Forbidden Chapter 1

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I don't own Twilight, or Avril Lavigne.

REVISED 10/19/2017

Chapter Song: 'Unwanted' – Avril Lavigne

Chapter 1 - Unwanted

I felt like I was exploding. My spine tingled, but it didn't hurt. The feeling lasted all of a second, and then suddenly I was a giant wolf. I felt my paws hitting the ground as I ran to the meeting spot. I could hear my pack mate's voices,

'Bout time you got here B' Jacob said, his voice lifting through the jumbled thoughts.

'Whatever Jacob' I replied back to him. It was too painful to talk to him, so usually I resorted to snarkiness. Luckily, I had the power to shield my thoughts from him, and only send the thoughts that I wanted the pack to hear.

I was always sure that Jacob and I would get married and that we would be together forever. I was naïve, I should have known. We hadn't imprinted on each other. Instead, he imprinted on her. Nothing mattered to him, not the fact that we were engaged, and not the fact that we had a son together. Instead, he threw it all away, a week away from our wedding. Jacob didn't even tell me; I had found out from my pack mates' minds the day after. My fiancé had imprinted on my best friend. At least, I thought that she was my best friend, but as soon as she was with him, she changed. She was all about flaunting what she had. What I was supposed to have. Their relationship changed both of them, neither for the better. They became attached, like glue; and Jacob changed from a doting, loving fiancé and father, to one that was absent from both mine and our son's lives.

The rest of the pack (except for Leah) couldn't understand my disappointment and loss. Not even my brother, Sam. Leah was the only one who could understand my situation; my own brother had left her for her cousin. The rest of the pack couldn't understand the emotional factor behind it, and they couldn't care less for Leah and I's suffering.

'Jacob's right Bella, we've been waiting for you' My brother's voice came through. I scoffed. They still didn't understand.

'I'm not sorry, I was waiting for your girlfriend to come watch Nicky, I couldn't leave my one-year-old by himself.' I bit back, frustrated and slightly angry. It wasn't that I didn't like Emily, it was just that I couldn't stand being reprimanded for something that was out of my control. 'While we're on the topic though; Jacob, it's your weekend with Nicky" I growled, Jacob had better not "forget" this time. It was a well-known fact he didn't care (at least anymore). His mid worked differently now; Jessica didn't like Nicky, then he didn't need to like Nicky. My son's own father hated him.

'Sure, Sure' Jacob thought. I finally reached the clearing.

'The bloodsuckers are back' Sam thought straight to the point. I knew who he meant, The Cullens. The Cold Ones. 'We need to hold a meeting with them, renew the treaty.' he continued. 'Which means that Bella needs to go down there tomorrow and let them know of our meeting.' I was angered. Why me? Why did I have to meet the fangs? Why not anyone else - Seth, Quil, Embry, JACOB? I pulled the last card in my repertoire,

'Nicky and I are going to Forks with Billy to visit Charlie.' It was impossible for Sam to say "no" when it involved Nicky. He loved his nephew too much, and he knew that Billy loved Nicky and we'd probably end up staying late at Charlie's. There would be no time to drop by at the Cullens.

'Fine, Seth will go' Seth jumped at the chance. He loved this wolf thing. The feeling of importance. But it wore off eventually. You had to give up at some point.

I woke up to a fussy baby in the baby monitor. I sighed and kicked of the tangle of sheets from my body and walked into Nicky's room. Smiling, I picked my little son up and cradled him to my chest. I kissed his forehead and changed his diaper.

"Hey little bud, we're gonna go see grandpa today" I cooed. Little baby gurgles came out of his mouth. "Momma loves you so much." I kissed his forehead again then put him in a little blue plaid shirt and black jeans. Then, after walking to the kitchen I sat him down in his high chair. I fed him in between bites of my own cereal. I looked at the time. Crap! I needed to be at Billy's in ten minutes. I quickly grabbed Nicky and the baby bag and buckled him in my 2002 Ford Explorer. It had been my sixteenth birthday present from my parents. Sam had been able to talk our parents into letting me keep it when they disowned me. It was used of course, but I loved it. It had personality.

I slowly backed out of the driveway and made my way to Billy's. When I got to the little red house, I scowled at the VW Rabbit in front. He was here. I opened the door to the house, not bothering knocking.

"Hey Bells" Billy greeted me. I smiled,

"Hey Billy" he walked over and gently hugged me, conscious of Nicky who was in my arms. I handed him over to Billy and the older man smiled. He loved Nicky so much. Then he looked up at me.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you Bella, Jacob is coming with us, I hope you don't mind" WHAT!?

Yeah, I re-edited it, again. I've decided to really keep myself steady with updates. Forbidden will be updated on Thursdays!

~ Veronica, ButtfacedMiscreant (Formerly, edwardandbella4eva)