Hey guys this is my third story and I notice in all my stories it's always about a girls' dad being in the army. Just love writing stories like that because I know hope hard it is to have a love member in the arm force and wondering everyday if their okay. Well this story is just like that, it's about a bond between a father and his baby girl. In this story the dad is the only who truly understands the daughter but isn't there enough to help her because of being in the military. During the process of the story, the father gets hurt and you see the daughter, Haley emotion shifts from strong to a very fragile state. I hope you enjoy the story and I'll try to update my other stories ( Big Time Situation, and A Hero Within) when I can:)

(A/n): Okay sadly I don't own Big time rush, the setting of the place and the other big time rush character, But I do own my own characters and the heart felt storyline. Some of the situation and issue are real life situations, also were experiences that people i have known go through. Also person situation I have been through too. So there really nothing funny about what's going on, okay there is some funny parts but in the end it's reality. So I hope you enjoy the story...


Happiness is a Word not a true feeling…

Everyday you see on the news people dying, shot, robbed, kidnapped, and so forth. Just image 'what if ' the world could be a refuge for the people where no harm is done. I guess life isn't that easy to be all lovely dovey crap you read in fairy tales where the girl always gets the guy and lives happy ever after, that just doesn't cut it in reality. Let me introduce myself, my name is Haley Isabella Smith and I'm sixteen years old turning 17 soon. I'm the type of girl who stays home, hangs out with friends only in school, and tries her best to fit in. The world can be so cruel sometimes that in all reality we all are trying our best to fit in as well. I was born December 31and I feel as if all my life was a mistake. I never got the full experience of being a teenager and experiencing the factor of "true love".

On Monday, my dad came in announcing that his being transported to LA for a position in the army. Oh did I forget to mention my dad's a soldier, whoops! Well, my dad is a soldier and my mom is a professional model for someone who is 35. That's right my mom is 35 and had me when she was seventeen. So I guess my mom has to move her modeling career to LA too. Oh yeah how can I forget, I have a sister who is two years older then me and her name is Natalie Olivia Smith ( a.k.a. Nat). She the type were she the one the guys chase after and everyone is dying to be her friend. Natalie also dropped out of high school to be a model like my mother as for me I love art, singing, dancing, and being athletic, but I'm shy so it will never happen. I graduated early being the top of my class and also a loner so woohoo for me. Ugh, so this is where the story goes….