AN:So, this is something I thought up while re-watching my BTVS DVD collection.

Admittedly, when I first saw "Once more with feeling", I thought that Willow was a complete idiot,

but now that I'm older and (hopefully) a tad wiser, I think that it was more to her actions than that.

So, this is just a, hmm, parody of sorts, something like what Willow might have been thinking while Buffy was 'doing the dance'.

The text in italic is, for those of you who have no familiarity with the show, from the song lyrics used for that particular episode.

As for the title used for this one-shot, I blame that on my current lack of imagination.

And with that, I say on with the story!

Oh, yeah, nearly forgot the disclaimer thingy... Well, you know the drill - I own nothing!

"Still my friends don't know why I ignore the million things or more I should be dancing for"
I missed you - we all missed you.
Was it wrong thinking that by having you back happiness would as well?
The days when you were gone were just awful.
''If they know enough to know that when you've bowed you leave the crowd"
If I could take it back, I would.
She was my best friend, the last person in the world I wanted to hurt.
"There was no pain. No fear, no doubt 'til they pulled me out of heaven"
I never once imagined that one of these days I'd be the cause of her pain.
Really, all I wanted was to see her smile again just like she used to back then.
"I live in hell 'cause I've been expelled from heaven"
I guess... our grief was clouding not only our eyes but our judgement as well.
The worst part of is all, is that I have no idea of how to make it up to her.
No jinxs, no spells, no clever magic trixs to fix this mess.
All because we, no, I was too selfish to say goodbye to you.
"So that's my refrain; I live in hell"
From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry Buffy.

AN:

Not my best work, admittedly, but that's what you get while writing in the middle of the night.

I'm just happy that I got the lyrics right.

As I stated a few mouse clicks up, this is a one-shot.

No possible chapters after this or sequels in the future whatsoever.

There is a slight possibility that I just might write other fictions starring Ms Rosenberg.

Or there may not. I think it's safe to say that only the future (and my computer mouse) knows.

Peace out!

/Lymixan