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It was raining hardly today, but she didn't care, she didn't care about this, she's just walking on the streets, without an umbrella. Bel just got home from school and it was raining, she arrived at her house soaking wet and walked in her room to change clothes, and once she was done she laid down on her bed and decided to sleep since she has nothing to do.


The next day, she woke up from sleeping, needing to go to school she went in the bathroom to take a bath. When she was done from her bath she changed into her uniform, a black skirt, white button-up shirt, a dark blue tie, knee-high white socks, and her school shoes. She took her bag just right beside her bass guitar, and went downstairs only to see her mother and father eating their breakfast, she greeted them, "Good morning Mother, Father. I'll be off to school now." and left to school. On her way she is listening to Japanese songs, yes she is addicted to it, she can understand it quite well but it didn't mean she was actually Japanese, she just likes to listen and translate it. When she arrived school, she quickly went in her classroom and took a seat not wanting to be mocked or something. A student walked up to her desk, "Hey, you done with your homework?" the student asked curiously Bel, she looked at him and looked at her desk. "Yeah, now go away, I'm in a bad mood." she said bluntly looking away from the student, making him angry, "Oi, don't ignore me like that! And since you finished your homework..." he paused and then took Bel's homework from her bag, making her try to get it back, "I'll be taking it thank you very much." he finished, Bel tried to get her homework, but she was just short enough to not reach it, "Give it back now! You'll regret it!" she yelled, the student laughed thinking Bel was joking. "Aww look at the little kid, trying to sound tough eh?" he said laughing at her, Bel snapped and kicked the student on his leg making him drop the homework for Bel. "Ouch, that hurt!" the student yelled taking a pair of scissors and tried to hit Bel with it, "You'll pay for that!" he said and threw the pair of scissors at her, only to scratch her left hand. Bel scowled in pain and glared at the student who threw the scissors at her, "When I said I'm in a bad mood, it means to say is that you should not mess with me." she said angrily, glaring at the student, making him gulp in fear. Bel walked over to him and punched him kicked him hard on his manhood (A/N: You know what it means, if not then it is the crotch.). "Never mess with me, okay. And if your parents or any of the teachers asked you what happened then say it was your fault for bullying a girl, got it?" she asked still glaring at the student, now on the floor. He nodded and crawled away from her, but looked back at her, "You're really a monster, you know that." he said and left the classroom and back in his own classroom which was Section-D. Bel stared at the door, and after a few minutes she went back to her seat, 'A monster...' she thought and looked at the scratch on her left hand, she looked at it and slumped on her desk. "How am I a monster? I was just in a bad mood." she said to herself, "Don't be in such a bad mood Bel, and it isn't your fault anyways. We were wondering why are you in a bad mood?" a voice asked her, she turned around only to see her friends Renge, Philip and Julia, Bel smiled at them and looked at her desk. "I think it is because I've been hurt for a long time now, and never had a chance to feel about it, I always smile at the end of my punishments and pains, and I just felt so stupid only to smile about it." she said and chuckled, and looked at her friends, "Or I'm just not having enough sleep." She grinned like a child and slumped on her desk again, and then a few minutes later the bell rang meaning it is time for class. Bel brought out her book for her first subject, which was History, she actually liked the subject learning a lot about the past and things from a long time ago, it was quite interesting to her and Renge, they both would sometimes read together and stuff. The teacher went in the room, the teacher looked a little bit young, with her brown hair and her sea blue eyes, she tied her hair into a side-braid and wore a simple pink headband, all in all she looked like a teenager whose job was a history teacher, her name was Alice.


