There is blood on my hands and I do not care. I think I should care but I do not. It was a shame the stable hand had to die. He always did his work well. But, he would have revealed my disguise. I could not allow that to happen. I did what had to be done. Arthur allowed my brother to die. This is something that cannot be forgiven.

I do not know what game Morgana is playing when she says my path to the throne will be clear. I know very well she wants to be queen. I do not trust her any more then I trust my husband. But, she wants Arthur dead as well. So, she meets my needs well enough.

There was blood on my hands and I am sure there will be more before my task is done.