The Story of Us
Author's Note: This is from Kurt's thoughts right after The Break Up. I started this soon after that episode aired; I'm just finally completing it.

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
how we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
Kurt always thought that he would sit his children around him when he was older to tell them the story about how he met their other father. The story would be full of clich├ęs, sappy moments, and 'I love you's'. After meeting Blaine when he was 16, he thought that he had finally met his soul-mate, his better half; the one he would someday raise a family with. It was love at first sight or at least for him it was. It didn't take long before Blaine realized it too. But now at age 19, it seemed like his love life was over. But he had experienced the kind of love people spend their lives searching for; he knew he was lucky.
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to a fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
so many walls that I can't break through.
Even before Blaine and he had become a couple, they were always together. I never had any trouble finding someone to talk to or to sit next to; Blaine was always there. Now, I don't feel as if I don't quite belong anywhere. Blaine was the anchor holding me now that anchor is gone. It was all over a simple miscommunication that later lead to cheating. I so badly wish that I could tell him that I forgive him and that I still love him. But, I can't seem to quite say those words aloud yet.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
"Kurt, you either need to move on or forgive him."
"It's a lot harder than it seems."
"Well do something and soon, it's been a month."
Kurt was getting annoyed by his best friend's constant advice to move on or to at least talk to him. Now, he and Rachel both were back at McKinley High's opening night for Grease. The reception was killing Kurt having to watch his ex-boyfriend flit around and be the social butterfly he knew him to be with Kurt unable to talk to him without wanting to either punch or kiss him. It really seems that his love story was now a tragedy like Romeo and Juliet.
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
and you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
He knew what happened and even partially understood. But, that doesn't stop him from avoiding Blaine and his calls. He was afraid of the confrontation. He's now afraid to look at the ending of their happily ever after. Blaine wants to go back to the ways things were and a part of him does to but Kurt's afraid to try and be hurt again. He can't just pretend that it's nothing although he also can't pretend that he's not losing his mind not being with Blaine. He just want the happily ever after they both deserve!
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.

As of right now, I don't know if Blaine and I will ever get back together. But, I do know that I would give everything I have just to go back and fix both of our mistakes.