After those classes she put her book away, and took out her lunch. "Hey, Bel you've been so quiet lately, is something wrong?" Julia asked, Bel looked at her and looked down again, she kept quiet. "Does it have something to do with the student who called you a monster?" Julia asked, Bel widened her eyes at Julia's question, she looked up and smiled a little, although it was just a simple fake smile. "It's nothing really, I was just...thinking..." Bel explained, her smile turning into a frown. Truth is, she was thinking of what happened at her own past. "Hey...Bel, I know you are upset, but you are worrying us...we just want you to be happy, okay?" Renge said with a kind smile on her face, "Okay." Bel smiled and hugged her best friends, "That's better, seeing a smile on your face is enough to make us happy." Philip grinned widely, Bel giggled and quickly ate her lunch.


So after school Bel stayed in her bedroom, playing her guitar, singing a song which she happen to love:

Time is dead and gone, show must go on, it's time for our act.

They all scream at me, they cannot see this curtain hides me.

An amazing gift, so quick and swift, you were amazing.

By myself I can't, they start to chant. Why are you not here?

Grinning at me, I lay on my knees, they want to hear me, why cannot 'he' see?

I want to see, I need to see you, I have to see you, What happened to you?

We get up on stage they jump to enrage, why are you not here? Why is 'he' so near?

'He' wants me to sing, I just cannot bring, I say 'he's' not you. What else can I do?

Singing it's silent song of misery, a monster is trapped in it's own nightmare, 'he' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea. Why did she have to leave it all alone?

Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster, it never sees us, it despises us, lying so useless we start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless CiRCuS MoNSTeR!"

Bel paused for a while, and continued:

I lay all alone, I should have known, you would have left me.

'He' smiles at me, I cannot see why 'he's' in your place.

They can't tell me why, you said goodbye, right before our act.

Those two young lions, were always fun. Why did they leave too?

Roaring at me, I lay on my knees. What is happening? I can hear you sing.

They will not obey, they've been lead astray.

Will I still see you? I have to see you.

I panic and flee, they both pounce on me, I fell to the ground, I can't hear a sound.

I look up and see, you are not with me.

Am I all alone? Where could you have gone?

Singing a silent song of misery, a monster is trapped in it's own nightmare. 'He' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea. Why did she have to leave it all alone?

Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster, it never sees us, it despises us, lying so useless we start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless CiRCuS MoNSTeR!"

Bel again, paused for one minute and then continued the song:

Singing a silent song of misery, a monster is trapped in it's own nightmare. 'He' is a tyrant, it lets out a plea. Why did she have to leave it all alone?

Bound to sing for us, a worthless monster, it never sees us, it despises us, lying so useless we start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless CiRCuS MoNSTeR!"

Singing my silent song of misery, this monster is trapped in my own nightmare. 'He' is a tyrant, I let out a plea. Why did you have to leave me all alone?

Bound to sing for them, a worthless monster, I never see them, I despise them so, lying so useless they start to holler, "Hey, get up you worthless CiRCuS MoNSTeR!"

Bel finished the song and took a deep breath and breathed out, then a knock came from her door, "Yes? who is it?" she asked, "Bel, it's Renge." a voice said through the door, Bel opened the door only to see Renge with cake on her hands. "Hi Renge, what brings you here?" Bel asked smiling, Renge grinned. "I brought cake~" Renge said holding out the cake in front of Bel's face. "Oh, thanks~" Bel said and let Renge in her room. "You are still upset..." Renge muttered, Bel's eyes widened in shock. Bel looked at Renge, confused on what she said, "What do you mean?" she asked, "You are upset, when he called you a monster...you've been thinking about your past, before Me, Philip, and Julia met you..." Renge said and looked at Bel with concern, Bel closed the door and looked at the ground, "Yeah..." Bel muttered and clenched her fists tightly, Renge set down the cake on Bel's study table and sat on her bed, "Want to talk about it?" Renge asked, patting a seat next to her, Bel nodded and sat beside Renge.


Hello everybody, I am Kai Kuroshi, call me Kai. Anyways, did you like it? Flippy will come out soon, maybe Mouse Ka-boom and Sneaky? I don't know, maybe. Okay the song I used was CiRCuS MoNSTeR by Megurine Luka, Chapter two, is where you'll find about Bel's past.