Guys, I am so sorry for not updating. I know I have been horrible to you, and I have no reason except for one:
I have become totally depressed. I have no motivation whatsoever. I haven't been able to do any school projects or to write, draw, play guitar, play video games, or read books. I feel as if I am an empty shell. I know I have so many things to be happy about and so many things that should keep me motivated, but I just can't stay motivated for that long. I even got prescribed some medication, but it isn't helping. I just feel like I have no purpose except to help my friend who is having the same problem as me. I keep saying it will get better, but it doesn't, it just keeps getting worse. All the little things pile up more and more and I'm being homeschooled so I have no friends I can go to without having to get my grades up first. I just feel like I can't go on, but I still do.
I assure you that I will not start cutting or do anything suicidal, because I know it won't help.
I will try to start writing again, but I need some motivation in the form of reviews and PMs from you guys, because meds can't do everything.