The pumpkin is going to crash soon. Hikaru is enjoying more and more of Haruhi's attention then he does mine. Our world has expanded. It has grown but I am finding myself growing a greater feeling of jealousy towards the people that we are letting in.
Something is very wrong, I was walking next to Haruhi and we were talking and laughing, but something is strangely not right. I am missing something. Wait, where is Kaoru?! I come to a full stop and turn to see him behind me, his hand that had been gently placed on my shoulder fold in on itself. After last night I get all jumpy when he is not near me or directly by my side.
-I noticed it last night; it was a nightmare that caused me to wake, panting and sweating. I wrapped my arms around him and his warmth comforted me back to sleep.- He is my world, and Haruhi is just some girl that finally came along that could tell us apart. I can talk to her about Kaoru; it is fun to talk to someone about My Kaoru. She listens to what I say. Last night and this morning was a nightmare. -Hewas not next to me this morning when I woke up, I nearly jumped out of the bed when the bathroom door opened and he walked out, steam following his body. It was very sexy. I jumped up and hugged him tightly, "Do not leave me Kaoru. I need you." I ended up crying in his arms; him petting me and comforting me with his flowing, silky smooth voice. After that, I drug him into the bathroom for my shower and he didn't even put up a fight. I have kept him within an arm's length of my reach all day.-
I turned around and saw My Kaoru standing there with the hand that was on my shoulder fold in on itself, he held it close to his own chest. That same hand that should be in my hand. I took his hand into mine, where it should be. I smile at him and thought about the rules that we had made, the eleven rules. The eleven rules to dating someone that should always be followed.
1- Start a relationship
2-Claim what's "yours"
3-"protect" them with your life (in other words: MINE, NO TOUCHY!)
4-Share your Chocolate Kisses
5- Be affectionate (Even if it kills your pride)
6- Tell the truth...especially if you were an ass...
7- Be romantic...and shit like that.
8-NEVER cheat. E.V.E.R!
9- No matter how mad you get, do not hit your boyfriend
10- Do something nice every now and then. (Make it a surprise)
11- Tell him that you LOVE him.
I love to think about us, always being together, only us. ME, HIM, ME, HIM, ME, HIM. We, always together, just us and no one else. I smirk and it was not until Kaoru starts to snap his fingers of his other hand to pull me out of my thoughts. He answers my smirk with, "let's get to class." I walk us to our classroom, our hands entwined. I think it's about time to start rule one, but how do I put this into play, Start a Relationship.
I look over a Kaoru, sitting on the other side of Haruhi; he has never felt so far away before. I watch him the whole time, tapping his pencil withe the pumpkin cap, the one that I gave him against his chin. I smile at that. I love the things he does, even the little things he does. At that moment I realized how to start rule one. I always got my greatest ideas while I watch him. I smile as I start to plan out everything; I need to get his favorite chocolate and flowers. This better work, I think to myself.
The minute lunch started I pulled out my cell phone and order what I need before I run off to follow Kaoru, entwining our hands as soon as I was within reach of his long, silky smooth fingers. I kept them entangled throughout the whole entire lunch time I even fed him. Our fans were not complaining at all, those fan girls are easy to please. I gave him a kiss on either the forehead or cheek after everytime he swallowed. I smiled every time I pulled away from him, his face dusted lightly with a pink blush that only he could pull off. Yet another thing that I love about him.
When lunch was over I walked us back to class, our fingers still entwined. I looked behind us to see Haruhi following behind us quietly.
When it was time for Host Club, I ran to the front of the school, got what I needed, and ran back to the room. I stashed the gifts in a hiding spot in Kaoru and I's dressing room. I walked out, smiling at everyone and going to stand beside the only one that matters to me: My Twin, My Love, and My Kaoru.
I have noticed that something is wrong with my twin, Hikaru. Something is not right, he has held my hand every time he can, not that I mind. I look down at our hands before the doors open for the start of the club. Our hands are entwined like they should be, or it seems that way to me at least.
I move our hands so that they are seen when the doors open. I also move closer to Hikari so that our chests and legs touch. With all our greetings finished, we move to our spaces. Hikaru leads me with our fingers entangled, when I squeeze his hand, he squeezes back, I love that. I giggle when he swings me up into his arms and held me close to his chest, my head at his heart. I lay my head to his chest and listen to the steady beat of his loving heart. I felt like it only beats for me.
He sat down with me in his arms and we play our act that I wish was not an act anymore. I would giggle and blush every time he started to nibble at my neck and I gently push him away, "No Hikaru, Not here." I move from his lap. He stands and says, "Yes. Here would be perfect." He leaves me alone with the girls and I honestly tear up. "Why did he leave me?" I ask the girls. "Did I do something wrong?" They try to comfort me saying things like, "you did nothing wrong." "It's not you, Kaoru." and "Maybe he had to do something or get something."
I concentrate on believing that they are right. Hikari comes back into the room holding two dozen White Carnations and two bags of my favorite Hershey's Chocolate Kisses: Cookies and Cream. He makes me stand up and hands me the flowers, "Kaoru, my twin and my love. Would you stop this act we play and make it real with me?" Placing his hand on my cheek he says, "Let's start a relationship." I blink and thinking back to our rules that we made, rule one. The rules that I had hoped would used just for us and now it was coming true. My wish.
I place the flowers on the table and jump into his arms, kissing him on the lips quickly, "yes, Hikaru, YES!" he spins me around and we sat back down. I again am sitting in his lap. My arms wrapped around his neck, his around my waist. I lean my lips close to his ear and whisper, "this is real, right?" he puts his lips to my ear and nibbles the lobe, then whispers back to me, "of course." he then unwraps a chocolate kiss and feeds it to me, then silently placing a quick kiss on my lips.
I hope we get to do all of the rules. Every single rule. Always and only for Us. Me and Him: My Twin and My Love.
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