AN: Hey~ Jay here, so here a little fic that I wipped up during Study Hall. WARNING!: May cause the feels to come up.
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here
It was a chilly November night. It had been a year since the horrible car accident that Matthew died in. You had gotten over the shock of him dying, but you missed him terribly.
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
You were sitting on the windowsill in complete silence. It kinda bothers you, because these were the nights that you and would snuggle and whisper to each other. Then you looked down at your hands and sadly smiled, you saw the wedding ring that Matt gave you. It was a simple ring with a little amethyst maple leaf on it.
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)
I'll think of you tonight
You grabbed a blanket and went outside onto the front porch. You sat down on the swing set and thought about all the good times you and Matt had, you smiled at his sweet-tempered manner, his violet eyes that looked at you with all the care in the world, his soft, maple-tasting lips. And that smile, oh how you missed that smile. After a while, you actually fell asleep on the porch-swing, knowing that your angle will, forever and always, be watching over you and that one day you will join him and play in the fields of eternity.
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"
AN: Well that was depresssing... Also! I will get back to My Mi Hija soon, I have the idea now all I need to do is type it up! R&R Please! Hasta la Pasta!