3Author Notes: Hi! I going to try to put at least one drabble per week… or maybe not. This is how I see Tsuna's mind. To my knowledge is considered inside canon. It may contain small spoilers.
No slash, probably not pairing. This drabbles are kind of dark in some places. 100-200 words each. No warnings (for now).
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Insecurities
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1
Everything was like before. Tsuna was bad at sports, even if he now had a better balance and resilience, he simply did not have in him the competitiveness that was necessary.
His English was close to no-existent and math, science and physics weren't that far for cero. No matter how much he had learned in the different fights of the last months, or how much strength his muscles could give, or even how much physical pain he could withstand, for the world he was Dame-Tsuna.
That, of course, did not meant that he wanted to be anything else but normal. That was indeed his biggest dream. The title of Vongola's 10th was nothing more than a burden in his mind. He couldn't accept all the crimes and blood, because even if Reborn tried to hide all the horrific aspects of the mafia, he could feel deep inside that his famiglia was going to bring more suffering to the world, no matter how good were the intensions of the Vongola Primo.
The worst of all was that he knew deep inside that if he wanted to keep his friends and family safe he was going to need to accept the responsibility.
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2
Soon after the 'ten years later incident' Tsuna knew that he changed. He did not know if his friends noticed but he did and that scared him.
He could now feel Rokuro Mokoru presence without nothing more than a small shrive of fear and for Xanxus red eyes to bring only a little nervousness. The bullies still scared him but he felt a pang of annoyance mixed with that.
He still put a protective posture when he was close of Xanxus and a scared face every time Mokuro was close, but it was more a habit, something that was expected of him.
Of course, this makes Reborn mad. REALLY mad.
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3
He had committed small crimes during the last months of Reborn visit. Mostly public disturbances, for things like being naked in the middle of the street or private property damage. Any police officer could say that he was going to be a delinquent and nothing more.
The same could be said about his family. But there was a darker understanding under the happy faces of his friends and siblings. They knew how things where under the appearances.
How lethal I-Pin was? She was a 5 years old girl. How much people Yamamoto Takeshi could kill? He was just one smiling baseball player. The respected prefect of the high school could never hurt someone seriously, right?
Well… I-pin was a trained hit man, Yamamoto was a born killer, Gokudera background as a Mafiosi or Hibari blood-lust was well know in the underground. Even Lambo, using his box-weapon, could level flat an entire neighborhood. If Tsuna friends wanted -how much damage they could do easily?
And deep inside Tsuna was grateful that the people around them didn't suspect.
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