I stood staring into the deep green woods behind my house hoping that the Cullen's would appear. I even knew where each one would stand. I knew that because that was the last place I saw them.

It had been a very tearful goodbye, one that I wasn't sure I wanted. I had some decisions to make and I wasn't looking forward to that.

Do I stay here and do I move to Forks?

I guess I should tell you how I came to that question….