THE FOLLOWING STORY CONTAINS MATURE CONTENTS AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR ALL AUDIENCE.

Summary: Niall wasn't supposed to be at that party. He knew Harry wasn't the loving type. He should've listened. Starts out light/normal, gets dark in later chapters. MA for mpreg, yaoi, slight rape. Narry, slight Lilo and hints of Nosh.

I DO NOT OWN ONE DIRECTION IN ANY WAY, NOR DO I CLAIM THIS STORY TO BE BASED ON TRUE EVENTS.

A/N: Okay so I wrote this in the 7th grade and forgot about it, and I recently found it again, hidden in my gmail. I decided the plot was promising so I decided to change a few things and continue it. So, here we go, a story written by 12/13 year old me. *7*)/

Niall is 15 in this, Josh and Liam are 16, and Harry, Zayn and Lou are 17)

Desultory Love

Blue eyes stared intensely at the clock on top of the whiteboard. Not long now...He glanced back at his teacher babbling away from his seat at the back of the classroom. His eyes darting back to the clock every few seconds. He turned to his teacher for a moment to make it seem like he was paying attention.

Back to the clock.

5...

He could see the students fiddling restlessly on their chairs.

4...

Longing to be outside, in the fresh air.

3...

"...stay safe...eager...next term.." Was all he could register from his oblivious teacher, not aware no one was listening to her.

2...

His eyes widened a little. Come on...

1...

He bit his bottom lip and squinted his eyes.

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGG~

"Wow! I guess it's already time! See you soon class, have a good spring break!..." He didn't bother listen to the rest of what she was saying, grinning from ear to ear, he jumped up from his seat with a "WHOOP!" and dashed out of his last class of the second term. "NIALL!" He heard his teacher yell out from the classroom. He just ran faster through the agonizingly long hallways of Colaiste Mhure High*. The Irish boy named Niall passed by his locker to get his stuff and quickly ran out the front entrance of his tiresome high school, one thing on his mind; freedom!

Once out of the building, he decided to pass by the field on his way to his usual after-school hang-out place for him and his best-and only-friends. He slowed his pace as he neared the school field, getting tired from all that running. He looked around-the grassy clearing was empty, apart from a group of giggling girls sitting on a nearby bench. He heard footsteps and loud chatter not far behind him. Familiar voices getting louder as they approached. His eyes widened in realization. Them again! He walked faster, breaking into a too-fast-to-be-walking run. Sadly, he didn't make it far enough because he heard the all too familiar laugh of a certain green-eyed individual. "Hey Blondie!" He stopped dead. Don't turn around Niall,he urged himself, whatever you do, just don't turn- "O-oh! Hi...er..." He turned his head, looking at the mischievous guys behind him. Harry, the curly-haired heart-throb of the school, flanked by his equally attractive friends Zayn and Louis who were smirking at him.

He gulped involuntarily. These guys where the most popular guys at school, always having girls-and even some guys-falling at their feet. Harry smiled a not-so-innocent smile. The blue-eyed boy's stomach did a double back flip. There was something about the lad that made his cheeks burn and hands get sweaty. He was known to be a player and had a different girl with him every week or so. Harry's large but undoubtedly soft hands came up and started waving in front of Niall's face, his lips moving in a hypnotizing trance...Wait- moving? "HELLO? Anyone there?" He had been so deep in thought he had no idea he had been staring at Harry this whole time. "Er-what?" He asked dumbly.

Harry smirked knowingly then shrugged. "Just wanted to know if you and your, um, "friends" were coming to my house-party this weekend." Party? He pinched himself, making sure he was not dreaming or was in another fantasy...

"And, yes, this is reality." Harry chuckled.

Niall blushed at being caught. He snapped his fingers, index finger pointed to the group and said; "Ah- haha, sure...we'll be there!" He winced at his "interesting" show. God! Why am I so awkward!

"Yeah, sure, just tell your friends" Harry shook his head, still chuckling at the awkward nerve-ball that was Niall Horan.

Niall nodded and sprinted towards the nearest Nando's, where his buddies were waiting for him. As soon as he got near the doors he stopped to take a breath. "Whew, I really need to work out more." He muttered to himself as he pushed open the doors.

He soon spotted Liam and Josh, sitting at a booth near a window at the far back of the restaurant. Niall ran up to them, knocking down two waiters on the way. "Hey watch it, bub!" One of them yelled to him.

He sat opposite to the two awaiting lads. "Guys, guess what!"

Liam turned to him and smirked. "You're late, that's what!"

"Yeah and what's with that goofy smile on your face?" Josh snickered beside him.

Niall realized that, in fact, he wassmiling like an idiot. He quickly shrugged it off and shook his head in annoyance. "Ugh no! Just guess!"

Liam and Josh looked at each other and shrugged. "You finally got yourself a girlfriend?" Josh tried.

"I wish, but no. Common you guys suck!"

"You lost your virginity?"

"N- What?"

"You got chicken for lunch again?"

Niall was getting restless at his friend's foolish attempts. "No! Even better, we got invited to the party of the year!" He fist-pumped the air and wooped.

Liam scrunched his face in confusion. "But I didn't even organize it yet!" Josh replied wittily.

"You wish! I meant Harry's party!" Niall laughed.

Liam blinked. "Styles? Harry Styles? As in the chick-magnet of the school?"

