137Cas squeaked and jumped out of the hold. He lunched himself to the other side of the bed and stared at the door with wide blue eyes.
"Well I guess you were going to have to meet her sooner or later." I grumbled, mad that Charlie ruined the moment.
Warning: None! :D
Dean's pov.
Suddenly I was incredibly pissed off and the room felt too tight. The air too thick. The walls closing in on me. I roughly got off the bed, landing with a loud 'thump' that seemed to vibrate off the enclosing walls. I stormed over to my dresser, deciding to have a shower. I ripped open the draw and grabbed random pieces of clothing.
"I'm going to have a shower." I growled, not caring for Castiel. I had to get out of the room.
I heard a soft, "okay" come from him but I wasn't really paying much attention. It was getting hard to breath in the small, confined room.
I stormed out and into the bathroom, much like a 5 year old but I didn't really care. Everything was pretty much auto pilot from there.
When I was finally under the stream of the water I felt better. I felt myself slump and finally relax.
That was way too close. What if Charlie never came into the room? What if I couldn't stop myself and ended up kissing Cas? This could be a whole new start, we could be friends and I could try and help Cas get better.
I could help get him away from his mother, help him to stop cutting and teach him that he didn't always have to hide what he was feeling. I could teach him that it's okay to lean on someone else, especially if that someone else was me.
If we were at least friends then I could still have him in my life again, maybe not the way I wished but I knew that was over. I had messed up royally with Cas, and even if I could never hold him again the way I yearned I could at least have him close and know that he was adequate.
I never wanted him to be that far out of reach ever again.
Even if I'd never admit it out loud, I knew, even in the darkest parts of my soul that I loved him.
I honestly have no idea how or when it happened.
Maybe I fell for him when I kissed him the night of the party.
Maybe it was when I saved him from Lucifer and Alistair.
Or maybe I fell for him the night he left for 4 months.
All I knew is that I fell hard, and it I let him fall in between my finger tips.
With a heavy heart I turned the water off and I pulled the curtain back, feeling better and less contained. It was easier to breath now and the room didn't feel so small. I dried myself off and picked up what I thought was my shirt, only to find out that it wasn't. Confused, I looked at my pants and silently cursed. Being half cocked and angry I didn't actually check what I was grabbing and ended up grabbing two pairs of pants. One was a pair of loose fitting black track pants and the other a pair of white shorts that reached my knees.
Letting out a sigh I slid on a pair of boxers and the black track pants deciding I would just put a shirt on in my room.
I kept the towel on my head, trying to dry my short, dark blonde hair. Felling guilty about being an ass to Cas, I approached my room with caution. When I finally got there I observed he wasn't alone.
"Charlie what the hell are you doing!" I screeched as I stood in the door way glaring at the red head.
I brought the towel, and my hands down from my head. I crossed my arms, the towel draping over my arms.
The two of them were sitting across from each other. Castiel had his head slightly tipped to the side with an adorable, confused and dazed look on his face.
Charlie, after hearing me, looked at me with wide shocked eyes. After getting over the shock of being yelled at she jumped off the bed and tried to run away.
She tried to maneuver her way around me, but I caught her in an embrace and held her close not letting her go.
"Ew! Oh my god, Dean! You're naked, let go of me!" She cried, mortified.
"I'm not naked! I just don't have a shirt on!" I stated.
"No! You're touching me and you're naked and now I'm scarred for life!" She squeaked, squirming to get out of my hold.
"What did you tell him!" I demanded, pulling her closer. I risked a glance over at Castiel. It looked like she broke him. He had a blank expression on his face with his head still tilted slightly as he stared at the spot on the bed where she used to sit.
"That's for me to know, and you to find out Winchester!" She cried out in a victorious voice.
I pulled my eyes away from the confused expression to look down at Charlie.
She had a enigmatic glint in her eye.
Taking me off guard she wrapped her arms around me and forced all her weight forward, taking a step with the sudden move.
Surprised, I shifted backwards a little, letting go of her ever so slightly.
she took the opportunity, slipping out of my arms the red head took off running.
"God damn it Charlie!" I cried running after her.
She took off down the stairs and into the living room. Her eyes locked onto Sam, who was talking on the phone, standing by the table.
She took shelter behind him, a smirk playing on her bright lips.
"What the hell Charlie? Dean?" Sam asked, completely and utterly confused.
I took a turn and went to grab her behind Sam but she ran the other way.
"What the hell did you tell him!" I growled, eyes following her as if she was my prey. She took a sharp turn and ran into the kitchen. I took off after her trying to grab her.
"Ew! Dean, you're naked don't touch me!" She cried out again as I close. I rolled my eyes. She was so melodramatic.
Once she was in the kitchen and figured out there was no way out she stared at me with wide, frightened eyes.
"No where to go now." I taunted, a smirk played upon my lips.
Her eyes rapidly scanned the room, trying to figure a way out as I closed in on her, my arms out ready to catch her.
Her eyes suddenly brighten as they caught onto something as if she had some bright idea.
I took my chance and went to pounce on her knowing that the new found smirk on her lips was not good.
She screamed and swiftly turned around and bee lined towards the open window that was over counter.
I stopped dead in my tracks. "You wouldn't." I gasped. But she did. Oh did she ever.
She swiftly hoped up onto the counter, sitting much like a cat would, she pulled the shutters up fast and stuck her head and arms out before she began to heave herself small build out the window. I jumped forward trying to grab her but she was too quick.
Her whole body tumbled out the window and landed with a crash as she hit the ground head first.
"Did you just jump out the fucking window!?" I yelled rushing over too look out and find her.
I placed both my hands on the window seal and stuck my head out, looking down. Thankfully it wasn't a huge drop, 5 feet at the most.
She groaned before picking her self back up. She looked up and me, stuck her tongue out and began running into the shadows that the night created.
It was official, Charlie was insane.
Still a little in shock I turned around to see Sam staring at me with frightened eyes and his jaw hanging low, the phone long forgotten.
I chuckled at the sight.
"Wha- did- h-how- why!?" Sam cried finally finding his voice.
"Why were you chasing her!?" He asked his face hopeless and his hands raised, facing up in a confused gesture.
"I dunno man she told Ca-" I stopped mid sentence.
"Fuck I forgot about Cas!" I yelled, pushing past him and up into my room.
When I made it there he was simply staring at the floor, a blank expression on his face.
Fuck.
"What did she tell you!?" I asked, alarmed.
Suddenly, he looked over at me and held my panicked gaze. He looked at me with that look-into-you-soul look which distressed me even more.
"You... love me?"
WOAH CLIFFHANGER
THAT WHOLE CHARLIE JUMPING OUT THE WINDOW IS POSSIBLE. I've seen it happen before lol.
LET ME EXPLAIN WHY ITS BEEN 5 FUCKING DAY SINCE AN UPDATE:I had a huge English test that basically made me hate writing for a while. The test was huge, it basically decides if I pass or not and it is NOT and exam, I still have yet to do that and I still have classes.
So after that I really didn't feel like writing.
My social life has mysteriously picked up which is great lol, I've been having a lot of fun.
Now for random notifications and shit lol
IM CHANGING THE RATING TO M!
I'm going to be away from Saturday-Monday, so sadly there wont be an update over the weekend, maybe on Monday but I dunno.
YESTERDAYS EPISODE FREAKING KILLED ME. I WAS CRYING LIKE A BABY.
Question for today: I know I already asked this but is there anything you would like to see before this story ends?
Also I'm a beta now! You should go check out Amelia L and ktravierso!
Sorry for the long a/u