of me you felt the need of celebrating. Of throwing a party. I got upset, really upset. You care for someone and you try to be nice to that person. It doesn't feel good when that person doesn't even seem even happy for what you do. Just happy for your distress. It hurts"
In Klaus defense, we must remember that he wasn't used to feel betrayed, but at the same time lo appreciate one person so much that it's impossible to finish her or him off. His family could just be killed with a dagger and then awaken a hundred years later like nothing. But she couldn't.
Caroline was just a babe vampire.
He'd had to deal with her in that moment.
Caroline didn't know what to say. He knew about the party, in which he was right. It had to hurt a lot. If his feelings were real. "Just if you really felt" she said. Not it was Caroline who, with her hands in his face as she was going to kiss him, had something to say. "You are not able to love, not someone who is not your family and even they suffer your temper. You think you like me because I don't give you as much attention as woman usually do. And it's weird because you are hot and sxy and have an accent, which woman love I'm sure of it. So grew up and leave me alone."
Brutal.
TBC
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