My 3rd story!


Lucy's POV

"Luccccccccccccccccccyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy."

Ugh. That voice again. 'Just ignore it.' Yeah. I'll ignore it.

"Luccccccccccccccccccccyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. "

Ughhhhh. He just won't stop. 'Pretend, Lucy. Just pretend that you're sleeping.' Yeah. That's the best thing to do.

"Lucy, wake up. Please."

I froze. He never used that sweet voice and that word before. Unless, he needs me to do something, that an idiot does or on a mission before. Yup, I used the word before. I sat up. But I didn't see him.

"That's weird. I thought I heard Natsu here. Natsu?" But no one answered. I shrugged. 'Maybe it was just my imagination.'

As I walk to the bathroom, I feel like there is something missing. No. It's someone.

'Of course, he wouldn't be here. I mean... Lisanna's back from the dead. I'm sure they missed each other so much. After all, I'm just a replacement for Lisanna'

"But I miss him too." I said. Tears make their way down to my cheeks.

Suddenly, my phone ringed. I wrapped a towel around my body and went out of the bathroom. I turn my cellphone on.

"Hello? Yes, this is me. What?! *sigh* Fine, if you say so. Bye." I said hanging up the phone

*At the guild*

"Guys, I can't take this anymore. We've been ignoring Lucy for how many weeks! What if she breaks down?! What if she does something stupid?! Ugh!" The fire dragon slayer whined. He misses her so much. It's almost a month. They've ignored her just to see if she will be jealous. Like HELL! Why would Lucy be jealous? As if she's in love with Natsu. And the thought of Lucy, in love with Natsu, is just absurd for him. It's not like he doesn't like Lucy. He is actually in love with her.

"Natsu, it's just a test. If she survives a month without us, then – " Mira says, not continuing her sentence for someone cut her off.

"LUCY'S COMING!" Happy yelled.

And with a rush, they go back to what they are doing.

Lucy's POV

As I enter the guild, I saw them again. My team is hanging out with Lisanna. I sighed. Obviously, no one noticed that I'm here. I went to the bar where Mira and Wendy are there.

"Good morning, Lucy!" Mira beamed.

I grunt. "What's so good about this morning, Mira?"

Mira's smile faded. "Why, Lucy? Is there something wrong?" she asked, worry written all over her face.

"I can't ... It's just …. Ugh. Can I just have a cup?"

Mira looked at me. "Please, Mira. I need one."

After a few minutes, Mira came back with a cup.

"Lucy-san, what will you do with the cup?" Wendy asked.

"Just look and listen, okay?" I looked at her and smiled.

I started tapping the cup.

I got my ticket for the long way run
Two bottle of whiskey for the way~
And I sure would like some sweet company
And I'm leaving tomorrow, what'dya say~

I know that some of my guild mates noticed me. 'I hope you notice this, too.'

When I'm gone
When I'm gone~
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me by my hair
You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone~

Mira looked at me, smiling. I smiled back. Then, the tears started to fall.

I got my ticket for the long way run~
The one with the prettiest of views
It's got mountains
It's got rivers
It's got sights to give you shivers
But it sure would be prettier with you

I know that almost all the people in the guild are listening to me. 'I hope you listen to this. It's for you, this are all for you guys,I hope you realize what will I do...'

When I'm gone
When I'm gone~
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me by my walk
You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone~

I stopped singing. I know that they are all looking at me now. I know that he listened to my song and I'm happy with that. To know that he listened to you the whole time... It's enough for me.

"Oh Lucy-san." Wendy hugged me. I cry. I can't say a word. I don't know what to say.

"Lucy."

It's Erza. I wiped the tears and smiled at her. "Hi, Erza."

Then, unexpected things happened. Erza hugged me. "Oh Lucy. You know you can always talk to me. Tell me everything."

I cry harder. "I can't. It's too painful. Even to say it makes me cry."

Suddenly, someone grabbed me. "Lucy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I ignored you the whole time. I'm sorry."

"Oh Gray. It's okay. I understand." I hugged him. He broke the hug. And he wiped my tears.

"Luce."

I froze. I know that voice. He pulled me into a hug.

I know this scarf.

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I know this warmth.

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I know this is him.

"I love you." He whispered.

I hugged him back.

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My lips curl into a smile.

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" I love you too, idiot."

He pulled back. "Luce, you know, I will not miss you."

I frowned. "Why?"

"You'll never be far away from me. You'll never leave my side too, right Luce?" Natsu asked grinning

Feeling very guilty, I looked away from his eyes.

"What's wrong Luce?" he asked

I couldn't answer, tears started to fall to my cheeks.

He is holding me on both of shoulders and is shaking me.

"Luce! Luce! What's wrong!? Tell me!" he says while tears springing down his cheeks making me more guilty. Tears starts to fall in my shirt.

"Luce! Luce! Lucy!" Natsu said still shaking me.

"Natsu!" Natsu looked at the one who called him. He was shocked when he saw that Erza was crying. She was shook her head, to the left and to the right.

I finally have the courage to face them. I even saw Lisanna crying.

"Lucy, tell me, are you leaving?" Natsu said

"I-I'm *sob* s-sorry b-but I'm, I'm leaving" I finally said. More tears came out of my eyes. I said that, Natsu fell on his knees while he was crying. I took the chance to go upstairs, to where Master is.

I went to Master's office, quickly. I knocked on the door first and then, I heard a quiet 'Come in' from Master. I opened the door and went in.

"Master, I need to go... Leave this guild" Master was shocked when I said that, but still regains his balance between shock and reality.

"Did you finally agree? Why? I respect your decision but why did you accept?" Master asked, now, it was my turn to be shocked. I snapped back to the reality.

"Yes, Master. I finally agreed. My guild mates ignored me in a month, leaving me thinking that I was just a replacement for Lisanna. Then, they noticed me just now, when I finally agreed this morning." I replied all his question.

"Give me your hand," Master said as I gave her my hand. He put his hand above mine, not so far. And moved his hand in circular motion, removing the mark

"Thanks Makarov" I said, "I knew this day would come...". Macarov nodded. I went out of his office only to be bombarded with questions by my former guild mates.

I looked at the floor and did the Fairy Tail sign made by Laxus. I looked up, there were tears in my face. I removed the sign a let them look at my hand, they gasped

"I-I a-m so-sorry g-guys" I said, crying

I almost went out of the guild, but Natsu held me on my waist. He murmured some something, I didn't eat.[[a/n:that isn't an error,I made it in purpose]]

"Huh Natsu?" I said

"I said are you coming back, dammit!" Natsu shouted at me, which made me scared

I whispered the answer to Natsu's ear, which made Natsu shocked, I took the chance to run.


He'll pick me up on the next two months. I mean... They pick me up.

I just have to train for the two remaining months.

It was my father's decision. It is his remaining wish.

Oh well...

It's time to live a new life For the Better.Or is it really for the better?


Done~

me-hope ya enjoyed!

Disclaimer: Well, a girl with my level has no intention in her future.