A/N: Twilight and all its characters do not belong to me they belong to Stephenie Meyer

Some characters are mine

Its my first story ...i hope you like it...*cross fingers*

The work is being checked by Gabby0515 so expect some changes on the next posted chapters

Chapter 1

Bella POV

I knew, deep in my heart, that there was something bad that was going to happen today. What that something was, I had no idea.

I drove my truck to the Cullens to surprise Edward. Not that it would be much of a surprise since he would hear my truck coming from more than a mile away. We had been dating for a few months, there had been up and downs like in every relationship. Then there were the really bad things unlike other relationships like the time James tried to kill me or the fact that Edward himself and to restrain himself from killing me.

Finally arriving , I walked out of my truck and I saw Edward waiting for me outside the house. As I was about to run up to him and hug him he suddenly looked up me with sadness in his eyes.

"Can we talk" Edward asked .

"Sure what's wrong" I asked that foreboding feeling popping and clawing at me again .

He led me into the forest not far from the there with the foreboding feeling eating me up inside he started telling me how he and his family being there is causing me a lot of 'accidents' and it was the best for them to leave without me. He said that I should spend the rest of my life as a human, grow old , have kids and die of old age. I tried to reason with him. I told him I loved him and I was willing to throw it away so I could spend the rest of eternity with him.

In the end it wasn't enough. He kissed my forehead and left. It hurts that the person I loved with everything that I am could just leave me. The heart ache was soon so unbearable that I was unable to stand. Suddenly collapsed on the mossy forest floor sobbing and asking myself over and over again why?

A few hours later I found myself waking up in my bed. It was dark outside and I noticed I was still wearing muddy, dirty clothes. I looked around and saw Charlie sleeping in the corner chair. Was it all a dream?

"Dad... Why am I here? What happened" I asked my throat feeling dry and scratchy.

He woke up and looked at me with a sad face. He then explained how Jake found me in the woods near the Cullen house, sleeping on the forest floor and curled up in a ball. He went on to say that when they tried to ring up the Cullens there was no answer in the house or their phone , it seemed that they moved away. I couldn't help it. Hearing it again made me realize it was real, my eyes started watering and my heart shattered into tiny pieces like a broken glass.

A/N2: I decided that Jacob will be just a best friend

Ill be re-arranging some bits...i think...

May I say thank you Gabby051 :)

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