AN: Hey~ Jay here, so here a little fic that I wipped up during Study Hall. WARNING!: May cause the feels to come up.


The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

Cause I wish you were here


It was a chilly November night. It had been a year since the horrible car accident that Matthew died in. You had gotten over the shock of him dying, but you missed him terribly.


I'll watch the night turn light blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

Till I look at my hands and feel sad

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly


You were sitting on the windowsill in complete silence. It kinda bothers you, because these were the nights that you and would snuggle and whisper to each other. Then you looked down at your hands and sadly smiled, you saw the wedding ring that Matt gave you. It was a simple ring with a little amethyst maple leaf on it.


I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist deep in thought because when

I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight


You grabbed a blanket and went outside onto the front porch. You sat down on the swing set and thought about all the good times you and Matt had, you smiled at his sweet-tempered manner, his violet eyes that looked at you with all the care in the world, his soft, maple-tasting lips. And that smile, oh how you missed that smile. After a while, you actually fell asleep on the porch-swing, knowing that your angle will, forever and always, be watching over you and that one day you will join him and play in the fields of eternity.


When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here"


AN: Well that was depresssing... Also! I will get back to My Mi Hija soon, I have the idea now all I need to do is type it up! R&R Please! Hasta la Pasta!