I was listening to a few songs and I realised how some of them suit the PJO and HoO series:

What hurts the most- Cascada

Reyna POV

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then

And just let them out

I'm sitting in your Praetor house crying silently.

I'm not afraid to cry

Every once in a while even though goin' on

With you gone still upsets me

I want to sit around crying all day but I have to be strong for the sake of New Rome- there's only me now if I spend too long moping around someone like, ugh, Octavian will seize advantage and take over.

There are days

Every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

I wanted to tell you I liked you but we were best friends and I didn't want to ruin that but now I can't, because you're gone.

Never knowing

What could have been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain

Of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' it

I'm trying live without letting memories taking over. Like I can't just avoid the coffee shop where we had coffee that morning, the one we almost kissed, the one before you vanished.

It's hard to force that smile when I

See our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder

Seeing the whole of New Rome is harder without you here

Gettin' up, gettin' dressed

Livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words

That I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

If I could turn back time I would tell you I loved you.

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

Never knowing

What could have been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was tryin' to do

Never knowing there could have been Jeyna that's what hurts the most