Ok.. this is a true story that is still going on now. I wrote this trying to express some bottled up emotions that I have. In this story I am Raven. Sorry if it's not typed well, I wasn't planning on putting it on this site, but when I finally decided to put it here I didn't want to change it, so yup.. You can go ahead and read now..

I love Beast Boy. I've known this for three months now. All summer I have been tortured with the fact that he doesn't love me back. Two months before summer started I had my heart broken by Malchior. I thought we loved each other, until I found out he'd used me, made me a fool. When I first defeated him I was emotionless, stable. It only took a few days for it to sink in and break me down. I told none of the others on the team about my unfortunate heart break. It still makes me sick just thinking about him, who knows if that wound will ever heal.

Right after Malchior, Beast Boy needed help catching the attention of the girl he liked. Since he's my best friend I gladly wanted to help him out. I told him to be confident and just ask her out. He went on and on about her days on end. I told him if he didn't ask her I would for him. He really didn't want that so the next day he went and asked her and they became a happy couple. The happy couple didn't last though. They both got jealous, Beast Boy would spend too much time with us, and she would spend too much time with her best guy friend. They cut it off leaving Beast Boy's heart wounded just as mine had been. For there was one thing that we had in common with both our break ups but we would never admit even to ourselves, we still loved them.

I decided to comfort Beast Boy because I knew what it felt like. As I was comforting him I started to grow a small crush on him. I told myself I was delusional and needed to clear my head of such thoughts. We had just gotten over heart breaks and didn't need to be thrown into a whole new relationship. I started spending more time with him, talking to him more, and sitting closer just so we could be together more. Everyday my emotions for him grew. Every time he laughed I felt lighter, I knew I was falling hard with no way to stop my feelings. Beast Boy started planning a trip to his old team; they were having trouble with one of their old villains. They figured it would last about all summer, so everyone started helping Beast Boy pack. Even through the entire ruckus he and I spent more time together. Finally he only had a week and two days before leaving. I was, by that time, madly in love with him and couldn't even bear the thought of him going away for that long. I knew I needed to tell him my feelings or else I'd go crazy from love and regret. I hanged out with him all day, leaving his side only for an hour or so.

We were talking about everything and nothing just laughing and happy. He asked me who I liked and I was shocked so I stammered and said, "No one really," but mentally slapped myself. I asked him who he liked and he named two girls that he sort of liked. I really wanted him to know I liked him so I told him I only liked one guy. He started poking me and asking me who the lucky guy was and I played along saying I wasn't sure if I should tell him. He told me I could trust him so I looked at him and said, "You." He laughed and said that was cute so I laughed along, dyeing on the inside.

Later we were on the computer and I was watching him play games and I worked up the nerve to ask him if he liked me. He didn't answer for a minute so I thought he hadn't heard me, I was about to repeat myself when he said, "There are people I like, and people I have a crush on."

"Which am I then?" I asked slowly, not sure I wanted to know the answer.

"Someone I like, you're my best friend."

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"Someone I like, you're my best friend."

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"You're my best friend."

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"You're my best friend."

That's all I heard for the next few days. I kept on a happy face so he couldn't see my disappointment. I still spent a lot of time with him.

Finally it was his last day, he would be leaving at noon and make it to his old team at around 9 p.m. At noon everyone gathered around him saying they'd miss him and gave him a big hug, Starfire almost crushed him. I walked him up to the top of the tower, and gave him a long tight hug, telling him I'd miss him. We joked around, I told him if he didn't keep in contact I'd hunt him down, and he laughed just as he turned into a bird and took off.

If you'd like to read more please give me a review, all you gotta say is more and I'll get ya. Again this is an ongoing true story so I have no idea where it's going I'm just writing by what happens and what I feel. Maybe the next chapter will be written a little better and not from the point of view where it has already happened. Anyways thanks for reading please R&R.