Niall nodded eagerly. "That's the one!"

"What does that rich snob want? He's probably only inviting us for public entertainment." Josh huffed.

Niall winced at the possibility of getting publicly humiliated...and that the fact the probability of it being the reason Harry had even bothered to talk to him was with a high 60%. Harry and friends didn't really talk to them much apart from the occasional "Hello".

But surely that wasn't the reason of the invitation...

"Well, I for one, don't care what you guys say! I'm going." He said decidedly. He ignored the disapproving look on Josh's face and turned to Liam. "How about you? You haven't said much, is there something on your mind?"

"O-oh huh?" Liam snapped back to reality. That's weird...Niall thought,Liam isn't the dreamer type, I wonder what's up...

"I was just asking If you where going to Harry Styles's party?" Liam shrugged. "If you're going I guess I will..."

Josh stood up. "What? You guys are going to get embarrassed I swear." He shook his head and looked at his watch. "Well, I have to get going soon, still got some packing to do."

Niall titled his head slightly. "Packing?" He asked.

Josh nodded. "Yeah, didn't Liam tell you? I'm going to Canada for the next 2 weeks" He looked at a flustered looking Liam pointedly. "Sorry! I forgot!" Liam apologized lamely. "Is that why you didn't want us to go? 'cause you were gonna miss out on the fun?" Niall prodded, amused by the look of accusation on Josh's face. "No way! I'll be too busy camping with bears to care about lame parties." He chuckled at his own joke. Then his face got serious. "But really, you guys won't fit in at that party...Something bad always happens!" He said, checking his watch again. "Well, see you guys in two weeks!" He gave each a tight hug and quick goodbye. He looked at niall's disappointed expression and laughed; "What? Gonna miss my amazing jokes while I'm gone?" He made a final joke before running off.

Niall chuckled and turned to Liam, who had distant look in his eyes. "Hey, is something up?" He asked, getting concerned at his friend's off-ness.

Liam blinked at him, confusion clear in his caramel brown eyes. "Oh! Um...yeah...listen Niall...I have something to tell you..." He said warily, looking on each side before getting up and walking towards the washrooms, pointing to Niall to follow him. Niall just blinked and followed Liam to the men's washroom. As soon as they got in, Liam locked the door and looked at him exasperated. Niall backed away...what was wrong with that guy.

"I- I'm..." Liam looked around the room, anywhere but at Niall, and his gaze finally dropped to his feet.

"You're what?" Niall asked, not really wanting to know.

Liam took a deep breath and sighed. "I've been thinking about if for a while and...please don't hate me for this but- I think I'm..."

"Just spit it out already!"

"NIALL I THINK I MIGHT BE GAY ALRIGHT?" Liam yelled and quickly regretted it. An old man came out from one of the booths and started waving his cane around madly. "YA WANNA YELL? GO YELL OUTSIDE! HOOLIGANS!" The man yelled and pushed Liam aside to open the locked door and shuffled away, looking very annoyed. Liam looked at Niall clearly embarrassed.

Niall just stood there. Was this a confession? Wait- Liam was gay? "Oh Liam!" He looked at his friend.

Liam sighed and looked back at his feet. "I don't know...Maybe I'm just gay for one guy in particular..." He trailed away.

Niall looked at Liam, clearly flattered. "How do I say this- I'm very flattered you have fallen for me but-" Liam looked at him like he had grown two heads, then chuckled slightly. "Aha, not you! Sorry! It's someone else..." Niall blinked in embarrassment. "O-oh!"

He blushed. "Is it Josh then?"

Liam looked at him and made a are-you-kidding-me look. "No! You guys are my brothers!" Then he sighed again for the tenth time that day. "I'll tell you when we go to the party..." Niall was about to protest but then decided not to trouble the boy more than he already was. He nodded and proceeded to hug the taller boy.

"It's okay though, and I'm sure Josh will accept you and your gayness" He joked.

Liam nodded and they both walked out the washroom.

ed and quickly regretted it. An old man came out from one of the booths and started waving his cane around madly. "YA WANNA YELL? GO YELL OUTSIDE! HOOLIGANS!" The man yelled and pushed Liam aside to open the locked door and shuffled away, looking very annoyed. Liam looked at Niall clearly embarrassed.

Niall just stood there. Was this a confession? Wait- Liam was gay? "Oh Liam!" He looked at his friend.

Liam sighed and looked back at his feet. "I don't know...Maybe I'm just gay for one guy in particular..." He trailed away.

Niall looked at Liam, clearly flattered. "How do I say this- I'm very flattered you have fallen for me but-" Liam looked at him like he had grown two heads, then chuckled slightly. "Aha, not you! Sorry! It's someone else..." Niall blinked in embarrassment. "O-oh!"

He blushed. "Is it Josh then?"

Liam looked at him and made a are-you-kidding-me look. "No! You guys are my brothers!" Then he sighed again for the tenth time that day. "I'll tell you when we go to the party..." Niall was about to protest but then decided not to trouble the boy as he already was. He nodded and proceeded to hug the taller boy.

"It's okay though, and I'm sure Josh will accept you and your gayness" He joked.

Liam nodded and they both walked out the washroom.

*Colaiste Mhure High School For boys; I actually had to a little research there. I realize Niall is in Britain so it's technically impossible for him to be at that school. But hey, it's my story right?